olderbf!nanami who you meet in your first year of college after matching on some dating app. he’s around ten years older than you, but he’s attractive and seems sweet off the jump.
olderbf!nanami who takes you to some french inspired pastry cafe for your first date. he admits he doesn't usually go for younger girls, and you believe him. he's a total gentleman, what more could you ask for in a guy? so what if he was older.
olderbf!nanami who is always picking you up from campus for cute little dates or shopping sprees, letting you run up his cards on whatever things college aged girls like. he never spent much money on himself and that little smile you give him after he tells you to just "grab the bag" you've been staring at makes his heart race.
olderbf!nanami who ties your shoes for you or helps you slip on a pair of heels before going somewhere, always making sure his girl is always taken care of.
olderbf!nanami who never pressures you into anything. did he fantasize about you? well...yeah. he felt guilty whenever you'd bend over in a little skirt and he got a glimpse of a frilly pair of panties, or when you'd lean over the table while sitting across from him and your cleavage was daring him to just take a little peak. he felt like a total pervert...but it didn't stop him from fisting his cock in the car after dropping you off at your dorm or apartment.
olderbf!nanami who is on edge the first time you spend the night. he makes sure his apartment is spotless, stocks the fridge with your favorite snacks, even gets you a little gift. he needed this to be perfect, what if you got uncomfortable? what if you hated his sense(or lack there of) of style?
olderbf!nanami who makes you your favorite dish for dinner after getting a recipe off facebook of all places. he makes sure to set the table, light some candles, and pull your chair out for you before you sit.
olderbf!nanami who is surprised when you make the first move after dinner. a simple hand on his thigh while watching some movie you said seemed funny; it wasn't his vibe but he watched it for you. the second your fingers brush his broad thigh every hair on his body stands up, he feels his cock twitch against his slacks and he prays to whatever god there is that you don't notice
of course you do though.
olderbf!nanami who has his larger hand over yours as he teaches you how to jerk him off properly. your hands are so soft and small compared to his own overworked ones, so pretty with his pre glistening on your nails. his free hand slips up your waist to your head where he brushes your hair back gently, petting your head.
"thats my girl"
"twist your hand a lil…ah!-yeah, thats it…”
olderbf!nanami who, like a gentleman, holds your hair back while you suck him off.
olderbf!nanami who praises you even when you struggle to take past his tip. even when he fucks his hips up and listens to you gag when he hits the back of your tight throat.
olderbf!nanami who is already addicted to the way a string of saliva connects your flushed lips to the tip of his twitching length. your eyes lock with his and he debates cumming down ur throat right then and there.
olderbf!nanami who indulges in teaching you how to ride him. he guides your hips down agonizingly slow onto him and nearly busts just feeling your tight cunt swallowing him up. he wonders why he never went for a girl like you before, someone so sweet but so fucking needy to learn how to please him. when he finally lets you move, your hips snapping into him while little huffs and whines fall past ur glossy lips, he swears hes died and gone to heaven.
“pretty girl…m’ filling you up good, right? nice and full”
“need me to teach you how to pleasure a man properly? hm?”
“keep going- fuck!-sorry sweetheart…gonna cum if you do that again…”
olderbf!nanami who has the decency to pull out and cum on ur soft belly, grunting out a curse while watching his seed pool there.
olderbf!nanami who cleans you up and wraps you in one of the throw blankets on the couch, asking you how you’re feeling. he doesn’t hesitate to bring you water and/or make you tea. anything for you.
olderbf!nanami who is already planning out the next time you stay over so he can show you how a real man touches a girl.
this is kinda rough but i just wanted to get something posted :3 likes n reblogs r appreciated!!
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you're doing a great job ... but you don't know it! - pac reading
[image description: three photos representing the three piles: for pile one a photo of a pinecone, for piel 2 a photo of snow and for pile three a photo of chestnuts]
Hi! Today we are going deep and asking your higher self (and someone else in a pile …) about what you are doing great, but not realizing that you're doing great. If you choose to access to the full reading on my patreon you will also get to know how you can celebrate yourself for doing this great job and an extra message from your higer self - what they wanted to let you know in addition. The scheme is this:
what you're doing great without noticing (free)
how to celebrate this great job you're doing (patreon)
an extra message from your higer self (patreon)
Obligatory reminder that by accessing this reading you will also unlock all the previous ones!
