fuck it, it isnāt like i wouldnāt have people find me on my new space eventually, lol.
iām over here now.Ā

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fuck it, it isnāt like i wouldnāt have people find me on my new space eventually, lol.
iām over here now.Ā

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so. iāve got a new blog that iām moving over to. if you want to follow me there, iād be happy to continue any threads we may have going, start new ones, or we can part ways here if you would like. itās been a weird time for all of us for a lot of reasons, and my extended period away was rough... i realized that i put my trust in someone who ended up damaging me rather than helping me as he had promised, and it just. it fucking sucks, yo. and while i know iām not responsible for what other people do, i still donāt feel quite right about how things happened. so i wanted a new space, and iām ready to go.Ā
so yeah! if you get a follow from a random tumblr, thatās probably me.
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while mercy was used to standing out in a crowd, she hadnāt anticipated how out of place she was going to feel in the middle of hope county. she liked setting herself apart from others, and wrapped herself up in designer labels to offset the memory of growing up with next to nothing, and tried to present herself in a particular way. she held herself to a different set of standards and did her best to exude power and confidence. it was necessary in order to be taken seriously, and when you were running your own crime syndicate, you wanted to be taken seriously.
here, though? here she admittedly felt a bit like a fucking clown compared to the other residents sheād come across. (which hadnāt been very many, when she thought about it.)
this place was nothing like new york, and she felt very removed from her comfort zone. the realization that she had grown accustomed to a certain amount of chaos and noise hadnāt gone unnoticed to the woman, but sheād contend with the greater implications and impact that might have on her mentality or overall outlook on life later; for now, she had things to do.
there werenāt many things that could pull her from her work or out of her home state altogether, but sheād heard rumors of movement out in this hole-in-the-wall place she couldnāt just dismiss it, though initially, she had really wanted to. but persistent rumors, along with the constant whispers of something called āblissā had her paying more attention to everything she heard, loathe as she was to admit it. mercy didnāt enjoy the idea that someplace so remote could be worth her time after all, and she sure as hell hadnāt wanted to make the journey out this way, but she begrudgingly relented as soon as she figured there was money to be made if any of what sheād heard happened to be true. if she kept hearing the rumors then there had to be something to all of this, right?
she only wished sheād known more about the actual state of things and the goings-on before sheād made the journey to hope county. mercy hadnāt known there was so much happening, or that nearly every place sheād visited was a literal fucking war zone. no wonder she hadnāt seen many people out traveling the roads or even occupying the towns. before she could even wonder why nearly every building she passed had its windows boarded up she found herself speeding past the tiny town sheād rolled through. she saw a handful of people running down the road to her left, which was strange in and of itself, but it wasnāt until she heard the familiar sound of gunfire that she realized why they were running in the first place.Ā
well. no wonder she hadnāt seen people walking around.Ā
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mercy considered herself to be a reasonable woman. she prided herself on being fair with her crew or with clients, legitimate or otherwise. she didnāt overcharge anyone and made certain that when the time came for payment, everyone was awarded their cut, and both parties were happy. if she needed to, she would dip into her own funds to cover costs, and spent a lot of her time helping on restorations in between her busy schedule of catering to the scumbags of the underworld and securing her territory, or making certain money was moving in the right places to be layered back into circulation. she took care of the people she worked with, and she made sure her crew were happy with the turnout. they were good at what they did, whether it happened to be with fixing cars or with more⦠nefarious deeds. some of them had been with her since she was young, some joined later after sheād managed to gain some ground, and others were fresh-faced newbies looking to make an impression and stick around in the business in order to make a small fortune. whatever their reasons, mercy had pulled them all in and managed to formulate some semblance of a family, and she didnāt take it lightly if anyone crossed one of her men.Ā
it was why this particular incident had happened as it did.
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why yes hello i am here. and i plan on making some changes. iāll let you know when theyāre ready to be put into play, but. hey there. <3
i do have periods of downtime and access to my own devices, but uh. overwhelmed doesnāt begin to state how iām feeling. so i may just still stay away.
The Bronx, moments before sunrise, February 12th, 2022.

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ššššš Ā šššššššš Ā šššššššš .
fromĀ theĀ 2016Ā film .Ā gunĀ /Ā shootingĀ referencesĀ present .
