Miss Jamie💕

She just wants to be listened too 😔

“I’m just going to check your pulse.”

“Your heart is racing.”

“Your pulse is weak.”

“You’ve got a strong pulse.”

“Can I listen to your heart?”

“Can you listen to my heart?”

“Can I check your pulse?”

“Can you check my pulse?”

“My heart feels like it’s beating out of my chest.”

“Why is your heart racing?”

“My chest hurts.” 

“I’m going to take a listen.”

“It’s alright, I’m just listening to your heart.”

“Take a deep breath, it should help slow your heart rate.” 

“Don’t worry, I’m just checking your pulse.” 

“I can never find my own pulse.” 

“Let’s slow down your pulse a little, okay?” 

“Would it be okay if I checked your pulse?”

“Can you feel my heart racing?"   

"Can you hear my heart racing?"   

"Your heart is pounding."  

“My heart is pounding.”

"I’ve never heard anyone’s heartbeat before."   

“I want to get your heart racing.” 

"Your heartbeat is soothing."   

"That’s not how you use a stethoscope."  

"So how do I use this stethoscope properly?"  

"I love hearing your heart racing like this for me."  

"I want to feel your heartbeat."  

"I want to hear your heartbeat."  

"I can’t get my heart to calm down."  

“Take a deep breath.”

“This might be a little cold.”

“Just breathe normally.”

“My heart is racing.”

“Your pulse is racing.”

“Your heart rate is normal.”

“Your heartbeat sounds like home.”

“Let’s have a quick feel of your pulse.”

I mean- I don’t understand it, either. I think I was just born this way.

But, when I’m alone with my own thoughts, it just makes sense. There’s so much to the heart that makes it meaningful to me. As a hopeless romantic, I long for the vulnerability and rawness of another heartbeat.

There’s something so tenacious, yet fragile about the heart. It never stops beating, but it’s safe inside of its cage. It beats harder and faster, but it’s still hidden away from anyone who could notice. Excitement, anxiety, anticipation, fear, arousal… It’s all hidden.

Letting someone feel your heartbeat is so intimate and personal. The heart is probably the most important part of the body, other than the brain. So, of course it would feel nerve wracking to let someone touch it, or listen to it.

What sets the heart apart from the brain is the tangibility of the heart. It can be seen, felt, and heard. To me, the action of listening to a heartbeat is the closest thing someone can get to mind reading. Every thought is translated by a heart that is fast, or slow. Soft, or hard.

Maybe our hearts want to hide for their own safety. They’re just so vulnerable.

Someone can lie, but their heart cannot. The heart can only react. Feeding off of that vulnerability and humiliation by listening to it… Teasing it…

An intimate auscultation between two lovers.

Added a little extra sound to this video 🫀🫀💗💗