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At this point in our lives, we are indeed thankful in whatever situation we are whether it is good or bad. Napagtanto ko na sa bawat lumilipas na araw, sa daming negatibong nangyayari sa mundo, nariyan ang Lord to give us the calming peace.

We never thought that this unpredictable circumstances will just threaten us to live our lives. Pero, always remember that everything has a purpose and God knows it is for our own best.

Dumating na ako sa punto ng buhay ko na ineenjoy ko nalang ung present situation ko and live a happy life. Indeed ang buhay ay maikli lamang and you are wasting it whenever you feel agonized. Narito tayo sa yugto ng buhay na kung saan mabuhay na lang tayo ng walang regrets. Take chances and enjoy life.

I know I have to experience this one before handling the bigger ones that God has prepared for me. Marami pa kong pagdadaanan na daan patungo sa katagumpayan.

Lord sobrang thank you kasi in a span of 2 years, maraming nagbago, for the better. Looking on the brighter side of life, this pandemic has taught us a lot of lessons in our journey. We have learned how to be content with what we have and appreciate each and every moment spent with our loved ones. We also learned how to fight and conquer everything with God’s guidance.

I have the best-ever parents, relatives, loved-ones, SO, and friends. Pero something feels like empty, I am so sad.

I know life has been testing me these days. I have been challenged almost everyday. Stress sa work, stress sa requirements, stress in everything.

Kumbaga my home is my safe space pero pag ung isip ko occupied ng kailangan ko icomply sa work at sa school, dun na nagsisimula gumuho ung positivity ko.

I know all of these shall pass pero sa ngayon ambigat. I was not the old me anymore na kada problema, madadapa. But instead, I smile and move forward kahit me burden pa sa puso ko.

I lifted it all to God but I am still haunted by the fact na bakit ganto bakit ganyan pano ka na ano na? All of these things are bombarding me as if I have a deadline.

I always crave for success. You can never feel it unless you’re in the person’s situation. I remained and kept myself silent kasi alam ko mahirap na rin ung everyday ka iiyak and mammroblema. What I do is I always tend to forget the things that bothers me and then after that it will still again hit me on rockbottom.

I want to cry but tears are not falling anymore maybe because it won’t suffice the hurt and the pain I am feeling.

Gusto ko lang naman makapagtrabaho so that I can give back to my parents but why is this happening?

I know in my heart God has a reason and there is something better in store for me. Pero di rin mawala sa isip ko kung bakit ba lagi ako nagagapi sa laban ko.

Nakakapagod kung tutuusin pero alam ko me plano ang Diyos sa kabila ng lahat ng ito.

Lord I pray for your guidance and strength. Napapagod na po ako sobra, sukung-suko na po ako.

Lahat ng paraan at paghahanap ginagawa ko na po Lord para lang may nakaantay na po na pagkakataon for me.

Sana Lord umayon po sakin/samin ang panahon.