We had innocent, but true love. I was 10, she was just a few months younger so we didn't know anything about sexuality, kissing or relationships. It was such a cute and beautiful moment in my life I'll never forget. Her mom was a teacher at the same elementary school where we met and my parents were working on what they could find. Since my family migrated to the USA without any type of permit, we were not supposed to be there in the first place, so finding a job was quite difficult in the first years. We were in the same grade, but never in the same classroom so we could only see each other in the hallways, in the cafeteria, at the playground or at chorus after school, witch i joined because she influenced me (she was the only reason i tried to get in the chorus, i only lip-singed. idk how i even got there, I'm a terrible singer) so i knew i was going to be able to see her a bit longer you see, 10 year old kids could not date at that age, it seemed impossible for some reason, so i had to appreciate and enjoy every moment i could breathe the same air she did. We just flew perfectly together with our new, young and exiting love. We gave each other our first kiss and also shared our first love together, even though at the time, we didn't know what that meant. The only thing that we knew about it, was that it made our hearts beat fast and made us happy. We did not have the chance to spend much time together due to things like, the distance, permissions and well the fact we were so young. That's what i hate the most about this story.The fact that it has been the most serious relationship I've had ever since, and honestly it wasnt even a real one. Tragedy occurred after 16 months of "dating" this girl. I was told we where to go back to our own county, Mexico. I couldn't understand what was going on, i had no clue i wasn't going to be back in a long time, i had no conscience of that at the time. The night before i left, my sister helped me get her some flowers, a book and some other gift i can't remember so she drove me to her house that night so i could give her everything I bought for her just before i left to Mexico and she was expecting me with a photo album full of pictures of herself when she was a baby, only 2 or 3 were recent, i guess that was her style. We had to go back home, so my sister was rushing me to hurry up, we said goodbye with a tiny kiss on the lips like if we where to see each other the next day so there was no crying, no tears, no inspirational last words, no, not for us... It wasn't over for us. We thought our relationship would last forever (because we didn't know shit about relationships) through the phone but then the problems began after too many "i miss you's" and "are you ever coming back?" type questions. It was the hardest part of them all, when i realized, going back to my hometown would be very difficult if not impossible for a few years to come and trying to explain to her why we left in the first place was difficult, i told her our presence was ilegal acording to the law just because of where i come from, so my parents decided to go back on their own, before we got deported or arrested so we left for our own safety. Further on, as soon as i knew it myself i had to tell her i wasn't able to go back to the USA without a visa, so it was tragic news. We hated whoever made that law up. But there wasn't anything we could do about it, we just grew apart and that border made it impossible for me to go back to her, technology and social networking was not enough when we didn't have anything in common anymore. We let it slowly burn out beacuse it was the best thing to do, we couldn't just let life pass by waiting for something that might never happen. It was an Impossible Love, even though we loved each other, we just couldn't be together because life seperated us. Dont confuse impossible love with your cowardness of talking to the girl you like. So guys ,its been nearly 8 years since the last time i saw her and i still wonder what it would have been like to actually experience a relationship and grow up together, we just didn't have the chance. So listen up motherfucker, unless you and your girl are separated by a border you have no excuse for not being there for her, treating her like a queen, loving and respecting her like you should. I wish i could have had the chance to be a real boyfriend, not just some dude on the phone. So if you love her and she is close to you (or not) get your lazy ass up and go see her, just let her know how much she means to you. Do it man, you're lucky you have the opportunity to do so.
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