For this reading I used three different decks, but I feel that it's not really what you should focus on when picking your pile, so I will share them in each pile's reading, but I will let you focus only on the photos to pick your pile!
Reminder: tarot give advice and bring messages and informations, but you are the only one responsible for your own actions - never feel forced to follow what the cards say, but think with your own head and feel with your own heart
pile 1 - pinecone photo
your deck is my beloved Familiar Tarot
what you're doing great, but not realizing
7 of swords → you have found your rhytm: this card really gives the idea of two different dimensions fitting with each other, not necessarily interacting, but both finding their space in your life; as one row has 4 swords and one has 3, these two things may not have 50-50 of your time or attention, but this is irrelevant, because the goal is not to reach a perfect 50-50, but a balance that works for you - and you did or are; I really get the image of someone walking on the street, busy, but also not in a hurry, someone who has found the way to do everything they need and want in a way that is pleasant and not stressful; I think these two things can be different for each of you: the firsts that come to my mind are balance between work life and private life or between earth life and spirituality, but it can also be balance between time spent with people (especially spent looking after and taking care of people) and time spent by yourself taking care of yourself or time spent with clients or coworkers you don't really like and time spent with your friends and favorite people - or really many other things!
judgment → i think that you have also learned - or perhaps the balance you have found is possible because you learned - to stand your ground, to be stubborn but in a good sense, to say "this is my opinion/choice and i'm not changing my mind because you don't agree"; an ex. that comes to my mind is refusing a promotion that your parents pushed you to get because you know that you prefer your current position - maybe it has more free time, maybe it's more the type of job you like, in any case you know and you are sure that you want to keep your current position and you did; i think that i can explain this as taking your own decisions for yourself and i think that it comes not only from having built your self esteem, but also from being in touch with your emotions, thoughts and inner world in general; i honestly can see this as a milestone in your therapy goal, for example (in this case congrats! but also in any other case congrats!); there can also be a little milestone reched about caring more about living your own life rather than people pleasing - so being fine with taking decisions you are sure about but that may ruffle some feathers;
how you can celebrate it + a message from your higer self
pile 2 → snow photo
your deck is the Whispers of Time Tarot!
what you are doing great, but not realizing
knight of wands → you're not stopping; you may not give yourself enough credit about keeping going no matter how difficult it can be; it can be a keeping going on your path no matter how clashback you get, but it can also simply be a life is kinda stressfull and busy and difficult at the moment, but you're still going on situation; it made me think of the quote that says when you're in hell, keep going: why would you stop in hell? and this card is giving a similar energy; I think you may be finding a lot of obstacles and recalibrations to face and do in your path, but this card really wants to remind you that you are doing such a great job at never stopping and always keep going - hopefully until you reach a better situation or even your dream life; i think more your dream life, because the other side of this card is that you are very good at being stubborn in the good way: you do not give up, no matter how grim the situation becomes and how little you can do and progress: you still grow, move, progress; if you feel like you haven't been doing anything much, this card is here to remind you that sometimes keeping going is the most difficult part - and you're doing a great job with it
4 of wands → either you are offering help when you can, or you are accepting it when you need it - or both! but it can also be that you are doing a really good job into making a relationship blossom; it gives the idea of two (or more) people really committed to a relationship (but tbh it could also be a common goal/ideal/project) and being on the same page about it; it's about building a healthy relationship, that it's healthy from the start and enjoying it blossoming but at the same time remembering that … well, relationship can always require help, even once they've blossomed; another possible interpretation - as usual take what resonates and leave the rest - is that someone, especially someone you know as or is perceived as male, can be metaphorically holding your hand and telling you that you are doing such a good job blossoming in the person you really, authentically are and building your life; I honeslty thought of an Archangel, but I think he could also be your Guardian Angel or an ancestor/family member that is now in Spirit World but still looking after you;
pile 2, i intended to ask your higher self about what you are doing great, but I actually ended up asking Spirit: maybe it was just a human mistake, but I think there's also the possibility that I instinctively didn't ask your higher self because there was someone - this male presence - that also wanted to come in and tell you how proud they are of you and your work;
how you can celebrate it + a message from your higer self
pile 3 → chestnut photo
your deck is the Korean Tarot!
