lost dandelion

I've had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy.

““Imagine: You and me, old and happy, hand in hand on the porch of our house, watching the sunset.””

“A true soulmate is always the toast to your butter & the cream to your coffee that makes it sweeter. A true soulmate is always a friend and a lover someone who reminds you that you always matter. A true soulmate is always your heart’s healer when it feels so hard that a kiss can turn it softer.”

“I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.”

“Maybe true love isn’t the one with whom we spend our life with. Maybe it is our first heartbreak, the one that showed us how much pain our heart can take until it falls apart. Maybe it has to hurt, otherwise it wouldn’t be true love. And maybe our true love isn’t the one standing in front of us on our wedding day, but the one we’re thinking of right in this moment. Maybe true love isn’t meant to have a happy ending. Maybe after all we just aren’t supposed to be together with them, because unrequited love lasts longer than a fairytale.”

“I want to be part of your life, friends again, if anything. I don’t want to be a forgotten memory, a lost story, but I made sure the last thing I said to you would make you never desire to speak to me again, because in the end, we only hurt each other. We’re no good for one another.”

“Maybe our paths will cross again in a few years time and you’re breathing will become shallow because you forgot how much you loved my smile and I’ll tell you how in love I was with you back when I was just figuring it all out and you’ll nod and smile and I’ll tell you that breaking my heart was one of the stupidest things you could have done and you’ll nod but you won’t smile this time. Because you’ll realize I’m right. You’ll realize that no one has appreciated you as much as I did and you’ll study my face and wonder why you left because everything was so good, you’ll wonder if you could take it all back and start again, wonder why you thought you could find someone better but those are questions you’ll have to live with because you know it’s too late for us now, but you really wish it wasn’t.”