Мeowzilla

To be honest, I do this more to relax. (Or rather, to take my mind off TikTok.) Lately I've been having some terrible anxiety issues.

He honestly reminds me of Cole.

To be completely honest, there’s only one layer here, and oh my goodness, how convenient it is! No colouring needed — I’m just getting the hang of drawing various things. I especially like the teeth here.

But for now it’s just in my thoughts, still a concept — and the only one crying is me.

Oh, how I love them! 😭

In a project with lots of kids, I’m drawn to the smart old man. (I love him so much.) I don’t understand why Dreamzzz is so underestimated. Yes, it can’t compare to Ninjago, but why would it need to?

Right now I’m haunted by this weird feeling that something’s off with me. Here’s the thing: I usually always want to be liked, and I want other people to share my tastes.

But today I was taken aback by how my friend reacted to the anime Dandadan.

I wasn’t expecting anything in particular — I just thought I’d get a positive response, but it seems I did the opposite: I basically traumatised her and turned her off the show entirely.

I knew what the anime was like, but still… I feel really ashamed. After all, I actually enjoy it, and now I’m not sure at all whether my way of thinking is “right” — or whether I even should react and adjust myself because of someone else’s opinion. Deep down, I know the answer is no — hey, the main thing is that I like it. But at the same time, I feel absolutely awful.

I hate that I’ve been asking myself lately, “Do I really like this?” and “Do I actually need it?” Honestly, that’s the most terrible thought you can have.