what you're doing great, but not realizing
the hierophante in reverse → truth to be told, the idea that comes from this card is fighting a stigma or distance yourself from a standard that's very common and quite pushed, but that you always only felt as a duty or something you had to do, but don't really want; the obvious example is distancing yourself from the religion you were raised in and find your own beliefs and spirituality - in another religion, in spirituality, in atheism … - but it can honestly be about something else; I think it could also be ex. understanding you don't want kids even if everyone around you expects you to; I think that you may totally be doing great also in going down your path and not following expectations, but what your higer self is most proud you of is that you realized what you want and what you don't, what is true for you and what was just an expectation projected; I also think you may be doing a very good job in managing these expectations, so for ex. managing relatives asking you when you'll get married/have kids and the best part is that no matter how many times they'll repeat their opinion, you are sure and secure in and of your own;
nine of swords → this card took a bit to come out and it makes total sense, because it talks about something that's not entirely nice: mental hearth - and especially managing mental health crisis or issues; I think that you may be in a situation in which you are dealing with a mental health issue and you may feel like you're not doing enough or feel guilty about ex. taking more time to rest if needed, but your higer self is telling you that you are doing exaclty what you need to take care of yourself and you are doing a great job - even if it's not always pleasant; most importantly, you are doing something to get better and to solve this mental health issue you're facing - by yourself, with loved ones support or professionally, it kind of doesn't matter because the important thing is that you are doing something about it; and if you may have tried for solutions that didn't work well, remember that it still means that you are doing a great job, because you are actively looking for solutions and recognizing when they work and when they don't! There is also a bit of recognizing an issue is the first step to solve it energy, so your higher self is probably also proud of you for understanding and accepting there's an issue to solve;
how you can celebrate it + a message from your higer self
taking accountability strengthens your saturn. your saturn is weak if you are never accountable for your wrongdoings. people who never apologize? never admit they’re wrong? weak saturn.
because to saturn, real recognize real. so when you keep it real with yourself, even if it may scare you, people tend to respect that. it indicates that you recognize your mistake and you are less likely to repeat ut. people who learn from their mistakes only gotta bump their head once.
when you are accountable, saturn looks at you like . . you still gon get your karma, but i don’t have to go as hard to teach you a lesson because you already taught yourself the lesson. you know better now. so be accountable.
and accountability isn’t just a “sorry.” accountability is a full recognition of what you did wrong, it’s a heartfelt and honest apology with no vague language, and it’s the commitment to be better - whether you are forgiven or not. THAT’S accountability.
✧˖°.What will your first intimate moment with your person be like on your wedding night✧˖°.
in this detailed 18+ pick-a-card reading, i will connect with the energies of your special person and uncover how they desire to make love to you during your first wedding night☺️👀. is there a sense of urgency in their touch? a longing that lingers in their soul - begging to be exposed to you? is there a sense of dominance and possessiveness that develops in them because you’re finally theirs? well, there’s only one way to uncover their true feelings! ✨ let’s dive into the depths of this reading to find out exactly how they want to make love to you, and how they truly feel about you 💛🫶. buckle up bestie, we’re gonna go for a ride! 😉❤️🔥
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⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile I ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
OHHHHHH BESTIE YOUR READING GOT ME KICKING MY FEET IN THE AIR AND GIGGLING LIKE A FOOL 🤭😝. i have the widest grin plastered on my face right now. WHERE DO I EVEN START????? LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW AKSANKAAKKALALA. phew okay let’s take a deep breath together because DAMN YOUR PERSON KNOWS WHAT THEY’RE HERE FOR - AND I'M LOVING IT!!!
