Like, so you’re stuck in a body with someone who’s supposed to be your dad, but he wants to see you suffer for no reason and hates you. And you feel pain whenever you have to switch control for the body.

And when you separate, you have to watch the kids all alone while YOU'RE a kid! And you’re getting all stressed out because the kids are misbehaving. And your dad can’t help you because he’s off exploring being in his own body. And you black out and wake up to blood and dead kids all around you. The ones YOU were supposed to protect and watch over. And you blame yourself, when in reality, it wasn’t you who did it.

Now imagine, you’re stuck with a dad who does sketchy shit and is a criminal. And his BEST FRIEND is a criminal as well. They mess with the government, putting you and him in danger. And he ALLOWS that horrible influence of a friend around you.

And since Suns a kid in this au, the other probably wouldn’t treat him seriously and would take Moons abuse as ‘parenting’. And you don’t have really any friends your age. And you’re stuck with an abusive dad and your Creator is no where to be found and he doesn’t give a shit about you or your dad.

Now, you figure out that your father left his homicide code in YOU and now you have something in your head wanting to hurt you and your dad. And you’re the one getting blamed for it.

And now, because of that code, your dad has a sentient being in his head as well. You’re scared. Because what if you and your dad lose control of your bodies fully? And you’re also used as a vessel to get this all powerful artifact that your dad made.

And let’s talk about running from the government after you were taken and forced to be interviewed. And the homicide code in you snaps the guys neck. So now you’re on the run with your dad who’s slowly going insane. And he tells you that all you do is clean up his messes. And then he hits you.

And if that’s not bad enough, you now have to fight a wither storm!

Now onto when Eclipse got the star. Now everyone’s hates you and your dad because Eclipse used the star.

And months later, your dad sacrifices himself for his Killcode. And now you’re left with a dad who has no memory of you or anyone. And Eclipse still has the star. Oh. And NOW you have a sister you have to take care of as well. Oh! And everyone still hates you!

And you realize Lunars dead. And the last conversation you had was yelling at him.

Now your new dad finds a good version of Eclipse. And you manage to help in killing Eclipse. But your bodies damaged by it.

Oh. And the entire thing with Sun killing Bloodmoon happens. And you feel extremely guilty and you see hallucinations of that murderer.

Oh. And the entire thing with Ruin happens. And you have to kill Bloodmoon again!

Oh. And a year later, you have to kill your new dad after his best friend dies and he goes insane! Which you also watched as he faded away!

And 2 old dad comes back. You try to set boundaries, but a year later, he doesn’t respect you or your boundaries. But also, your dead dad comes back in a new form. And you have to fucking send him to a pocket dimension (?) to get killed again!

Oh, and you got into a fight with your dad again because he his something from you again even when he promised not to hide anything from you! And everyone takes his side. Barely anyone takes you seriously and thinks your petty.

And your dad has people who love him and take him seriously. Meanwhile you’re treated like a young spoiled child who’s immature.

It’s like a horror movie.

This post was very rushed due to all the writing I had to do. That’s why Dazzle wasn’t mentioned in this post. But she became Suns younger sister instead of Sun becoming her guardian.

Idk this was kind of a lazy one

I was struggling to draw the hug right

I feel like it still looks a little awkward but alas

Dont even get me started on hands man