Peace Is Always Beautiful

- Also me - : Fuck well, now I have to drink this vodka with iced tea..

I never really took being an empath as a thing until I realized how deeply and connected I did feel to certain things. Regardless of if it's a person or place, or sometimes an object even, I just feel these energies, and they stick with me. I don't just feel my own feelings, I feel other people's feelings and emotions. I can tell when they're off. They don't have to say anything. I can see a Facebook post and I just, I feel it. I feel, what's the word, I feel, I feel like I get it. Like I get the tone. I don't even have to know you. I can just be around you and I can feel if something's bothering you, or if you're happy, or whatever it is, I can tell. And because of that, I feel like many times I reach out to others and ask if they're okay. And I wish it was reciprocated sometimes. Lots of people aren't like me. They don't feel others feelings strongly like I do. And that’s okay. I'm just realizing that now. I've been feeling so... so down, these past few days, and I want someone to notice. I guess I'm good at hiding it and playing it off, and acting like I'm okay, and you know, I'm carefree, and I'm happy, and a lot of the time - most of the time - I am. But when I am down, I wish somebody would see that. I wish someone would reach out to me and just say, "are you okay?" Because even if I don't want to talk about it, I know that somebody notices, and that's all I want.