Avah 🦢

I miss New Zealand so much like there really is no comparison with the two countries. The main reason my parents moved us here is because of money of course and I mean like yes go get that bag but don’t forget your roots?? 😭 And by that i mean they just constantly diss NZ saying the country is 💩 and that Australia is superior like oh okay…

NOT true whatsoever I can go ONNN about how 💩 Australia is as a whole like ugh. I’ve experienced more racism here in the past 7 MONTHS i’ve been here compared to the 15 years i lived in New Zealand. Matter of fact i don’t think I EVER had a racist encounter in New Zealand because that’s how diverse it is like at least you can walk around and feel like a normal human being instead of being eyed out by a bunch of white people for taking a stroll around the park. The school kids here are another thing too like holy hecka the disrespect and casual racism and is UNBELIEVABLE. They don’t even attempt to represent different cultures let alone THEIR OWN (Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islands) Also these kids are so fucking unbearably UNFUNNY and they all smell like dookie oh my god. How are you gonna think ur superior to me but can’t clean ur ass properly?! 😣

Sigh, i’ve been trying for so long to convince my mum to let me move back to Auckland to stay with my nan because I’ve had it with this fuckass country. Parents have told me multiple times that it’s going to get better and that i should just learn to put up with all the bad things but hello??! I don’t care if the economy here is better like no amount of money is worth the discrimination that you have to face while trying to earn it. They have not taken my thoughts or feelings into consideration whatsoever, they treat me like dog 💩 ALL THE TIME but whenever i bring up wanting to move they switch and and say “no we can’t let you go we love you!” It is EXHAUSTING.

Anyway i like ranting about stuff (sometimes) and i was like wait i can rant on tumblr i forgot i had this app but anyway..