NOT MY USUAL POST BUT IF YOU DO READ THIS ILYYYYYY!!
Quick summary: Two of my ocās just being fluffy together :3 some sexual content but Iāve kept it simple and limited. Iāll even show art(art by me ofc)so you can get an idea of what they look like. IK ITS UNFINISHED SLSHSHJ. Please just enjoy my babies, I love themšāāļø
It wasnāt often the two got alone time like tonight. When they did, they made sure to take advantage of it. The first to enter the shared room is Amor, who pushes it wide open, dragging Sicarius from behind. Both of their heavy breathing mingles, caught between Amorās breathless giggles.
āLetās make the most of tonight.ā He breathes out as he kicks his shoes off and flicks his strawberry blonde hair to the side.
Sicarius nods quietly, reaching down to pull away his shirt. Amorās eyes rake over the body across from him, muscly, and scarred skin begging to be touched.
Sicarius lets out a soft gasp as his skin is attacked from below with open mouthed kisses. āFast.ā He comments as his arms hang helplessly.
Amor glanced up and caught his gaze. āWant me to slow down?ā He asks as he pulls back. Sicarius hesitates before nodding.
āSorry.ā He mumbles before scratching his own cheek. Amor only shakes his head in response. āYou know I donāt care. Stop apologizing for your boundaries.ā
Boundaries. The word was unfamiliar to Sicarius. Not only because, he lived in a world that didnāt respect his, but also because of his poor vocabulary.
āRight..boundaries.ā Sicarius meekly responds as he tries to meet Amorās eyes.
Amor only smiles and tilts his head. āHow about..you hold me first? Or would you rather I hold you?ā He chuckles.
Sicarius nods before realizing he didnāt answer. āUh yesā¦I can hold you.ā He quickly says before awkwardly spreading his arms out. Then he remembers what Amor taught him and walks over. He envelops his lover with his arms and squeezed gently.
Amor smiles and leans into the gesture. Sicarius enjoys holding Amor like this, the feel of his loverās soft body, plush and fat. Heād never say he had a type, he was too closed off for that. Amor was his type, thatās what he would say.
āWe donāt have to do anything tonight.ā Amor finally says. āI donāt mind cuddling.ā
Sicarius pulls back and stares at Amor before he kneels and scoops the man up in his arms, hoisting him up with ease. A laugh escapes Amor as heās walked to the bedroom.
āMy man of few wordsā¦ā he teased into Sicariusā ear. Sicarius doesnāt seem fazed but the flush across his freckled cheeks clues Amor in.
Amor falls back against the bed and watches as Sicarius stands at the foot of the bed.
āYou know Iām teasing.ā Amor hums softly. Sicarius nods and begins to climb over, crawling his large body toward his lover.
For a moment, Sicarius hovers over Amor, and the two just stare. Both stunned.
Amor, who was loving, came from a loving father, grew up in a loving environment and lived to foster a career with the same passion. In his own words, Amor, would say heās a singer. In others words, a pop star.
Sicarius, an orphan, trained to hold a knife before he learned his first words. How many had he killed before they met? Neither knew.
What kept them here and now was the possibility that two people so different from each other could be in love. In love, not lust. Sicarius wasnāt so superficial to care about the curve of Amor or how dazzling he looked whether on or off stage. And Amor, it wasnāt the tall stature or rippling muscles that caught his eye, it was that quiet kindness.
Then a twitch of Sicariusā lips, a small insignificant smile he only let slip when he was with Amor.
āI really wish you would smile more.ā Amor whispers as his hands cup the otherās face.
Red eyes flick away for a moment before Sicarius responds. āNot easy.ā He mumbles. āOnly you make me smile.ā
Amor canāt help the grin that spreads across his lips when he hears that. āThat is so not true!ā He scoffs. āIāve seen Coco get a chuckle out of you a couple times.ā
āOne time.ā He shoots back.
Now the two are laughing and tangled in each other. Thatās when they roll over and now Amor is spooning Sicarius.
āI wish I was more like..you.ā Sicarius suddenly speaks. āYou do notā¦donāt..sorry..hide how you feel.ā
Thereās a pause before Amor tugs at the other manās shoulder to face him. Face to face, Amorās brows are furrowed.