being intimate with your person for the first time on your wedding night feels right - like there’s no doubt about it. they’re gonna make you OPEN UP bestie - emotionally, psychologically, physically and mentally. they’re going to embrace your vulnerability and they’re going to show you just how much they have been craving for this moment. their first touch will feel so secure and promising, it’s like they’re bonding their soul with yours - promising to never let go. you guys just fit so well together, and your bond is unbreakable. honestly? COUPLE GOALS BABE LIKE UGH IM MANIFESTING THAT EVERYONE GETS THIS TYPA LOVE IN EVERY LIFETIME😩✋. there’s so much passion, y’all are literally gonna get right into it. you’ve waited for this moment long enough, and now this special moment is yours. i’m seeing here that you will look back at this memory and you guys will literally smile - like this night is gonna be so so special. i also have a feeling that you guys will buy a new house and move in together there, because i’m seeing here that you’ll be making love in an environment that feels like “home”. or maybe, your person is your home. they’re the safety you’ve craved for, and oh babe, they’ll prove to you as to why you can rely on them. they’re going to be so gentle with you, and you’re going to feel so emotional. it’s not lust that fills your persons heart, it’s admiration. they have nothing but love for you and it will be seen in their eyes. they’re going to handle you with care, touching you gently, and touching the right spots.
the love making is not rushed. it’s slow, burning, intense and hot. they’re going to show their dominance in subtle ways, like gently pinning you down and kissing you on the neck - and let me tell you something babe, they’re going to leave such prominent love bites on your body because you’re finally theirs, and everyone else can whine about it. you’ve won their heart, and now their goal is to win yours. i’m seeing here that your person will mostly be on top of you, and it’s their hands that will do the talking. why their hands? well, because they’ve literally CONTROLLED themselves for so long, now they can’t help but want to feel each and every inch of you. their hands want to remember your touch, it wants to remember how you squirm under its pressure when they touch you in the spots that make you weak. they want to see you come shamelessly on their fingers, and i see them admiring the mess you’ve made on their hand - UGH THIS PERSON IS SO FREAKY, YOU WON THE LOTTERY BABE😭😋🤭.
okay so i just picked up on this energy right now and i just want to put it out there before i forget about it. your person has literally held themselves back and has patiently waited for this moment. it’s taken everything in them to control themselves, so when they finally get the opportunity to make love to you, they’re going to go wild. and it’s not the “i’m gonna make you finish RIGHT NOW” typa vibes - no. it’s “i’m gonna take my own sweet time with you, and you’re gonna take me and all my teasings like a good girl/boy.” LIKE KANNANAAKAKAKA I LOVE THIS!!!!😚😉. and once they’ve made you a complete mess (their “artwork”, as they may frame it - this person can’t stop teasing you, can they?), they’re going to reward you. i’m talking about shopping, buying desserts, taking you out for fancy dinners, gifting expensive clothes, expensive jewellery and more. LIKE AHEM SIR/MA’AM, WHY YOU PRENTENDING LIKE YOU JUST DIDNT CONSUME MY BESTIES SOUL??? but that’s literally what makes your person so damn sexy. one minute you’re sitting on their face and squirming around their fingers, and then the next minute you’re getting ready to buy a beautiful outfit which THEY’RE paying for. at this point, i feel like your person just loves the thrill of surprising you and catching you off guard. LIKE YOU CAN NEVER PREDICT THEIR NEXT MOVE. THEY’RE FULL OF SURPRISES - like LITERALLY.
i’m also seeing here that while being intimate with you during your wedding night, your person doesn’t care about their pleasure. all they care about is you. if you reach climax, they will too - even if they haven’t been in you yet. it’s like, watching you come makes them come, you know? UH THIS SOUNDS SO STRAIGHTFORWARD BUT THATS THE BEST WAY I COULD PUT IT🫣🫠. another thing i’m picking up is that they love messing up the rhythm while making love to you - like one moment they're so slow, taking their time with you, while you’re begging them to pick up their speed because you can’t handle the tension anymore. and another moment, they’re suddenly going so fast, it’ll catch you so off guard. and don’t even make me speak about the rhythm they’ll create while you’re reaching your climax, because when you’re almost at the edge, they will slow down (PAINFUL I KNOW, I CANT WITH YOUR PERSON PLEASE), making your legs shake and making you beg for more. but will they give in that easily? NOPE. they’ll thrust slowly, making your climax twice as intense, and they’re going to worship and adore the way you will finally let yourself loosen around them.