ā iāmĀ readingĀ theĀ newsĀ ,Ā thankĀ youĀ veryĀ muchĀ . ā ā youāreĀ suchĀ aĀ goodĀ liar . ā ā iĀ havenātĀ foundĀ theĀ rightĀ timeĀ toĀ tellĀ her . ā ā areĀ youĀ aĀ watcherĀ orĀ aĀ player ? ā ā thisĀ looksĀ veryĀ sketchy . ā ā isĀ thisĀ legal ? ā ā iĀ couldĀ giveĀ youĀ someĀ space . ā ā iĀ donātĀ wantĀ space . ā ā handĀ meĀ theĀ zoomĀ lens . ā ā iāmĀ countingĀ onĀ youĀ toĀ getĀ meĀ toĀ theĀ finalĀ round . ā ā donātĀ letĀ meĀ downĀ andĀ iĀ wonātĀ letĀ youĀ downĀ ,Ā iĀ promise . ā ā thisĀ isĀ soĀ gross . ā ā thatāsĀ soĀ creepy . ā ā youĀ justĀ gotĀ suspended . ā ā iĀ thoughtĀ youĀ wereĀ doneĀ playingĀ nerve . ā ā youĀ needĀ toĀ learnĀ toĀ takeĀ aĀ fewĀ risksĀ everyĀ onceĀ inĀ aĀ while . ā ā iĀ doĀ takeĀ risks . ā ā youāreĀ notĀ nearlyĀ asĀ hotĀ asĀ youĀ thinkĀ youĀ are . ā ā whatĀ doĀ youĀ mean ,Ā youĀ signedĀ upĀ asĀ aĀ player ? ā ā theyĀ canātĀ shutĀ itĀ down .Ā thereāsĀ notĀ aĀ singleĀ server . ā ā isĀ thatĀ right ,Ā hackerĀ boy ? ā ā youāreĀ justĀ gonnaĀ kissĀ someĀ randomĀ person ? ā ā ohĀ myĀ god .Ā iĀ canātĀ believeĀ iĀ justĀ didĀ that ! ā ā youĀ wonĀ yourĀ dare .Ā congratulations . ā ā heĀ alwaysĀ tellĀ youĀ whatĀ toĀ do ? ā ā iāmĀ justĀ warningĀ youĀ :Ā iĀ donātĀ thinkĀ iādĀ makeĀ aĀ veryĀ goodĀ partner . ā ā amĀ iĀ supposedĀ toĀ comeĀ inĀ withĀ you ? ā ā youĀ lookĀ veryĀ pretty . ā ā doĀ youĀ knowĀ whatĀ weāreĀ supposedĀ toĀ doĀ now ? ā ā didĀ youĀ takeĀ myĀ stuff ?Ā iĀ meanĀ myĀ wallet ,Ā myĀ clothes ā¦Ā Ā everythingāsĀ gone . ā ā comeĀ on .Ā weĀ haveĀ toĀ makeĀ aĀ runĀ forĀ it . ā ā pleaseĀ tellĀ meĀ theseĀ areĀ ourĀ clothes ! ā ā areĀ theseĀ stolen ? ā ā beĀ quiet .Ā iĀ gottaĀ concentrate . ā ā canĀ youĀ doĀ somethingĀ likeĀ thisĀ butĀ lessĀ shitty ? ā ā youĀ haveĀ toĀ trustĀ it . ā ā iĀ reallyĀ donātĀ likeĀ thatĀ noiseĀ atĀ all . ā ā blindfolded ?Ā onĀ theĀ motorcycle ? ā ā thereāsĀ noĀ wayĀ inĀ hellĀ iāmĀ doingĀ that . ā ā youāreĀ notĀ gonnaĀ believeĀ this . ā ā iĀ knowĀ youāreĀ scared ,Ā butĀ youĀ gottaĀ talkĀ toĀ me . ā ā thisĀ isĀ good .Ā youāreĀ doingĀ great . ā ā areĀ weĀ clearĀ now ? ā ā weĀ didĀ it ! ā ā thatĀ wasĀ theĀ craziestĀ thingĀ iāveĀ everĀ done . ā ā justĀ giveĀ meĀ aĀ realĀ dare . ā ā howĀ wouldĀ iĀ knowĀ ifĀ iāmĀ beingĀ hacked ? ā ā shouldĀ weĀ maybeĀ goĀ checkĀ itĀ out ? ā ā stopĀ yellingĀ atĀ me ! ā ā iĀ almostĀ diedĀ tonightĀ andĀ youĀ wereĀ nowhereĀ toĀ beĀ found . ā ā whenĀ youĀ saidĀ iĀ shouldĀ liveĀ myĀ life ,Ā didĀ youĀ meanĀ iĀ shouldĀ liveĀ myĀ lifeĀ inĀ yourĀ shadow ? ā ā youāreĀ theĀ mostĀ repressedĀ personĀ thatĀ iĀ know . ā ā goĀ rightĀ aheadĀ andĀ showĀ usĀ allĀ whatĀ aĀ fieryĀ littleĀ sparkĀ plugĀ youāveĀ becomeĀ sinceĀ lunch . ā ā donātĀ walkĀ awayĀ fromĀ me . ā ā wakeĀ up ,Ā thisĀ isĀ aĀ game . ā ā doĀ youĀ reallyĀ thinkĀ thatĀ someoneĀ likeĀ himĀ isĀ actuallyĀ gonnaĀ beĀ withĀ youĀ whenĀ thisĀ isĀ allĀ done ? ā ā whyĀ doĀ youĀ haveĀ toĀ beĀ suchĀ aĀ bitch ? ā ā ifĀ youĀ wantĀ toĀ knowĀ whereĀ iĀ amĀ fromĀ nowĀ on ,Ā signĀ upĀ andĀ watchĀ me . ā ā iĀ wasnātĀ tryingĀ toĀ hurtĀ you .