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AU Context;

post dhmis season 2 timeloop

Colin and Tony are married

Tony quit his Job officially

-scales

Aw, gee. You're making me blush

im not gonna push you to talk about it, but if anything comes up, always feel free to vent and rant as much as you want.

-scales

Thank you, I appreciate you

-scales

wink wink nudge nudge

so dump away, i wanna know. what hopes and dreams did you use to have? what repressed memories were you suffering from? and what the hell happened with roy that he effected you so badly?

this is the kinda shit that will destroy you if you dont talk about it. and believe me, ive been through some shit too. so talk to me. dump as much as you want.

-scales

Yeeeeahhh... I love my brother, but Tony never listened to me. Never understood. And besides him, I didn't really trust anyone

I don't really wanna confront it, tho. I mean, it would be more constructive than drinking it away, but I really don't want to

Just, everything sucks

man, that... sounds really odd, actually, that it was left behind so suddenly. nothing happened to em that you know of?

-scales

Something Something silver lining huh?

Nothing happened. They just... vanished

-scales

Thanks, I appreciate you. You get me like no outher, we should make out

Mh, let me think... I don't really have much going on, tho I like drawing and watching challenge runs

Man, I hardly remember...

I was naive, filled with hopes and dreams. I was a lot happier. For a while, I actually cared about my stupid job.

Then came the Nightmares, which apparently were repressed fucking memories that Tony knew where real, but he never told me

And when I told Roy, he got me hooked. Ruined me! I couldn't even look at my uniform because of him, let alone continue to wear it... I don't even know where I left it

... that was quite the dump huh. Sorry bout that

-scales

Aight imma keep it a buck fifty

Before I left, I was snooping through their stuff. Not my proudest moment, but then again, I'm the addiction guy, so I don't have any proud moments to boast about anyway

Found a note with passwords, logged into Colin's pc and the blog was open. He didn't even...

Connected it to my phone, and then I left. Just scrolled through the entire blog and found out waaayyy too much information about their intimacy. But also found more important info

So yeah, that's that I guess

-scales

Thank you, I really appreciate you

Leaning my head on your shoulder in spirit. You get me like no outher

-scales

That might be...

Man, I don't even know where I'd start. I don't know who I am outside of this life

-scales

That's... a good question.

I never knew what I wanted to do with my life. I never was good at anything. I just... want a life that I don't have to fucking escape from

I find him cool. He's good to Tony. Tho I don't think he likes me much, considering how much of a pain I was to my brother

-scales

Yeah hhh

I have more memories of him scolding me in a restrained, hissed voice or of him kicking my ass

And I mean, I suck. I'm a mess. He had to clean up after me more often than not and took the heat from management for me. And I thanked him by cursing him out or being a brat

I don't blame him for losing his temper with me

"getting a grip" is easier said than done. like, to get yourself in order you gotta deal with the shit that put you out of order. and that shits hard.

-scales

I feel you, no offense taken

Yeah... I really don't want to deal with that shit. I have the Hardest life imaginable

Geez, do you have Any good memories of Tony?

I- huh

Oh! I officiated his wedding! It was the happiest day, seeing them so happy and in looove. Colin is good to my brother. I was even sober enough not to be an embarrassment!

Outher than that...