Im The Master If My Fate,Im The Captain Of My Soul

the pep talk

the FACE

the PETS

Several days had passed since the conviction of Petyr Baelish. Sansa had not seen him since that day. She stood in the yard of Winterfell as a group of people came along. They were loaded with armor, bags and weapons. One person stood out from the crowd because he did not fit into it. Petyr Baelish.

He was sentenced to move to the North and face the army of white walkers. Everyone knew that this would be his certain death and this is exactly why the conviction was accordingly. Many had speculated that he would kill him self before he has to start the journey. That didn’t happen. He is not as cowardly as they say, thought Sansa. She remembered his words when she had asked him, what he would do if she wanted him to die. Then I will die, he had responded.

He was walking with almost silent steps which Sansa remembered from the time in King’s Landing. A large bag hung over his shoulder. He wore ordinary clothes, stubbles spread over his face that was drawn by a sadness Sansa had never seen before. Petyr seemed even leaner and smaller than before.

Sansa only had eyes for Petyr, her gaze formally stuck to him. As he passed her, he lifted his eyes and looked at Sansa. It felt like the time stood still.

Petyr would see Sansa for the last time. He’d never see the snowflakes on her red hair again. He’d never see her bright blue eyes again. Never ever. She was so similar to her mother and in turn not, he thought. He wanted to protect her and failed.

Sansa could not withstand his gaze and looked briefly to the side only to look at Petyr again. It felt like her heart was crushed by a cold iron fist. She had tears in her eyes. Sansa whispered something, so quietly that she even can’t hear the words. Quieter than the falling snow.

Petyr went to Sansa, one last time he wanted to talk to her, but as he stood in front of her, only a fainting “..Sansa…” left his lips. Sansa pressed her cheek to his, his stubbles poke her soft skin. She repeated her whispered words with a low voice.

“I love you, Petyr.”

Petyr took Sansa’s hand carefully and placed it on his chest on the spot where his heart was beating. Petyr and Sansa weren’t moving, they just look at each other. There was nothing but his heartbeat against her hand. Time stood still.

Petyr swallowed hard, Sansa saw tears in his eyes.

“… more… than anyone…” Petyr whispered with a broken voice. He turned Sansa’s hand and put his mockingbird pin in it. His fingers closed hers. Sansa’s hand was a fist now, the small silver Mockingbird was laying inside, Petyr’s hands wrapped hers.

He kissed Sansa goodbye, as he did in King’s Landing when he was on the way to the Vale. A tear ran over Sansa’s cheek as Petyr turned round and walked through the gate of Winterfell for the very last time.

“I love you, Sansa.” Petyr whispered, quietly like falling snow.

make me choose | anonymous asked ► ramsay bolton or joffrey baratheon or petyr baelish

1. When he couldn’t stop smiling on Sansa’s  action

2. When they were mirroring each other

3. When they were riding through the forest ( like in those fairy tales ;D )

4. That soft forehead kiss. Men do it when they truly care for a woman.

5. “ Together they’d be difficult to defeat “

6. When Sansa was mocking on him, and he couldn’t hold back his laugh

7.  Meaningful pose

8. When she didn’t want to leave without his signal and Robin literally had to pull her away

9. When her hair wrapped around his thumb

10. When Sansa was the only one whom he saw

11. No need for words

12. Those boxes behind them were full with lemons, he did this to make her feel better in her new home

13. That smile when Sansa told the ‘ married woman “ thing

14. The way he took off her necklance

15. When he held her in his arms for the first time,

16. His smile when Sansa remembered for his words

17. Such a beautiful moment

18. When he reached out for her hand

19. Everything in that kiss

20. When he hesitated for a second to be sure she allows him to kiss her

21. What a gentleman

22. The way they looked at each other

23. He kept looking into her eyes during the hand kiss

24. He was the only one who noticed Sansa’s sadness

25. That deep gaze. when he comforted her

26. Intimate Eye Contact

27. No need for words

28. When Sansa couldn’t stop staring him, her gaze went up and down whike he didn’t look

29. Probably it was the only moment in the whole s7 when the chemistry between them wasn’t only one-sided. These meaningful looks…I loved those long eye-contact scenes, it has a very important meaning…

30. Their last kiss

31. When he was terrified he might lose her

32. No words  

33. When he was fingering her hair

34. When they were looking at each other while the other didn’t see it

35. Look at that  smile

36. It’s such a meaningful pose

37. He embraced her waist when he was escorting her to the cabin

Damn!