I believe.

I LOVE THEM TOGETHER SO MUCH!

I am happy with the way it wrapped up and El found her freedom (I believe). The only thing I don't think I will ever be able to wrap my head around is the fact that my son Mike Wheeler is the only one who has to accept the heartbreaking truth and still believe. It hurts more because I am like that. When El 'died', I had the same reaction I did back in season 4 when Max 'died'. I did not cry or sob or scream. I was just blank and I didn't believe their deaths. After that scene, I was like this can't be it. This can't be. I couldn't really process the scenes fully after that. And then when they showed the flashback during the graduation ceremony, I was like, I was right. I know she is not dead, maybe she is hiding, maybe she will reappear in the end. And then she did, only somewhere else. And today I realized after reflecting that I am so attached to Mike maybe because I am more similar to him than I believed I was. It's so hard to dissociate from him. Because just like he said that the only story he will never tell is of the Mage. I think our coping mechanism is the same. We believe and we leave it there. And this is precisely why I will never read a fanfiction (I never did) where Mike hunts her down and finds her to find any closure. Because it will never become real, we will never get to see it and it will only hurt more. Maybe I will accept and learn to live with it. It's too painful. All I will know is they are soulmates and they will always be each others'. And as always, Mike's beliefs are right. I believe.

I feel so bad that so many other things were just ignored to simply spread the hate and negativity! This is so unfair and absolutely insane.