this connection is meant to be, and you both know it. when your person is being intimate with you during your wedding night, something in them just knows that they want to have a family with you. they want to have kids with you, or they like the idea of having mini versions of y’all running around the house - filling the environment with joy and laughter. your person is so homey (is that even a word?😭) but get what i mean. they feel like home, and something about them will make you feel so sure.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile II ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
oh, i just love the honesty that comes with you and your person, babe. like you guys are so raw about your feelings for one another - it’s beautiful. i’m seeing here that you both are very verbal in bed and you guys are going to communicate what you want. comfort, satisfaction, faith and trust is the base of your relationship, and i love how you both care for each other's needs. making love to one another on your wedding night feels so transparent - like your souls are merging into one. your connection with one another is so healing, it’s a blessing to find someone who understands you so deeply, love. like your person is literally going to WORSHIP you and they’re going to help you overcome your insecurities. they’re going to ask you exactly what you want and how you desire to be touched. i’m also getting a feeling that you get stimulated by verbal communication babe, and guess what? your person knows EXACTLY what to say. oh they’re going to dirty talk their way through your heart, LIKE DAMN WHERE DID YOU EVEN GET THAT CHARM FROM??? they’re going to appreciate you and praise you so well, you can’t help but squirm in pleasure.
i am hearing the word “deep thrusts” and i feel like every time they push their hips against yours, they’re going to whisper sweet praises which will make you feel ten times more fiery inside 👀 ✨. YOUR PERSON JUST KNOWS THEIR WAY WITH YOU, DONT THEY AKSJANKAKAKAKKALAK😳🤭. another thing i’m picking up is that your person is going to love eating you out. they’re going to hum a tune filled with pride every time you shiver under their touch - almost like commanding you to be in place so that they can enjoy getting a taste of you. UGH BABE HOW DID YOU MANIFEST THIS PERSON??? (don’t feel shy to leave your manifesting techniques in my DM’s ahsahhaahaja just kidding 😭🫣).
i have a feeling that your person leans towards the submissive side, or they just prefer you commanding them around, and they like being told what to do - and oh bestie trust me, they will DO the job. they want you to communicate with them because they want YOU to feel good. they will even ask you if you’re feeling good or if there’s something else - maybe another rhythm or pressure you prefer. god i love how vocal and communicative they are, like they’re so focused on making this night memorable for you - they’re so adorable.
now here’s the thing, you’re also a giver rather than being the receiver all the time. you care about your persons needs too and you both might get into this disagreement - arguing over who wants to make love to whom. and honestly, i’m seeing here that this is only going to ignite a fire in the both of y’all, and there will be an intense moment that will arise and it will create a deeper tension in the way you will make love to one another😳🫣. the love making will suddenly feel rushed and passionate, almost like you guys are in competition with one another. you might even challenge one another and see who will reach their climax first aojsjakakakakakmama.
i’m seeing here that you both will discover new things about each other - as in, how y’all like to be touched, exactly where you would like to be touched, at what intensity you would like to be touched and so on. your person will be so attentive to your reactions and emotions, and i see a sense of pleasure rushing through their body every time they see you holding back a moan - because they know that they’ve just activated the right spot.
i just love your energy so much, pile 2. because i’m seeing here that you won’t give them what they want that easily. they might hit the right spot, but you’ll bite back the satisfaction because you don’t want them to know how good they make you feel (playing hard to get, bestie? i’m living for this energy!!😆). the love making might even turn into a competition, seeing who will come first. and you aren’t the type to run away from challenges, but your person knows exactly how to challenge you. GOD I LOVE Y’ALLS ENERGY SO MUCH, YALL HAVE SUCH “PLAYING HARD TO GET” ENERGY BUT AT THE SAME TIME, Y’ALL ARE SO WEAK FOR ONE ANOTHER😩✋🫠.
let me tell you one thing babe, you are going to give in. not because you accepted defeat, but because you love this person so much - you can’t help but accept their affection. at this point, it isn’t a competition anymore, it’s more about knowing how much you guys love one another and how much effort you are willing to put in for one another🥹❤️
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ pile III ⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧
OH MY LOVELY GOD I JUST LET OUT THE GASPIEST GASP EVER😃😭. PLEASE NO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN DO IT LIKE YOUR PERSON, BESTIE.
