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Next time someone fucks me over I'll take it up in the ass like a good girl and say yes daddy even if it hurts

I hope I get raped. This is what everyone wants. My parents can hit me and yell at me and it's going to be no one's fault but mine. My mind is already idle I can do this.

So sad I bought extra chocolate to share with my friends but now I have one less friend to share it with 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

It's really not hard to live me. Just rape me, I'll forgive you. You're only human. You're bound to commit sin.

Thr only other person who doesn't wanna rape me left help ;-;

I'm gonna try burning myself next who up

Every time I talk to my mom for like a minute or two I always end up relapsing. Bitch wtf if you fuckers really want to help me the you should kill my mom.

Instead of doing my course work I instead spent 20 minutes cutting myself because I just can't fucking take it. I really feel alone. There is no one for me to come forward to and feel safe and secure. Everyone is evil. They're all sick of me being so difficult. They're trying to provoke me into committing suicide. That's why all of this is happening. I feel this way because they want me to. This is how it's supposed to be. Soon I'm going to die and they would all be painted as angels who were just trying to help me. But it's murder. This is just a tactic they're using to avoid any consequences. I will be murdered by people who pretend to not be controlling any strings that are tied to me. I am being puppeteered into suicide.

Everyone is so fucking retarded it makes me so mad I would kill them all if I could

Maybe I'm getting all these negative reactions from people because I'm not worth saving. ;-;

If I wasnt mentally ill maybe Dina would listen to me when I say that those counsellors cannot help me.

Drop dead syaf you deserve it. How dare you think you had a chance at a decent life. How dare you think you deserve to live at all. You're doing this for no one but yourself. You selfish prick. You think you're better than everyone else for having values in life!? What a joke!!!!! You're ugly, your smile lines are far too visible and it makes you look like an old woman. You're dumb as fuckkkk, you can't even focus when it comes to reading. You're anoyying, your narcissistic personality is genuinely so irritating and barely be toleranted. The worst part of all? It's difficult to love you.

I can't believe I almost backed down on my suicide. Thankfully my parents reminded me why life would be better off without me.