Artist, Mildly Obsessive

Made another gif!! I’m getting better at this I think. Giving Nyxia my attention now as I write for him instead because I have writers block for Leshi now idk why it’s just happening to me. Sorry Leshi I will do better for you also I’m starting to fall more and more in love with Nyxia again too.

I love Nyxia so much I thank the Lord every day for his existence and pray for faeluure to receive infinite blessings every single day for creating him. I started the game interested in Nyxia, saw Leshi and became obsessed with him, then I played Nyxia route and completely focused on him, THEN I SAW THAT PICTURE FRAME, afterwards Leshi killed me 53 times and each time I became increasingly violently attracted to him. But now I’m very Nyxia obsessed somehow. I can’t pick, I love them both. I know I probably lean towards Leshi because he is pure evil and I feel like he would like my mental health issues but Nyxia brings me so much peace I genuinely don’t know who to choose sometimes.

Still typing up that ten million sentence draft I have about my first playthrough experience that only I probably really want to read and post at this point lol. This whole game is all I think about I’d say it’s 90% what I think about all day with TFC and ADWD and some Obey Me taking up the other 10% of my mind. And then there’s 0% for all the moving I did and career and academics and whatever.

This is the most involved I have ever in my whole life been on the internet outside of getting low key groomed on Roblox or something and a little wattpad in middle school but I feel like I’m going through some kind of new renaissance period of my life after getting tumblr I’ve never gone out of my way to create this much in my life before it feels strange and childish almost but also so healing and fun