MIEL

I have lived in Las Vegas three times. I have dated people who were just my time and thought I would never be able to meet guys like them. I have met very successful people. I have met my favorite celebrities and gone to my dream concert. I have my dream closet. I've finally moved to Spain.

I've attracted so many things. I'm still out here, with the greatest mindset, waiting for my blessings to come. When you realize you're actually energy in human form, everything shifts. I can do anything. We're all connected, what's theirs is also mine. However, I've lost myself countless of times. I've struggled. I've thought I wouldn't be able to make it, to change, to get better. But, how am I now? WHO am I now? I'm my own god, I've always been my own god. I've interacted with many other gods, we're all one. I've had nothing and everything. I've had everything and nothing. It's hard to mantain such mindset but it's an everyday's practice too.

Good morning, it has been a very long time since I don’t write anything here and you might wonder why... the truth is I have been extremely disconnected with myself and the universe itself as well. Some days ago I inevitably started thinking how I’d lost myself in the daily life, how I felt like drowning in such small things like simple exams... how I felt like loosing the big sight of the road. But I forgot I was not fighting alone. 

Yesterday’s message

I have been having a very hard study routine over all these last few months so I rightly woke up without a single drop of energy but still I got up and started making breakfast to prepare myself for the long and exhaustive day I was going to have so I decided to play some music in the background as well but after some minutes I got lost in my own thoughts and I caught myself thinking how tired I was and wondering if I was really capable to carry on with all the university related work so my mind suddenly got out of that deep place and paid to attention to the song in the background... the lyrics were:

“Speak to me, speak to me with love in your words” 

So I freezed in shock because the song was called soft universe and It’s been far too long since I don’t hear any messages through songs. I can’t even find the words to describe how grateful I felt for the fact that I am still accompanied by my guides and the universe who I had ignored for too long. 

Today’s message

Even though that experience, I still woke up quite insecure today, without motivation to study nor even energy so I played a random playlist while preparing all the documents I needed and -again- I suddenly paid attention to the song I was listening and it said:

“So what, have you gone blind?

Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?

glass half empty, glass half full,

count your blessings not your flaws,

 you got it all.

 you lost your mind in the sound,

 there’s so much more,

 you can reclaim your crown, 

you’re in control,

rid of the monsters inside your head

put all your faults to bed

you can be king again”

I seriously can’t even begin to explain how gratitude floods my entire being

I have been going through some deeply hard moments and I need to prepare for a really important exam coming this month, as I was doubting myself before falling asleep, my mind just received a thought of a male voice that said “You already know the subject Miel*” and it sounded so determined but at the same time sweet like “stop doubting because you got this !!” and I have no clue who it was, whether it was my main guide (which I highly suspect is a male protecting figure) or Apollo ?? because he is super caring and supportive towards me and always seem to be there with me. However, every time I remember that, I continue and continue studying, it became much more easier now and I am really grateful for it.

* = it was my real full name and I’ve never used it since I remember so that was really shocking for me

Does anyone know how can get better with this skill? or give me any advice with it? my mom is clairvoyant and my grandmother was a witch as well as a clairvoyant and clairaudient too. I’m the one who’s breaking the generational curse and I think it’s time to develop this skill I have been suppressing until now, thanks <3