Emotional Cook

I feel very weird saying this bc it just feels so implausible to me but i think i had my drink spiked on friday but I am also having a hard time believing that I wasn't just drunk? Even though nothing about it felt like drunk. i had only had about 5 drinks, over about 4 hours, I had eaten consistently that day (a fair bit too) and was feeling fine until the last one (that I don't even know if i finished). I just remember vomiting a lot, being in pain? and only being able to hear? and apparently I was just slumped in the bathroom stall for almost three hours. The security at the venue apparently wanted me to go to hosp but the ambulance would take min 2 hours so I don't know what the call was that made me get taken home.

The heat, the news, feeling uncertain about my upcoming year. It just makes me feel so Tired.