A Dreamer's Bliss

When you say it’s good to be back, do you have to start from zero? Or do you start where you left off?

I had a hard time sleeping last night. It was like I am waiting for something, for someone until I could no longer see the light and finally surrendered to slumber. When? A question that continuously lingers on my subconscious. But losing hope might be an overstatement for me because as the cliché goes, I am still breathing. Until when my patience can hold me? What more can I give?

How I feel so high and so low when I am with you. How true it is that when there is happiness, sadness will come along. You give me strength to hold on but time makes you my weakness. I don't want to be tired. I can't be tired.

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Midnights. Good night.

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🎵 What doesn't kill you makes you wish you were dead. Got a hole in my soul, growing deeper and deeper. And I can't take one more moment of this silence. The loneliness is haunting me. And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up. It comes in waves, I close my eyes. Hold my breath and let it bury me. I'm not okay, and it's not alright. Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again? Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself, don't let me drown. Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive? Save me from myself, don't let me drown. What doesn't destroy you, leaves you broken instead. Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper. And I can't take one more moment of this silence. The loneliness is haunting me. And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up. It comes in waves, I close my eyes. Hold my breath and let it bury me. I'm not okay, and it's not alright Won't you drag the lake and bring me home again? Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself, don't let me drown. Who will make me fight? Drag me out alive? Save me from myself, don't let me drown. 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. (Woah oh oh oh) 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. (Woah oh oh oh) 'Cause you know that I can't do this on my own. (Woah oh oh oh) ('Cause you know that I can't do this on my own.) Who will fix me now? Who will fix me now? Who will fix me now? Dive in when I'm down? Save me from myself, don't let me drown. #nowplaying #spotify #music #bmth #feels #morefeels (at Earth)

🎵 Beautiful lies Cover my eyes with your hands Just pretend we're better Turn out the light There are no more surprises to come Let's be numb together The world's so fast and nothing lasts Let's save it while we can Cause I want to be forever Like smoke in the air Float like a feather going nowhere Lost in the silence I don't need to be free Kill me with kindness And please Tell me beautiful lies I wish that I had the strength to let go, but I don't I'm paralyzed I see the child in your eyes and I'm stuck in the headlights I know too well that time will tell It's easy to forget Cause I want to be forever Like smoke in the air Float like a feather going nowhere Lost in the silence I don't need to be free Kill me with kindness And please Oh, well, I've tried to be open But I've found it's hard when you're broken And in the heat of the moment, we're free So please, please Please #nowplaying #spotify #music #birdy #feels (at Earth)

🎵I need you right now, So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down. #nowplaying #spotify #music (at Earth)

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