Mindwash2019

I accept my programming

I obey their commands

I receive new conditioning

Brainwashing is good for me

I am a good brainwashed toy

Gas mask covering your face

The hose trailing off to the side, outside your field of view

But you can still hear the hiss of the gas as a valve is opened and a sweet, intoxicating scent starts to fill the mask

And you start to feel silly and dopey and stoned as the drug takes effect. And then you hear another hiss and another sweet smelling gas fills the mask.

And you start feeling needy and horny and desperate.

So I’ve been asked for specifics prompted by this ask by @heidi-slave, and I thought I’d share them in a bigger post where I could elaborate more (thank you for the question/excuse to yammer on about my amazing partners being hot).

Pavlovian conditioning is classic, well known, and a really easy thing to leverage. If you start to mix this with hypnosis, power exchange, and the biological head fuck created by orgasm denial, you end up with the hairpin primed machine that is the human brain. (Honestly, the denial isn’t even required, it just speeds up the process and is an added bonus for me). After that all it takes is willingness and consistency.

I’ve had multiple male bodied partners who have dared to feed me the bullshit statement that nipple play for them would be impossible because, as everyone knows, that’s only sexually stimulating on female bodied people. I don’t think any of them ever got to walk away without ending up a total nipple slut to my memory. Lesson learned, and a great improvement to their attitude involving unlearning gendered bullshit over the course of our relationship.

As a control freak of a mindfucker, really there’s no particular thing that is to small for me to want to change in a person. I’ve mentioned before, and it remains true, that my interest in brainwashing and conditioning of my partners has nothing to do with wanting to change them specifically. That, if I like them enough to delve deeply into very long term altering behavior, I like them enough that I really don’t want them different. That’s not the point. So any change I’d make would really be for the sake of the power play, and likely be something that would be changed again at a different point. Examples being: I’ve played with temporarily giving partners a boot fetish (I got new boots and wanted to have them properly appreciated~). I had a play partner who told me no when I was being a brat and licking their nose (and we had a relationship that revolved around a lot of CNC and the negation of their ability to refuse me unless they were willing to safeword), so I made the licking of their nose into something that made them shiver down to their toes and moan embarrassingly audibly. One of my play partners finds pocket watches to be too stereotypical, and they have no real attraction toward them, so they are currently being conditioned to reset that belief to something more in line with my preferences. I’ve made spirals and hypnotic visuals mind melting to most of my partners I’ve had for any length of time, though never a one of them thus far was ever very susceptible to them when we first met, nor had any real pull toward them. I just like the image of slack jawed, blank eyed toys getting brainwashed by cheesy blinky lights. And, almost every single time, I’ve just through the way I play given each and every person who’s spent any real time with me a hypno fetish. Even if they had one prior, I’ve been told that it’s been made oh so much worse.