āWhat? You donāt have to be like me. I told you.ā He says while running his fingers into dark brown locks, rolling the red dyed tips between his thumb and index finger.
āI know, but you are strong.ā Sicarius slowly relaxes into the touch, his eyes fluttering shut.
āStrong? Me?ā Amor snorts into a giggle. āIn what way? Cuz from where I stand, you can squish me like a grape.ā
Sicarius slowly opens his eyes with furrowed brows. āI will not.ā He say firmly. āā¦You arenāt..scared to be free. That is strong.ā
Amorās emotional intelligence was often praised by everyone but hearing it from Sicarius for some reason meant more. He cherished the praise more.
āThank you.ā He hums quietly, still idly brushing his fingers into his loverās hair. āYouāre strong too, just in a different way. Doesnāt mean itās good and it doesnāt mean itās bad. Just different.ā He shrugs.
āDifferent?ā Sicarius blinks. āYes, we are.ā He nods. āNot bad.ā His lips twitch up into a content smile.
And for a while, the two just laid there and steeped in each others warmth. Before Amor laid his head on Sicariusā chest, large pecs that had been taut with muscle. Then, he relaxed and the muscles had become the perfect pillow.
āIām not ready for tomorrow.ā A sigh slips past Amorās pouted lips. āI hate seeing you get hurt..well any of you.ā
Sicarius tilts his head down and plants a firm kiss on top of Amorās head. āI know.ā He breathes out. āI can fight. You donāt have to worry.ā
Thereās a moment of silence, a wave of thickness in the air. The low hum of the fan above them accompanies the silence.
āJust because I can heal, and just because you can fight doesnāt mean I canāt be upset about it. Why us? Why canāt someone elseā¦ā Amor stops himself. āSorry.ā He mumbles, realizing how he sounds, trying to thrust their responsibilities onto someone else. People whoād probably be less experienced than they are.
āI know.ā Sicarius responds. āOkay to say..ā he nods before sitting up. āI can cover for you. You can go out..sing..smile..have fun.ā He shrugs.
Amor holds his gaze and knows immediately he means what heās saying. āNo, no.ā He shakes his head quickly and moves to his side and clings. āI need to be by you. I donāt think I could forgive myself if you got hurtā¦and worse if I wasnāt there to heal you.ā
Sicarius looks down at Amor and cracks another smile. āThat..itās okay too.ā He nods before pulling Amor closer.
āSicarius?ā
āYes?ā
āThank you.ā He whispers, glancing up and capturing the lips above him.
āMmā¦ā Sicarius hums lowly as he engages the kiss, trying to purse his lips in the right way. Or was it pout?
When Amor pulls away heās laughing again. āYouāll get better at it the more we do it.ā That gets a huff of air as a response. āHey! Actually..the way your lips are now are perfect!ā
Sicarius roughly pins Amor down by his wrists and pressed their lips together. As they kiss, Sicarius bucks his hips against Amor and tries to feel the friction. āItās a good thing youāre already shirtless.ā Amor quips before being silenced by another kiss.
Within the next five minutes, both men lay naked together. Sicarius on his knees as Amor lay on his back, presented to the other. Sicarius then leans down, placing a kiss on Amorās throat as he sucks at the skin. Drawing out a pitchy moan from his lover. No matter what, he always sounded like he was singing.
Each kiss, suck, bite, trails down further and encourages another sound. When Sicarius placed his teeth between one of Amorās nipples, he almost skipped an octave or three. Then his hands pushed against Amorās love handles, cupping them gently as he reached Amorās genitalia.
āSo uhhhā¦!!ā Amor gasps before licking his lips. āDid you want me to use my magic to..ā he motions over his penis and hums. ā..make it a..clit?ā
Sicarius blinks at that. Never once when they did this, did Amor prompt that. And while he knew Amor could alter his body shape,(preferred chubby)he had no idea that this was a possibility. āNo. I uhā¦ā His red eyes flicked away and he bit the inside of his cheek. Theyāve also never had the conversation of sexuality.
Not like Sicarius had time to consider his sexuality when his adolescence was spent on assassinating. But, he did know for sure he didnāt enjoy women in that way. He tried it, ate some women out with varying degrees of success(which heād based on how loud they were). None of it appealed in the same way when he was eight inches in a man, or on the reciprocated end of that.