YOUR.
PERSON.
IS.
GOING.
TO.
MAKE.
LOVE.
TO.
YOU.
SO.
DEEPLY.
THAT.
YOU.
WONT.
EVEN.
BE.
ABLE.
TO.
THINK.
STRAIGHT.
sorry to be dramatic, but i had to write it word for word because i want you to register the HEAVINESS they carry. their passion is so strong, they’re gonna make you sweat all night, babe. like it’s not even funny😭. your cards got me giggling hehehe🤭🥹.
your person knows what they want, and they know exactly how to make you feel good. i hear them saying, “nuh-uh, you don’t even have to utter a word, sweetheart. i got you,” AND THEN THEY'RE FLIPPING YOU ON YOUR STOMACH AND PINNING YOU DOWNNNNN. BYE IM GONNA BE RIGHT BACK🫣 YALL TAKE ALL THE TIME YOU NEED. (this is literally me right now - 🏃♀️💨🚶♀️🕺🕴️👩🦽)
you’re going to reach your climax more than ten times and your person will STILL not be done. how much energy do they have in them - THIS IS INSANE😩😭✋. “you’re done only when i TELL you you’re done,” is what i hear them saying. you’re overstimulated? well, you gotta handle it. they’re still not satisfied. they will please you over and over again, you might even beg them to stop - but a part of you still wants them to keep going. i- um okay pile 3 I SEE YOU FREAKY LIKE DAT JDBAJAJAKAKAKAKK.
your person has this animalistic side to themselves, a side that cannot be controlled no matter what. they want to see you reach climax more than 15 times? they’ll make sure that they fulfill that desire. they want to eat you out till you beg them to stop because you’re shivering with pleasure? they’ll make sure to fulfil that desire. they want to see you all miserable and begging for more? they’ll make sure you do that. LIKE GAHDAMN, TWO FREAKS IN THE SHEETS. MIGHT JUST END THE READING HERE AND LET YALL BE. ansnakakakakdndn just kidding bestie, we’re only getting started🤭 😉.
your person is rough, fast and enjoys hardcore love making. i’m talking, “i’m going to make love to you for hours and you’re just gonna take me like an obedient girl/boy,” typa energy. AHAHAHAHAHAHA IM SCREAMING INTERNALLY!!!!! SOMEONE TAME THEM😭. your person doesn’t believe in quickies. they want to make love to you for LONG HOURS and they don’t care if you’re exhausted. they’re literally gonna feed you good food in between and then ask if you’re ready for another round. LIKE AHEM AHEM SIR/MA’AM, PLEASE GIVE MY BESTIE HERE A BREAK. I BEG YOU✋😃.
your first intimate moment with your person on your wedding night is going to go on for HOURS. they’re going to make love to you till the sun comes up - oh, AND THEY STILL WONT BE DONE. but what i love most about your person is that they will take such good care of you in between. they’ll make sure you’re comfortable and you’re feeling safe - this just warms my heart🥹❤️. but this caring nature won’t hide the fact that they’re a literal beast in the sheets. like i’m still so concerned about how they have so much energy??? like??!? and i’m also seeing here that every time you climax, they’re going to take a step back and admire the beautiful mess you’ve made. its almost like they’re so proud of what they’ve achieved. ohhhhhh girllllll your person KNOWS you. they know your weak spots, where you like to be touched, how you like to be touched, at what pressure you like to be touched - like your person knows knows you. ugh bestie, you’re blessed😩. your person is literally NAWT gonna stop until they’re satisfied at how much of a pretty mess they’ve made you.
they also have such a great balance between taking care of you during your love making session and also f*uc*ing your BRAINS OUT. i see your eyes rolling back in pleasure more than once and let’s be honest babe, you love it. you love how much energy they have and how much effort they’re putting in. you love how they’re making you feel like a complete mess….but you’re their complete mess. i literally see a smile spreading on your face anytime your person wants to try a new position. AHANANAQKAQ IM ROOTING FOR YOU BESTIE😚🙌💕. your person is literally going to fulfill your deepest desires and your kinks.
