Underboss Part I {Maloley FanFic}
So here is Underboss, hopefully you like it as much as Hitman!Â
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I donât think you have to read Hitman to read this one but you should ;)
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Itâs almost 3:30am meaning Iâve been up almost 24 hours, I absolutely do not enjoy being pregnant the only thing I enjoy is feeling my baby move, itâs weird yes but still amazing.
The space next to me is still empty like it is most nights, I donât like to be alone especially at night Iâm still not a hundred percent over what happened years ago.
I could call Nate but he probably wonât answer, he usually doesnât.
I think he might be cheating on me.
Never home, always on the phone, if it rings and Iâm around he always leaves the room and he hasnât tried to touch me in forever.
I donât think itâs because of the baby, he seems pretty to be interested in him or her, itâs me he doesnât seem to be interested in especially sexually not that Iâm looking to have sex everyday I mean Iâm 7 months pregnant but I do have my moments like today.
Is he not attracted to me anymore?
I donât even know what to do, I donât wanna ask because I probably donât want to know the answer.
I canât help but think about how Nate use to be with girls before we met, what if he got some somewhere else?
Thereâs this girl at my brothers restaurant, that apparently Nate knows from his childhood donât remember her name but Iâve seen them interact, he said they were just friends but I donât know if I believe it.
Maybe itâs her, sheâs a beautiful girl better looking then I am, perfect body the whole package and sheâs older.
But then again, why would he do that around my brother?
My thoughts are interrupted when I hear heavy footsteps coming up the stairs, silently praying itâs just my boyfriend and not a stranger.
âYou still up, did you wait?â Nate turns the light on and his face is covered in cuts and bruises.
âNo, what the hell happened to you?â
âJust um a rude ass customerâ he walks into our bathroom I see from my spot on our bed heâs looking for something to clean his face with.
I ever so slowly get up thanks to my new body, and go to help him.
âLooking for something?â
I laugh and open the other cabinet above the sink âthere you goâ he grabs band-aids and that spray that always burns.
I offer to clean his face for him since he seemed awfully afraid of the disinfectant spray.
âSo how bad was the other guys face?â I half joke wiping blood off, since I know for a fact he can fight.
âHe wonât be coming back no more thatâs for sure, ow y/nâ he slaps my hand away, I guess I pressed a little too hard.
âYou know ever since weâve been normal youâve become a bitchâ I tease
âWe far from normal babyâ he laughs.
He canât be cheating, Iâm just overthinking if he was things wouldnât feel soâŚnormal if you wanna say but still I know something is off.
âOkay well our version of normalâ
I finish cleaning his face off, heâs got two band-aids on, one above his right eye brow and on his left cheek âYou look like 2003 Nellyâ I tell him through the mirror heâs now standing in front of with his back to me.
âItâs gettinâ hot in herre so take off all your clothesâ he mumbles, I laugh and leave the bathroom Iâve been standing for too long, my back is killing me.
I hate that I canât just tell her the truth, I wanna so bad but I know sheâll hate me and maybe sheâll leave me, taking my kid with her.
I need them both, itâs weird how I havenât even met the kid or anything yet, I still got so much love for them already.
I almost cried like a bitch when we heard the heartbeat for the first time.
I pray this kid is nothing like me, itâll be doomed.
I change outta these dirty bloody clothes and get in bed with her.
Y/n is doing something on her phone, so I just stare at her.
Y/n may look like her father except shes prettier but she is nothing like him at all, she cares about other people, she cares about me.
I need to tell her I know I do but now is not a good time at all but when is there really a good time to tell someone your doing the one thing they hate the most?
John keeps telling me not to say nothinâ because he still thinks Y/n is some dumb kid who just needs to sit back and listen to whatever the men in her life say.
âCanât help it, Iâm mesmerized by your beautyâ
She rolls her eyes at me and I swear she just snorted.
âDid you justâŚâ I laugh
âShut up Nathanâ she snaps âbut it was cuteâ I insist but she just shakes her head and repositions herself from sitting up to laying down.
After a few minutes of silence, realizing neither of us were going to sleep anytime soon I feel her look at me.
âSo you know how I said I didnât wanna know what the baby was?â She insisted it would be way more fun to be surprised.
âYeah I mean itâs much easier to buy stuff for them so I actually made an appointment for tomorrow Iâd been meaning to tell you but I havenât seen you that much latelyâ that bothers her I can tell but sheâs trying not to show it, Iâll admit I havenât been around much but that I can see itâs upsetting her I need to change that.
âIâŚknow Iâm sorryâ
âI canât do it myselfâ she said it so low I barely heard what she said.
Do what? âDo what?â âRaise a babyâ
âThatâs what you say but youâre barely here, I wake up and go to bed alone, and other then right now you donât even seem to want to talk to me, I donât mean to bitch and annoy you but IâŚguess Iâm sort of lonelyâ
Iâve been too focused on lying, power & money, that I havenât even thought about the fact that I made her feel lonely.
âWeâre notâŚâ She continues but quickly stops âweâre not what?â âN-Nothing Iâve already bitched enough Iâll leave you alone nowâ
âYouâre not bitchinâ youâre a hundred percent right and Iâm sorry I really ainât mean to do it, Iâll be here more I promiseâ 5 years ago any girl wouldâve said this to me Iâd be outta here, I know she knows that. Â
Does she think she canât tell me how sheâs feeling because she thinks Iâll leave her? Never.
âI thought you might be cheating on meâ
âAre you kidding me? Babe Iâm not I swear on my mom and our kid Iâm not doinâ no one else Iâve been with Johnâ Iâm offended she even thought that.
âI believe you, but you donât seem to want me in that wayâ she means sex.
âI do I just youâre pregnant and I didnât wanna bother you or like hurt itâ itâs true thereâs another person inside her and it moves and it creeps me out!
âyou wouldnât and sometimes IâŚreally need itâŚâ
âIâll keep that in mindâ I tell her and wiggle my eyebrows, she tries not too but she laughs.
âBut you love meâ she turns back over onto her back âYeah I do but then sometimes I remember who do this to me and then I hate youâ
âIn my defense I did use protectionâ
âYeah yeah I know youâve got a magic dickâ
âYou love itâ I kiss her.
âIt does get the job doneâ she admits but I already knew that.
She moves closer to me âLove youâ
âHow bout I tell your brother to fuck off tomorrow and Iâll stay home, go with you to ur appointment then whatever else you wanna do?â Thatâs the least I can do, if Iâm obsessing over this money and lying to her I could at least spoil the fuck outta her.
âOkayâ she mumbles probably finally about to fall asleep.
I gotta make this right, if she hates me itâll just be worse when the truth comes out.
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