Miss Ducky say's...

Last Friday, I had bought a ticket to an evening of Trance with Wayne Marriott & Paul Newman. Trance is a spiritual activity where the mediums leave their bodies and allow their spirit guides to use their bodies and voice boxes to talk through them and answer questions or give messages.

This really fascinated me, as soon as I saw the event I booked a ticket straight away. When the day came I was very nervous, I didn’t know what to expect from it and started to get a little scared, but then I remembered that whenever I see Wayne, it’s for a divine reason, other than just the fact he himself is divine, every time we have met up I receive such wonderful insight that has been transformative to my life. I also remembered that only LOVE is real so I had nothing to worry about.

When I arrived, I was met with the usual warm greeting from Wayne and his guests. I met Paul, who  a very lovely and notably quite a happy positive person. I relaxed a bit more when I was finally in their presence. After some catch up chats we decide to begin the Trance evening and took our seats. Wayne & Paul explained the whole process to everyone so we knew what to expect. I was fascinated by the process, curious and enchanted. Wayne said he’s off on a beach somewhere while his guides take over and use his body to speak with us directly, he said we could ask literally anything, stuff about our own lives, or even philosophical questions. They also explained what they might do physically like cough or movements in hands which Paul seemed to do a lot of ha-ha. Then we were told what we shouldn’t do, like make loud noises, it would bring them back but it would be a physically painful experience to do so in that way. Laughter also can bring them back to, but that’s much better as laughing is positive energy and keeping the energy up is key. The whole trance was done under red light, making the room rather dark but once my eyes adjusted it was fine, I could see everything that was going on.

Paul went first, and Wayne was his energy, he sent him positive energy the whole time and helped to conduct the first half with Paul. It didn’t take long for his Guides to take over and start giving us messages and answering questions. I enjoyed watching this bit and didn’t ask any questions, however Angel, Pauls Guide, spoke to me to confirm with me that I am seeing more and for me to enjoy what I see, Angel also referred to me as “The young girl” which I was rather pleased with, I have a birthday coming up ;) . When Paul was back, he told me they know I have questions to ask and I need to just ask. I guess I was quiet before because I wanted to observe how this is done, and it was exciting. Next up was Wayne, Paul then became his energy. When Wayne said his guides might come across a little blunt I knew they would get me talking and that made me a little nervous, but I know I need a big kick up the butt when I am stepping out of my comfort zone, So I knew Wayne’s guides were probably exactly what I needed ha-ha. Wayne then went off to that beach he goes to and his collective, and his guide John, took over. Wayne said he had a bit of a cold and his voice was a bit scratchy but as soon as they took over you would never of been able to tell at all, his voice was clear. I was right by the way, his guides spent some time on me answering my questions, some I hadn’t asked yet but was in my head, they answered a lot about my music, my big change and move to “The smoke” and my daughters big change to her new school. What they said filled me with so much joy and comfort, it instantly relaxed me further and I was excited and my heart was touched. The message from my grandma to say she wants me to be proud like she is melted me, the insight to my daughter flourishing at her new school melted me, to hear news of my grandfather passing away in peace and how wise a man he was melted me, to hear my “new baby” is going to be good, yes that freaked me out too but it turns out they were referring to my band and my music projects lol, well that melted me too. This was just the first half. I also had felt before I went to this that the spirits were going to get me to help someone there, I was right about that too haha. A lady had asked a question about finding her soul mate relationship, they told her that she knew she wasn’t ready, but as she asked I knew exactly why and the advice I would give her was in my head, the spirits told her that I have the advice she needs, i had words forming in my head. They told her although she says nothing she is very wise and her connection with spirit is very good. They turned to me and said “do you have words for her?” and I said yes I do…then asked if I should say it and was told “not yet” :). After everyone got questions answered and messages from loved ones it was time for a break. This is when I spoke to the lady with the advice I had about love and relationships.

