Perfection
The animated music video for Hate - https://youtu.be/2fj1q3zXSoo
Or just the song itself (im always down for a good shameless plug) - https://open.spotify.com/track/0lIJCarWQ9mhtS1u1mPND3?si=f0b47bc612794280

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Perfection
The animated music video for Hate - https://youtu.be/2fj1q3zXSoo
Or just the song itself (im always down for a good shameless plug) - https://open.spotify.com/track/0lIJCarWQ9mhtS1u1mPND3?si=f0b47bc612794280

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Prefection
The photography side :3 (posted in 2 parts because instagram likes to keep landscapes and portraits segregated)
PT 1 - https://www.instagram.com/meowthricc_/p/DZY5dIqgfhC/
PT 2 - https://www.instagram.com/meowthricc_/p/DZY5u90AWiX/
headshot
Fuck it-
why make a topic about something I struggle with I ain’t even gonna put myself in it- so fuck it :3
Screenshots for animation

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Eyes -
Some edited, more poster like ideas -
everywhere and no where at the same time
Some photos at my most Dysphoric :P
Test Photos
Just a little practice work (I really need to stop forgetting to do this)
Got a bit lost in the sauce last week but everything is currently in the starting phase (yay!!)
Firstly, I finally got my hands on a camera!! Luckily for me, being artistic is a family trait so I'm gonna be using my cousins canon 550D camera that she doesn't use anymore and hasn't used since she finished her fine arts degree. I've been playing around with the camera the past couple of days, messing with the F-stop and shutter speed specifically as their are certain photos I plan on getting and I will need to mess with those features.
Secondly, I've started my animation for my second outcome. I can't remember if I stated this earlier in the blog but my second outcome is an animated music video to my song "Hate." I made this song sometime last year and posted it a couple months later. The song is actually very relevant to my topic because while it's only an instrumental, the song was made based on my feeling about myself at the time. I made this song at a low point last year. It was a point where it hurt to look in the mirror, where no matter how much I limited my food intake or worked out until my legs were jelly, I could never see any progression and I felt like I wasn't me. I started to hate parts of me that I never even considered disliking about myself and made this song as a way to cope with the feeling. Parts of the song representing a losing battle, with my inner voice being drowned out by the voice that only tells me the negative things. I think the best way to describe the song is like floating in an abyss of your own creating, fighting with sides of yourself that refuse to give up. I'm still fairly new to making my own stuff but I've always felt that music is a really good way to get a feeling or emotion across to the listener, which is exactly what I want to invoke when people see this work. Sorry for the small rant, I'm very passionate about my song :3
anyways moving on. Since getting our Adobe licenses back, I've been messing around with possible styles I could go for. I don't really remember the exact artist model it was but I was inspired by the grit and horror elements of the posters and thought it might be cool to experiment with and possibly add into my photography. I'll put them under this paragraph.
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(All images used in the following edits were found off Pinterest, all except the cat in the sun - That's my baby Dipples)
My songs Hate.

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Mindmap & Moodboard
Week 3 gone and I realised I forgot to post to here haha.. I think because I've never really had to track my progress and work like this before, I'm leaving it to last minute but trust, I'll work on making this a habit. Anyways week 2 was all about mindmaps and luckily for me I got that done basically day one.
As well as the mindmap, I decided it would be a good idea to make moodboards consisting of works that i found on Pinterest and Google that I could use as reference, works I've already made that have similar ideas and symbolism, and a personal photography board to demonstrate different lighting, colour contrast, figure placement, and overall vibes in each photo.
My next course of action is to actually get started on taking the photos as I intend for this to be mixed media and that may take a while. Luckily for me though, all of my models can actually been seen pictured above (Second photo on the bottom, Third photo on the bottom, Fifth photo on the bottom, forth photo on top) So now its just a case of booking the studio for get the more "professional" photos taken before I can take the more artistic ones. I've already got ideas of what photos I want to take but I think I'm also just going to take photos as they come naturally, I want to get as many photos as I can so that I can have a wider net for the mixed media elements, specifically for anything that will be created practically.
(just a couple of ideas I've sketched out in procreate)
All photos taken off of Pinterest or Google will be referenced in the project proposal assignment.
Starting out
For me, when it comes to choosing topics/ideas I want to represent or portray, I always tend to look at myself and the things in my life that I feel need to be talked about more or that I haven't seen be represented as much as other things. When it came to this brief and thinking about what I wanted to do, I remembered something that happened to me while playing a game. Now, I am in no way a religious person but some biblical ideas (like angels and sin) are very interesting to me and was one day faced with a transphobic comment that got me thinking. The person said to me, "why would you destroy your body, gods gift to you, made in his image of perfection, for sin" (it wasn't actually said to me this way but I thought I should put it in a more nice way). I thought about what that person said and what it actually meant to me as a non-religious person and came to two conclusions, that
1. There's no hate like christian love
2. That if I was religious, and god gave me this body in his image of perfection, why am I not perfect?
By this random guys logic, god made me the way I am, flaws and all which made me realise that society and social pressures push this idea of "perfection" and to be the "perfect version of yourself", but no one person is perfect. We all have our imperfects and dislikes for parts of us. This idea that to make it in a modern day world, you need to be perfect is a toxic and harmful ideal, and is only made worse by the consumption of social media content. Have you ever heard of the term "Looksmaxxing"? It's rooted in incel ideas and because of the social pressures to look a certain way to attract a partner causes people to fall into this idea. But you know what's a better, more general and widespread name for looksmaxxing, Body Dysmorphia.
Body dysmorphia is a mental health condition in which one feels insecure about their appearance and is obsessed with the idea of "getting better", "working out more" or "changing" themselves to be their idea of "perfect". At one point in your life, you would have or will have suffered from a more minor version of Body Dysmorphia, however there is a difference between this more smaller version and BDD as a disorder. It's common for people, especially around puberty and your teenage - early 20's to suffer from a Body Dysmorphia of some kind. There is a more extreme side to the BDD though, including eating disorders like Anorexia or Bulimia, Gender Dysphoria, Depression and/or Anxiety, and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
For me, I have seen people in my life suffer from various types of Body Dysmorphia. From myself and my trans/non-binary friends with the more gendered side, to my Cis-women friends and family feeling the pressures of being "to fat" or "to skinny" or "wearing to much makeup" while also being told that its "their fault for dressing like a slut" if something was to happen to them. I feel very passionately about this topic and have seen from first hand experience how it can crush a persons self-confidence and trust in themselves.
The way I plan on portraying my message is through art, more specifically I want to create a series of posters or prints that convey the feeling of Body Dysmorphia (gendered, food/weight and physical imperfections) in a primarily Photography and illustration (both digital and practical) way. Another medium would be interesting in portraying my idea through, is music and a visualiser. However things are subject to change.
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