im seeing here that your person will love changing positions in between - like they’re going to do it A LOT. they would be on top of you, increasing their rhythm and deeply thrusting against you, but when they suddenly feel you reaching your climax, they’re going to flip you on your stomach and change the position and increase the pace of their rhythm even more. and once you’ve finally reached your climax, they’re going to take a step back and admire you - a sly grin appearing on their face because this is just the start.
your person is very very dominant, and they love having control over you. they want to see you submit and give yourself to them. you’re literally going to see visions when they’re making love to you - like you’re going to reach THAT level of ecstasy. the line between what’s happening and how you’re feeling is going to be blurred, because your person won’t even give you a moment to register how much they’ve made you come. and even if you want a break, there WILL be conditions. they’ll let you rest for 15 minutes, but then they’ll come up with a rule that they HAVE to make love to you for the next 30 minutes. good lord, thinking about this makes me sweat. what does your person eat? how do they even have so much stamina 😭😭.
i’m also seeing here that your person will admire your back a lot. they’re also a huge fan of biting and leaving love bites. they also love smacking your bottom and they love grabbing you from the back - like your hips, your tummy, your breasts, your hair and so on (they’re also a huge fan of dog*gy style). your person is so rough, but they’re rough in the most sweetest and sexiest way.
hiii loves🫶 i hope this reading finds you in good health, and i hope you are doing well. i missed doing 18+ readings, and i’m so glad i could do this reading!! i absolutely enjoyed this reading and i hope you do too!!<3 i swear to god, i was literally biting back a smile while doing this reading because ITS SO CUTE AJSJWJAAKKAKKAA. i would be so glad if you could like my post and re-blog it, and please let me know which pile you picked - i would love to hear your thoughts and know if this reading resonated with you!! take care of yourself, and i will see you in my next reading. thank you for being here☺️❤️
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hey! I hope you guys are well and enjoy this pac<3
edit: I wanted to do this reading intending something fun would come up but all these messages were more life-oriented. If something like that still intrests you, lmk! Please skip this reading if these are messages you aren't interested in<3
In this reading:
we will be seeing whatever comes through, whether it be whats coming for you, who's thinking about you or what's the gossip on you.
𑣲 Pile 1 𑣲
energy check: very interesting. Very major "boss" energy here. Many of you here could be strictly focused on school, and perhaps so much that you're actively avoiding romance, I am hearing "avoiding like a plague". You may be stuck up or thinking about a business ideas, being more into networking, friend groups and feeling free and alive? I don't know where did that come from. Foreign travel or plans similar or something related to foreign places maybe on your mind. You might have heard from some manipulative person recently and you very likely told them off, I am also sensing emotionally being distant or shut. It could feel unbalanced and exhausting I feel. Many of you here could have been the emotional, lovergirls who closed themselves off because of how late people came to you, perhaps leading to emotional detachment. Business is coming through extremely strongly. You are determined to break from the shadows of your past, learn well and make something stable and beautiful, which is immensely admirable! "Brainstroming" coming through!
wow it seems like you're about to have it all! Many of you here are perhaps very attractive? I am seeing quite a lot of people thinking of reaching out to you, but you may be out of reach or MIA at the moment. I am heavily sensing that you're just focused on building up yourself and your career, getting that bag, that dream business or building a clientle. I am hearing "moving in silence". One thing I am getting is someone is trying to find its way back to you, either they have or they want to but aren't able to, I sensed something similar from your energy check aswell. Again, if you are wanting to expand your business or work, congratulations! There's so much happening for you in that area of life. I am sensing you might be spending too much time at work or on screens so massage your shoulders? Also, for some of you, there is someone coming in here who is going to change your mind. Now please bear with me, I know this sounds cliche but it is likely that this person would change your perspective on love, an exciting adventure that would actually help you advance both personally and professionally. They might be more outgoing or even a bit younger than you! If you have gone emotionally cold, you are going to melt that ice soon, not because of this person though, because of how you'd eventually come back to balance. A very fulfilling time awaits in 2026.