Ā itĀ justĀ gotĀ outĀ ofĀ control . ā ā move .Ā justĀ getĀ outĀ ofĀ myĀ way . ā ā iĀ wannaĀ takeĀ youĀ someplaceĀ safe . ā ā justĀ tellĀ meĀ weāreĀ gonnaĀ doĀ this . ā ā iĀ haveĀ toĀ finishĀ this . ā ā iĀ knowĀ itĀ soundsĀ crazy ,Ā butĀ iĀ canĀ doĀ it . ā ā doĀ youĀ thinkĀ youĀ canĀ changeĀ theĀ code ? ā ā justĀ raiseĀ yourĀ gunĀ slowlyĀ thenĀ shootĀ meĀ inĀ theĀ shoulder .Ā iāllĀ beĀ fine . ā ā whatĀ ifĀ iĀ miss ? ā ā comeĀ on ,Ā justĀ shutĀ upĀ andĀ playĀ theĀ game ! ā ā iāmĀ notĀ doingĀ this . ā ā is thisĀ whatĀ youĀ reallyĀ want ?Ā forĀ usĀ toĀ killĀ eachĀ other ? ā ā whyĀ donātĀ youĀ takeĀ offĀ yourĀ masksĀ andĀ showĀ yourselves ,Ā huh ? ā ā itāsĀ easyĀ forĀ youĀ toĀ beĀ braveĀ inĀ aĀ crowd . ā ā donātĀ you guysĀ seeĀ thatĀ youāreĀ allĀ stillĀ responsibleĀ forĀ whatĀ happensĀ tonightĀ evenĀ ifĀ youĀ areĀ justĀ watching ? āĀ Ā ā areĀ youĀ reallyĀ believingĀ thisĀ bullshit ? ā ā thenĀ shootĀ me .Ā iĀ dareĀ you . ā ā youĀ wereĀ inĀ onĀ this ? ā ā sheāsĀ aĀ badass .Ā watchĀ outĀ forĀ her . ā ā youĀ guysĀ areĀ theĀ dumbestĀ smartĀ kidsĀ iāveĀ everĀ met . ā ā iĀ justĀ wishĀ thatĀ weĀ couldāveĀ metĀ someĀ otherĀ way . ā ā crazyĀ firstĀ date ,Ā huh ? ā
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send me Ā ā š ā Ā for your muse to ask mine out
send me Ā ā š+ ā Ā for my muse to ask yours out
send me Ā ā š ā Ā for your muse to propose to mine
send me Ā ā š+ ā Ā for my muse to propose to yours
send meĀ Ā āĀ š¢Ā āĀ for your muse to breakup with mine
send meĀ Ā āĀ š¢+ āĀ for my muse to breakup with yours
send meĀ āĀ š āĀ for your muse to kiss mine on the lips
send m eĀ āĀ š+Ā āĀ for my muse to kiss yours on the lips
send me Ā ā š ā Ā for your muse to give mine a bouquet
send me Ā ā š+ ā Ā for my muse to give yours a bouquet
send meĀ ā šĀ āĀ for my muse to write yours a love letter
send me Ā ā š§ø ā Ā for your muse to give mine a stuffed toy
send me Ā ā š§ø+ ā Ā for my muse to give yours a stuffed toy
send meĀ ā š«Ā āĀ for your muse to give mine a box of chocolate
send meĀ Ā āĀ š«+Ā āĀ for my muse to give yours a box of chocolateĀ
send meĀ Ā āĀ šĀ āĀ for our muses to go on an expensive, fancy date
send me Ā ā š¤ ā Ā for our muses to go on an inexpensive, simple date
send meĀ Ā āĀ šÆļøĀ āĀ for our muses to have a romantic, candlelit dinner at home
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(Ā youĀ knowĀ thatĀ dynamicĀ ofĀ theĀ emotionallyĀ closedĀ offĀ oneĀ &Ā theĀ kindĀ oneĀ theyĀ haveĀ aĀ softĀ spotĀ for?Ā yeah,Ā thatāsĀ theĀ vibe.Ā )
said from the lone wolf.
