Mia X Anastasia.

maturing was realising bul1m1a cheeks look way worse on me than one meal ever could

edtwt is so ruthless, i'm back on tumblr where everyone is nice just depressed lmaoooooo

find a lot of similarities with my diet& my alcohol addiction. I can't just stop after one drink, i'll probably get blackout drunk. Safer to stay sober. I also can't stop eating after just one meal. That's why I genually find it easier to eat nothing for days than to eat very little

Ordered a bunch of clothes online. They were all size S& way too big on me. I may have lost hundreds of dollars on clothes that don't fit me, but at least Shein called me skinni so im good :)

fuckfuckfuck how do i get back on track fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

just failed my driving test& thought to myself "i would've passed if i was skinnier" lmaooooo what is wrong with me

i be ⭐️ving & my brain keeps telling me that i shouldn't drink that much water because i'll bloat AS IF i got this fat by simply drinking too much water lmaooooo

i feel so strong when i feel weak standing up

i want to romantisize my ed but i keep almost shitting myself lmaoooo

today i quit vaping bc i found out it has calories. YAY FOR LUNG HEALTH!!!

i got an eating disorder and all i lost was my silly little hair