We went for tea and water, snacks and nibbles, chats and more chats about the first half. Everyone, I could tell had enjoyed the first half, and I was super excited for what the second half would hold. The second half of the event, would see both Paul & Wayne going at the same time and it was up to us in the room to send them lots of positive energy. I sent lots of love and could feel my heart chakra opening up as well as holding the intention. Again I was referred to as the “young girl” also as “songbird” and more messages came in for me which covered the other questions I had which all again melted me. Messages and questions darted around the room and it seemed to fill people with a mixture of feelings. Some may not of got the answers they were looking for, but that’s mostly because the answer wasn’t what they wanted. Spirit can seem to talk in riddles sometimes, they give hints and clues and signs, even when you talk to them directly, they can still be so cryptic, but it is also obvious and in your face when you think back on it. I think, however, some of the messages became collective, for a few of us or all of us, which is why it got so seemingly cryptic, it’s up to our own connection with spirit and what resonates with us to figure out how it applies to us. I absolutely felt amazing after this event and I am eager to go to another and would recommend Both Paul & Wayne highly to all who are thinking of trying a Trance evening out, Or for healing or any kind of spiritual work. They both offer a range of exciting and enchanting healing, working with spirit to get messages of love and insight. These two made us feel warm, welcome and safe (warm literally the room was hot lol) Much thanks to them both for what was one of the most amazing evenings 2016.

Now it’s time for me to go and get to work on all those wonderful things I have to look forward to <3

Loves x

You can Contact both Paul and Wayne if you want to attened their events or get readings and healing:

Wayne Marriott: https://www.facebook.com/The-Open-Circle-239389016100807/?fref=ts

Every day,

you wake,

and instantly feel that twinge,

in the pit of your stomach,

it’s like a knife’s gone in,

then the voices fire up,

in your head they exist,

to remind you everyday,

of opportunities missed,

and you are not good enough,

and a burden to humanity,

no one is coming to save you,

look in the mirror,

and a low life stares back at me,

what the hell?

it’s crippling self doubt,

comes creeping into your chakras,

like thats what lifes about,

don’t be fooled,

or under illusion,

be brave,

find a new solution,

those that lack confidence,

but still get up and shine,

are the sort of heroes that deserve my time,

those that strengthen others,

instead of making them weak,

because you know how harsh those voices speak,

and rather than spread that vile undertone,

you find a way to love your neighbour instead,

you don’t cuss and moan,

when people tell you that you can’t,

but you know you already have,

that’s when you start to see your own strength come back,

as you stand tall,

and look around,

and people try to bring you down,

just know that your own demons have put you through,

the worst kind of beating you could ever have gone through,

so nobody now can ever take,

that strength that you have built,

you see them from a mile off now,

protect your castle on your hill,

you climbed mountains to get there,

you still fighting through some days,

but mostly now you wake up,

and realise,

it’s you that you have saved,

You can walk your whole life,

complaining that nobody understands,

the choices that you make,

and how you decide to execute your life plan,

but the biggest thing that holds you back,

is not other people’s views,

but your own,

for even allowing their opinion,

to enter in,

I couldn’t care less,

about what others say,

that doesn’t resonate,

I’m not here to sit down shut up,

I’m here to co-create,

for some reason I was born,

with eyes that can see,

a heart that feels,

and beats for humanity,

I’m not here to drag others down,

That is what’s held up evolution,

Love and kindness is the way,

In art I find my solution,

a message spread far and wide,

to wake up every soul,

remember why you chose this life,

each glitch is also your mold,

Shape yourself into,

the love that you were made with,

and help your fellow earthling rise up,

above the myth,

that speaks of how you are not in control,

or that you are separate,

and disconnection is the goal,

All of that is lies and you must see with love,

that through the lies we can all rise above,

take back our power,

and use it lovingly,

because love is the only thing that’s real,

I need nothing more,

nothing less,

than my voice & my heart beat,

to express,

what my souls imagination,

can manifest,

love & peace,

in my physical experience,

of life on earth,

lets bring this into earth's sequence,

for far too fucking long,

we have failed to see what’s wrong,

and we’ve been tricked into thinking,

that bloodshed is the part of the plan,

to kill every woman,

to kill every child,

to kill every man?

really?

do you understand?

