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"Can I ask you something?" His voice lingered as he lay across a lounging chair, watching Mila. "Are you happy where your careers is at right now? Like, would you be happy if this is where it stayed?"

Mila was in the midst of making her a quick snack plate. She had a craving for sweet garlic pickles with hot Cheetos and the little laughing cow Swiss cheese. She had dressed up the pickles as if they were crackers, eating them. She nodded her head as she sucked on her fingers “ Mhm” she answered.

Mila laughed and shook her head " No, it's not all like that. It's not what I intended it to be," she told her. She laughed at her many questions and then took a moment to think about each and every guy. She sighed heavily before answering " That I cannot answer. Not because one may be better than the other , but because they both are equally good kissers just in a different way. I mean I made-out with Paco heavy, but nothing more. Kai was unexpected and um...I puked after he kissed me when I was drunk. SO it was very embarrassing, but the second time was sweeter. I enjoy his kisses all the time, but no sex," she shook her head.

"Hmm, so would you kiss Kai again or Paco again?" She asked with a smile. "Hey, there is nothing wrong with that, sometimes two people just aren't meant to be and people are better off as friends." She looked at her. "How are you feeling though? Like, honestly and truly?"

Mila chuckled “Oh you,” she shook her head . She exhaled “ That’s easy Kai. Paco I feel is out of the picture and solely got his eyes Emersyn. I don’t want to be in the way of a woman he truly deserves to be with. Plus, I hate to admit it, but I miss Kai a lot. I just don’t know if I’m ready to jump back in just yet,” she told her friend.

He happily sat down across from Mila. "My go to depends on what I'm feeling. Sometimes, it's a caprese salad because you can't go wrong with it." He chuckled. "Though, I do like the bowls here a lot. My favorite is the shrimp bowl but I do like the teriyaki chicken bowl too."

Mila nodded slowly, thinking about it for a moment . " Hmm...maybe I should get like a bowl with rice and shrimp. Then like a side salad with dumplings...yeah that sounds good," she nodded with a soft smile. " What did you decide?" she asked Lucas as she put her menu down.

Marisol cocked her head before shaking it" Ok no, I know that look and that tone, what are you hiding from me?" She finally said looking at her. She did suspect she was pregnant, ever since she got back from -France there were signs, but she wanted Mila to actually tell her on her own account, not because Mari called her out on it.

Mila shook her head and lowered it down as she started sobbing into her hands. After abit she lifted her head back up to look at her sister " I've been crying almost everyday about everything. About what to eat, what to wear, folding sheets- god folding a god damn sheet! I never knew how much energy and breath control it takes to fold a sheet," She shouted. Then shook her head and wiped more of her tears away as she took a deep breath and a moment. She exhaled " I'm...pregnant , " she simply said.

"I can offer to DoorDash you food, but that's really about it." Brittany said with a laugh. "Do you want some Midol or something?"

Mila shook her head and waved her hand off " No, that's okay. Thank you though that's really sweet.I can manage with this menu for now . I just...I just need to decide on what to do-get on this menu<" she nodded as she looked back at the menu.

Mila took a moment and just looked at him for abit to make the decision on rather or not she should tell him. She sighed and leaned back "Who said it was going to be a girl?" she responded.

"Uh huh...and I'm a vampire." He said sarcastically. He took a bite of food and said, "I won't force you to do anything, you are an adult, but just know, if you need help kicking anyone's ass, I will gladly do it on your behalf."

Mila bit her lip and thought for a moment before putting her menu down " Andd tell me Emmett...what would I be going to the doctor for?" she asked him, wanting to make sure they were on the same page. She then leaned forward abit " But good to know that you'll be my designated ass kicker," she chuckled.

Mila put down her menu as she cocked her head abit to the side. " Me? You think I'm pregnant?" she laughed it off abit. She then shook her head " I'm just...I'm just very hungry, that's all," sh said.

Mila smiled at him as he sat down " I mean what's your go to here? A caprese salad? Steak? Ooo or maybe like a spicy bowl of like shrimp or something," She asked as she tried to lighten up her mood.

"I've just been eating and eating non-stop and I want everything on the menu. I don't understand it," MIla shook her head as she teared up talking to herself at the table in the restaurant. Then looked up when she notice her friend standing above her. She blinked uncontrollably to try and stop her tears from keep going. " Oh that's embarrassing. How long ya been standing there?" she asked as she quickly smiled and wiped her tears away. @rededgerpstarterblog

"I've just been eating and eating non-stop and I want everything on the menu. I don't understand it," MIla shook her head as she teared up talking to herself at the table in the restaurant. Then looked up when she notice her friend standing above her. She blinked uncontrollably to try and stop her tears from keep going. " Oh that's embarrassing. How long ya been standing there?" she asked as she quickly smiled and wiped her tears away. @rededgerpstarterblog

She took a sip of her drink and looked at Mila. "Don't make me ask." She said with a laugh and looked at her again. "Are you...?"

"I've just been eating and eating non-stop and I want everything on the menu. I don't understand it," MIla shook her head as she teared up talking to herself at the table in the restaurant. Then looked up when she notice her friend standing above her. She blinked uncontrollably to try and stop her tears from keep going. " Oh that's embarrassing. How long ya been standing there?" she asked as she quickly smiled and wiped her tears away. @rededgerpstarterblog

Declan looked at her and just took a sip of his beer. "I'm not going to assume shit, I'm not going to say shit, I know better than that."

"I've just been eating and eating non-stop and I want everything on the menu. I don't understand it," MIla shook her head as she teared up talking to herself at the table in the restaurant. Then looked up when she notice her friend standing above her. She blinked uncontrollably to try and stop her tears from keep going. " Oh that's embarrassing. How long ya been standing there?" she asked as she quickly smiled and wiped her tears away. @rededgerpstarterblog

"I feel like I am the most awkward person you should tell this to. Have you seen a doctor?"

" Thanks Lucas," Mila smiled softly. She then nodded " Yeah, alittle bit. But sit with me while I stuff my face please?" she asked him.

"I was rasised to not assume that thing about a woman, so I am not going to ask, so we should probably change the subject." He looked at Mila.

Mila sat there for a moment, not knowing how to respond. She wasn't sure if he was assuming she was pregnant or something else. She didn't want to assume and get stuck in a situation. "Yes, I am fasting. I finally get to eat and I'm starving," She lied and forced a smile to convince him.

She raised a brow and looked Mila over. "Are you really gonna make me assume something right now, Mila?" She asked. "Because I was raised better than that, however, if you are, I will be a free baby sitter whenever you need it."

Mila blinked uncontrollably because she didn't expect for her to say that. " Um-what? That I'm a fat ass, I know" she tried changing the subject. But then she mentioned a baby sitter " What? No, I'm not- I'm not pregnant. I just...I'm just hungry and can't decide on what to have," she shook her head with a slight chuckle.