āI like..your..ā he feels his face warm as he throws his hands up and grunts. Amor only chuckles and nods.
āYou prefer me with a nice stem to pluck my rose from.ā He winks. āGot it!ā He chirps.
That earns him an eye roll from Sicarius as he begins working his lips around Amorās erect cock. Thereās a gasp, a shudder before Amor relaxes. Itās not long before Amorās entire length is now in the back of Sicariusā throat. The action of bobbing and sucking draws out airy, breathy, pitchy moans.
āAh! Oh..yeah..donāt stop that..mhm..keep going!ā
Sicarius suddenly pulls back. āYou canāt cum yet. I wonāt let you.ā He grumbled as he lapped up two fingers with saliva.
āWhaaaat!?ā Amor cries out as he drops his head back.
āYou can cum when Iā¦ā Thereās a brief pause, a finding of words. āMake love to youā¦?ā Even heās unsure if heās using the term correctly.
Amor only blinks down at him, his cheeks flushed the same pink as the highlights in his hair. āJust fuck me already, I donāt care!ā
That caused one beat of hesitation from Sicarius before he nods and presses the head of his dick to Amorās hole. āI know you said you donāt careā¦but you need to tell me if it hurts.ā He mumbles as he begins rocking back and forth at a steady pace.
āOhhā¦fuck!ā Amor squeaks out before gritting his teeth. āBabe, I love you, I really do! But right now I want it to hurt!ā
Another bout of hesitation coursed through Sicarius. āWhat..is wrong?ā He asks before pulling out. āYou never ask me to..ā
Amor clenches his fists and breathes out. āPlease?ā His brows are furrowed and his eyes are trained on Sicarius.
āā¦No.ā Sicarius shakes his head. āI need to know why? Why do you want me to hurt you?ā
In the dim light it was hard to see but Sicarius was adept at noticing things most people missed. Wet, puffy, red eyes. Amor was trembling, and it wasnāt from what theyāve been doing so far. Amor was usually good at taking it.
āFuck..ā he whimpers as he covers his face in his palms. āIām sorry.ā
Sicarius scoots over and pulls Amor in. āTell me.ā He says in a low voice, lips hovering over the otherās ear.
āYou deserve so much more than to be treated like a release. Or some cheap fuck.ā He mumbled before wiping his face. āIām soā¦mad. I donāt want to feel this way. I canāt help it.ā
Sicarius shakes his head. āMe too. You are not alone.ā He murmurs. āYou and me have needs. We..help each otherā¦right?ā
Amor moves his head to get a better view and smiles before nodding. Sicarius brushed his large hand across and wiped away any leftover tears. He then firmly planted one large palm on Amorās head and pet him.
āWe need to make love.ā Sicarius begins. āNot..fuck. Fucking is..empty. No love in it.ā He mumbled. āI love you. You need to know that.ā
Amor breathes out. āI can tell. Youāre the only person thatāsā¦ā he sits up properly and pecks his loverās cheek. āā¦cared for me like this.ā He giggles and adds. āThatās saying a lot, Iāve messed around with lots of people.ā
Sicarius quirks his scarred brow at that but doesnāt press further. āDoā¦you love me too?ā
Amor furrows his brows and grabs Sicarius by his face. āOf course I do.ā His thumbs pass over the other manās freckled cheeks.
āAre you okay now?ā Sicarius asks.
āBetter. I know you say youāre not good at talking but youāre so much better now than when we met.ā Amor smiles and the adds. āI wish youād talk more too. I love understanding what makes you, you.ā
Sicarius lets his body fall back and sink into the mattress. āWhatā¦makes me..me?ā He lets the question hang in the air for a moment. āDifferent. I am different.ā
Amor studies the other man for a moment before he lays beside him. āIn the morningā¦when we shower..I can..ā his fingers trace over Sicariusā semi erect cock. He then parts his lips and grins.
Sicarius nearly jolts up but manages to catch himself. His eyes widened to plate sizes as he understood what was being said. āOh!ā He nods quickly. āYes!ā