ā you think you know me, but the truth is, you donāt. ā
ā going home isnāt an option anymore. ā
ā iām fine. thereās nothing for you to worry about. āĀ
ā do you wish i was different? āĀ
ā i just, i donāt want anything bad to happen to you. āĀ
ā you deserve better than what youāve got. ā
ā i guess we both lost something we were fond of. āĀ
ā iām not leaving you out here alone. āĀ
ā you donāt have to keep me company, iām fine by myself. āĀ
ā coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ā
ā iām afraid of losing you, okay? āĀ
ā i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ā
ā what is with your weird fascination with me? āĀ
ā yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. āĀ
ā i didnāt mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. āĀ
ā youāre lucky you got away with only a scratch. āĀ
ā if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ā
ā people like us donāt get to decide when weāre done. ā
ā iāve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ā
ā you wonāt survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ā
ā i donāt know whatās the truth or whatās a lie anymore. āĀ
ā you got guts, iāll give you that. āĀ
ā the more you know, the shorter your life will be. āĀ
ā for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. āĀ
ā what you think youāre going through is nothing to what i have been through. āĀ
said from the soft spot.Ā
ā youāre not as bad as everyone says you are. ā
ā how is it that youāre never scared? ā
ā you think iām weak because iām not like you. ā
ā you wanted to be left alone, right? āĀ
ā how do you make the pain go away? ā
ā you shouldnāt smoke, you know. ā
ā destroy what is destroying you. ā
ā i hope you find the peace youāre searching for. ā
ā you know my door is always open to you. ā
ā i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ā
āĀ youāre avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? āĀ
ā youāre not at war anymore, you can come home. ā
ā it feels like youāve been avoiding me. ā
ā what are you so afraid of? ā
ā you shouldnāt be out here by yourself. āĀ
ā why do you care? you could have just walked away. āĀ
ā i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ā
ā if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? āĀ
ā i just thought youād like some company. āĀ
ā are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ā
ā i knew you had a heart. āĀ
ā can you look at me? please? ā
ā i donāt think iāve ever seen you smile. ā
ā if you wonāt take care of yourself, then who will? ā
ā you have something beautiful inside of you. itās hard for some people to tell, but itās there. ā
since i still donāt know if iām going to be able to go home or if iāll be thrown into some facility for further treatment, iāll start putting stuff in my queue.
on the brighter side of things, though⦠if for any reason they determine that i need to be sent to the inpatient program, it might not even be for the full two weeks. i did some research on the facility and it seems that the average length of stay is anywhere from 5-10 days. while this still doesnāt sound like a good time, at least it means that i might not have to be gone for very long if things go down that path.
but iām trying not to think about the āwhat-ifāsā right now. itāll just make me feel like iām losing my mind even more than i already am, and itād just give them more incentive to keep me anyway sooo. ya know.
but iāll let you guys know whatās gonna happen as soon as i know more. until then? take care of yourselves and take care of each other. and if you see someone is having a rough go of it, reach out to them and remind them that you care. sometimes thatās all someone might need to help them get through the day: to be reminded that they are loved and supported and that someone cares about them. if youāre having a bad time, donāt be afraid to reach out to someone you trust and talk it out with them. if youāre having a good day, make an effort to shine as brightly as you can, because some folks around you may need a little extra light.
and always remember that i love you guys, and i appreciate you all so, so, so much. š

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