this is what i've been up to these days // trailer for Clementine Was Right? also a way to keep track of? everything // first draft came out in 2021 // second draft 2025 // final draft 3056 where were you when you first learned about trust? i remember being on a greyhound bus in mendocino, and outside, one smoker made another hold their cigarette, so they could imitate a surfer. or maybe like the wave itself, i guess. in the morning, the bus driver woke everyone up, asking who knew spanish, and i helped a dude in a Kool Aid man shirt make sure he was going sur instead of norte. and when someone says they were lying the whole time, you’re relieved because now you don't have to believe in anyone. and you wait your whole life for the hand that makes your shoulder disappear. in a brick hotel, you find the sunglasses you lost in the bathroom of a roller rink that got condemned. and you stand there on a railroad bridge over a river, while someone draws your heart with a crayon, and they tell you to stop turning around, don’t be scared, no one even makes the kind of train that knows you’re here.