LIFE,

and it’s meaning,

is more than just streaming,

living on auto-humanoid,

until we pass away,

to live each day,

head in sand,

a show of hands please,

who lives their lives in 100% ease?

or,

are you here for something bigger,

better?

to S.O.Souls into something,

with much more meaningful?

to nurture nature,

& not to question either or,

we need both to impact us,

to our souls core,

I have no time for feeding hatred,

or divided behaviour,

no wonder lives are lost,

when disconnected is new nature,

FUCK THAT,

I am connected and I feel your pain as my own,

I’ve worked on my soul,

and i feel I have grown,

to someone strong and tough,

and say “ENOUGH IS ENOUGH”

I care about you all,

and I love you all so much,

I am strong enough to say,

We can change the world,

because it’s our home too,

Not just the governments play toy,

we are here to express joy,

as we bring up our young girls,

and boys,

what lessons do we have to teach them?

to die at war?

for a cause?

of which we are lied to, unsure?

or do we do this for our freedom?

when facebook security asking for more information?

in what way are my children more secure?

with policeman holding guns,

outside St Pancras Stations toy store?

do you feel safe now?

or do we need more security?

Let’s feed more hate,

let’s see what that does for me,

NOTHING,

not a fucking thing,

it’s never worked out,

hate feeds hate,

it screams so fucking loud,

it won’t quiet down,

so it never works,

It never works……..

My passion is my tool,

I will use,

Love is my message,

and I will prove,

that humans are made for love and connection,

not to be part of human dissection,

deception,

is not real,

fear is false,

the only real thing,

is Love,

from coast to coast,

we all crave love,

so love the most…..

Scream it,

shout it,

never in vain,

be the voice of love,

Show love in thy name,

show love in your speak,

actions,

and heart,

for love unites us in strength,

together forever,

I refuse to read up on it,

& to fill my mind,

with misguided opinion,

& media lies,

I refuse to get angry at any god,

because it’s not god,

that holds the guns that went off,

ensuring innocent lives are lost,

I refuse to believe,

that we do our part.

when we only react,

when to close to home,

the bombs start,

I refuse to believe,

that humanity is lost,

when the love is spread,

regardless of facebook profile pic posts,

Is your world shaken now?

not so comfy,

too close to home?

Frightened that soon,

it will be a war zone?

For too long we,

have allowed for this to be,

somebody else’s reality,

when it’s us that becomes refugees,

we will wish we’d done more,

when we were nice and cosy,

To question our reality,

how long did we think we could rest here?

our government caused disruption,

they did it without care,

at your expense,

For what they were putting others through,

we did not ask enough,

or search for the truth,

Don’t feed into the media hype,

when all they feed you,

is E numbers & tripe,

Look to your hearts.

& seek truth,

don’t just be grateful,

it didn’t happen to you,

To all those caught up,

in cross fire around the world,

with lives lost,

in the name of false gods,

or government plot,

my innocent fellow man,

who did not deserve,

to have lives shortened,

in such mindless curve,

my full hearts LOVE,

goes out to you,

in all of my thoughts,

but in my words & actions,

I will use my passion,

It’s weird for me to hear you say,

You’re searching for love &,

You look forward to the day,

When you meet the right person,

To have & to hold,

In sickness & in health,

A love to mold,

When all this time,

You could already be,

So much in Love,

If only you could see,

The love is all around and within,

You must learn to love yourself,

Before a search can begin,

After that?

I know it to be so,

You’ve activated that part of your soul,

To have & to hold,

Your soul mate will come,

With ease they will stroll,

& change your life some,

So see,

No search for love,

If that’s what you want,

Will change the fact,

You’ve had love all along