shhhh….

Missed yall so so much<3 #lyfeupdate once again!!!!

Finally got moved into the new house and we got the bare minimum in. Still slowly moving stuff over but I have a lot of shit (plus I’m a hoarder) only dilemma with the house is my dressing room/craft room. Not really working out how I planned:(

Thought I could put two desks together to make one big one and it doenst fit. Too long no matter where I put it and I have already established “room essentials”. Like dresser,vanity etec but I’m hoping I find or build some sort of table just to lengthen the corner desk I already have. I plan to do my arts and crafts in this room and I use a lot of different kinds of mediums.

I need enough space for my sewing machine+fabric, acrylic and water paints,embroidery supplies, pencils+markers,scrapbook stuff PLUS the other random junk I have. Like I am not kidding when I say I have a lot of shit. But I’m passionate about art and creating so its okay 🫶

I have atleast enough room on the walls for shelves and my tapestries/posters. I need surface area for all my trinkets and crystals. I may also try and set up a crystal altar/area again😏 we will see how much stuff I can fit. TECHNICALLY there’s another room I can use but it’s ugly. I wanna remodel it THEN turn it into my craft/dressing room.

We are T-10 day to house possession date and my mind is doing a million cartwheels a second. I’m so frickin excited man.

Yall have no idea how happy I am to finally live in a happy HOME not a happy HOUSE (if yk,yk). I’ve been living with my boyfriend and his parents for about 3 years and don’t get me wrong,they are a wonderful family but I am just so excited to have my own space. A space where I make the rules,where I choose who can and can’t come in,WHAT can and can’t come in. And this has no connections to my boyfriend’s family. Keep in mind,they were the ones that made me a functional human being as my home life wasn’t….ideal.

I grew up in houses that if the walls could talk,they would screech like banshees (as we have moved and lived in quite a few). Every house we have lived in has had some sort of renovation done, but it never fully covered up what would go on inside our house.

THIS! THIS,is why I’m so excited to have my own place. I have so many big plans that I want to do. I want my home to feel peaceful and safe. I want to be able to freely walk through my house,no uneasy rooms or corridors. Hence why I’m also doing a big cleanse before we move in.

The guy who lived in it before passed in his house of old age which doesn’t bother me. If anything I feel better knowing he had cats. Reasoning is (gonna sound a lil woo woo), cats can see and ward of spirits. Cats=clean/filtered energy=less likely to deal with unwanted spirits. But the house has also been empty for months so who knows whats made itself comfy in there.

AND I also don’t have my cat anymore which also makes me a little uneasy. Not only because I miss my furry protector but I’ve also never lived/slept in a house that was completely empty. No people,no pets not even fish! I’ve never even gotten a hotel room by myself but I’ve always felt comfortable as there is some human being on the other side of the wall. Does that sounds crazy? More so lonely,probably.

Lil update on the #oilerz game??? We won by a LANDSLIDE omg. Every game I’ve gone to they have won (I’ve gone to two)

The fam smoked grape prime times (I prefer cherry but whatevs),ate and drank a lot and saw MOMMA STANLEY!!! I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this close in real life before. She was even at the bar we were eating supper at😱

If ur Albertan, yk what’s up🤝

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I have a lil family hockey date this week<3🥰 I have NO idea what I’m gonna wear though. I’m not a huge hockey fan but I’ll go for the #fam

#gooilerz or smthn

Obviously I own blue items of clothing but orange?? I don’t even have orange SOCKS. They are more salmon if we are getting technical

I have ONE orange sweater and it’s my shit sweater. I’m talking I wear it when I’m working on my car or camping. Basically anything I DONT want to do in my nice sweaters and get them dirty. Like this poor sweater is covered in oil stains,condi stains,WOOD GLUE THAT HASNT COME OFF IN ALMOST 7 YEARS???

This poor sweater has gone through the wringer,I wore it so much in highschool people could spot me a mile away JUST from the dam fibres. There’s been times I’m chilling at the local chill spot and all of a sudden some SHITBOX is coming in sideways,screaming at me!

“I knew it was you! I saw ur sweater in the window!!”

Really solidifies the embarrassing things I did for comfort as a severely depressed teenager. I WASHED IT!! but it was a constant cycle of wear it,wash it,wear it,wash it yk? It was always clean but if it wasn’t wet it was on my body kinda thing.

Circling back,what the #honk do I wear? Last year I wore the sweater with just a #oilers shirt on top. I mean the fit went hard but I feel like I could do better. Either way I need to be practical. This girl gets cold very very easily. So yk whatever fit I got on there’s a thermal piece of clothing SOMEWHERE on my cold,frail body.

I think I’m probably gonna wear the same top but change up the bottom of the fit. Hear me out:

❥Orange carhartt sweater w/oilers shirt layered on top(thermal long sleeve+extra t-shirt underneath)

❥Black (thermal) leggings from my besties mawmaw w/cutesy warm socks

❥White or grey leg warmers sagging over my black high top vans( work shoes with bleach stains I’ve tried to cover with sharpie<3 )

*⍣✩{Here me out guys}✩⍣*

THESE lil swan dishes? Right here? In the photo I may have stole from shein??

Absolutely obsessed with them🫣

I’m buying a house soon with two bathrooms and I already have one soap dish so it’s okay if I buy one. I found one at my local antique shop when I was looking for and urn for my kitties ashes<33

I think that was a sign. From my cat. I need a swan soap dish for my bathroom

And YES it will match the aesthetic,I have this whole plan. I already have a million pieces of china and dishware from my grandparents,an old floral couch (if yk yk), and many more cute “vintage” pieces! The house still has original light fixture a few are a swinging death trap but the rest are gorgeous! When I have my craft room set up

⇣WITH WALL PAPER LIKE THIS⇣

Like you gotta be kidding me, and ORIGINAL??

keep in mind😏

I’m gonna teach myself how to make cute blankets and tables cloths and curtains to match my cutesy-grandmay home<3

I think I got the basics down but holy shit it’s difficult. uhhhhhhhhh why elsssee can I stuff in this lil brain dump thingy

OU while we are on cutesy-floral-grandmaey topics, I kinda wanna have my profile that vibe? But I have no idea how. I’m on iPhone,Chromebook is crap and creativity feels limited:/

I see all these other gorgeous profiles and I’m just in awe I don’t get it. Along with the aesthetic posts (as you see I’m lowkey tryna do),very envious of. But in a good healthy way I swear.

First year doing it in my own☝️🤓

Might run away into the woods and forget about civilization forever. Be an #offgridbaddie

Song to represent mood🥺

Condiments:

Mayo,ketchup,mustard

Dawg:

Costco special