Fit&Fun

I think my problem is that I go all in all the time. I don’t take baby steps or do things gradually. It’s always all or nothing, and I’m setting myself up to fail. If I don’t make drastic changes, I feel like I’m not doing enough.....but if I do, I eventually get overwhelmed and quit. Trying to find balance is hard for me.

Food is the best and worst thing in my life. It’s the reason I struggle and loathe myself, but also the first thing I turn to for comfort or boredom. I enjoy eating because it makes me happy, but I hate myself afterwards. Finding balance is so hard

This is it. I’m not fucking around anymore. I want to be healthy so badly, I want to lose weight so badly. I’m tired of being tired. I’m sick of feeling sick. I want to feel proud of myself, I want to have confidence. I need to stop being afraid of hard work, because that’s the only way I’ll get results. My journey starts NOW, and this time, I REFUSE to give up