XÆON

i’m always feeling and thinking about you

asleep on r.e.m hoping to dream with your face

as i wondered, you came

is it strange if i said thar i want to feel the hot of you breath?

trying to feel your scent from the memories, today i woke wishing be near your neck, telling secrets that no one ever heard

can we be near? cab we get closer?

but we’re far from us

both in east and it hurts

i act like i don’t give a shit, but there’s an abyss of miss inside of me

i act like i don’t give a shit, but there’s an black hole of feelings sourrounding me

underneath my skin, i drown to the bottom to feel the silence give my heart a little space where you don’t appear smiling

cause if you do, i go back to zero

your smile faint me

take a deep breath write those thoughts until i can fly like a raven when the sun goes down

until i feel light

to remember you’ll be here soon

until my throat

feels