Opalescent Places

I'm crying thinking about how beautiful humans are.

its such a strange time to be growing up

I want to note, mostly for myself and my own comfort in my identity, regardless of my posts about having romantic feelings or wanting a relationship I am still aromantic and asexual. They are spectrums and my place on them is not contingent on absolutely hating the idea of a relationship.

I hate how dramatic I can get when im menstruating because sure it messes with my hormones and causes me pain but I want to just tell my body to calm the hell down and stop thinking about death so much.

sometimes I wish I was unaffected by gravity that I could just detach myself from the ground and float. past the tops of trees and buildings and up into the clouds. i wouldn't mind how cold it got or how little I could breath because I would be free. i would simply exist for a moment and drink in the surrounding star dust. once I got past the atmosphere and into the vacuum of space and I wouldn't be able to hear a thing. i wish I could just float away from the ground, from gravity, from people, from myself. float into nothingness past the asteroid belt and past the milky way until my hometown wasn't even a twinkle in my eye. i could be alone. i think it would be nice to not to weighed down and stuck.

I love spending time with my sisters. Even when we aren't doing anything or even when we aren't getting along perfectly. I just loving being with them. Like no other people on this planet go so perfectly together as those that have been together as long as humanly possible. I have been there for their entire lives and they have been there for most of mine. I love them more then I'll ever love another person and I only hope they feel the same.