𑣲 Pile 2 𑣲
energy check: before I even started, I could sense people in this pile being extremely sensual and sensually attractive, and I can now see that in the cards. There seems to be some kind of rejection from someone you're going through or perhaps you rejected them. Regardless of whatever the case is, you have a lot of options in love is one thing I am getting. People at your work and school, or in general are very likely to swarm around you, idk why "queen bee" came to me but you guys seem to be very emotionally mature and loving, very passionate in affairs of love. There might have been something that you've been trying to tie the ends of, closing a chapter that seems a little difficult to move far from. There seems to be a feeling of having a hard time walking away from something that you know is either futile or actually no longer reciprocal. Walking away. Sorry by Justine Beiber coming through?
wow seems we really caught up to the vibe of the aesthetic of this post because no way! For some reason before we start, someone might be thinking about you heavily, perhaps in an 18+ way but that isn't what the reading is about so we'd move on lmao. Anyways, if there is something that you were struggling to leave behind, you'd 1000% do it yourself, or situations would somehow force you to. You would very likely find yourself in a completely different environment very soon, be it a new set of habits, work or people. Its like you are waking up from sleep and slumber after having a "toxic" relationship with something. Lyrics to the song "toxic till the end" by rose might resonate. If you weren't, you'd perhaps get into more spiritual side of things, and get a lot of time to reflect. I am hearing "deep waters". Your energy is shifting insanely quick, quicker than you think and it seems you're on the track of getting back to business after being lost for a while. A physical glowup is very likely to manifest if you desire, though I believe this pile is likely very attractive, just that you're becoming more of what you appear. You may consider changing the lights of your bedroom to warm? or may spend time in places with such atmosphere soon? Regardless, you're getting so back omg! If you can, I'd love if you leave an update sometime! Some of you here might retreat and become more introspective or introverted homebodys in the coming few months or feel called to relax yourself from any over exposure or stimulation.
𑣲 Pile 3 𑣲
energy check: I was hearing something like "giving love a chance" and intrestingly, your spread suggested something similar. Okay, starting off, I can see you might actually be overwhelmed with things you have to do, either be it day to day, or in my opinion very likely with acheving something. People in this pile are or were high achievers, but there is a lot of scattered energy I am sensing here, as in you cannot find the right way to maximize your potential, procastination is possible. Some of you here might watch videos of your dream life, studytube or productivity to feel productive? Anyways, it appears you're slowly coming back to balance as you work and settle yourself, get the ball rolling. Some of you here could be dating seriously, or could start having the thoughts of wanting to settle down with a nice, stable person or atleast get into a relationship like that. You seem to be walking away from entertaining any mildest form of bufoonery in any way, only serious talks. You likely came out of a difficult time yourself, because despite all going on and getting back on track slowly but surely, having so much ambition and hunger, there is a lot of seriousness to bring balance to all areas of life collectively.
Ok I did NOT want to sound cliche and spam the same thing, but someone here is losing sleep over you. This could be someone who you "waited" for? And had to actually muster up so much strength and courage to totally let go of, it could have been one of the most difficult things to do. I am hearing the lyrics "cause the hardest thing I'll ever do is walk away still loving you". Anyways, keeping that aside, I am seeing extreme mental clarity come through. You'd get really good at balancing things both inside your head and outside, its like breaking free from exhausting your own self almost, since some of you might have the habit of overthinking or going down in spirals a little too much. Ok, for those of you who are wanting to meet someone, because I likely feel most of you are, you would meet someone who ticks off every single box very soon. This meeting would be very soon, very fast, and so fated and coincidental, it would almost feel divine. Something here is asking for you attention, something that you're being unjust to or being fairly unbalanced to, and you'd give it attention since its likely you may be unaware of it at the moment. You may also call someone out, who is being dishonest or sneaky? not for everyone. Eitherways, you're getting a very stable, well rounded life in the coming months, and all of this is so consciously done, wow! This feels wonderful, a breath of fresh air.
every word out of guillermo del toro’s mouth is the most hardcore thing i’ve ever heard and he says it all so casually like he doesn’t even realize how much of a gothic visionary he is
“Since childhood, I’ve been faithful to monsters. I have been saved and absolved by them, because monsters, I believe, are patron saints of our blissful imperfection, and they allow and embody the possibility of failing”
Ten of Cups, Six of Cups, Five of Swords, Make An Altar, Chanting, Use Your Hands, Camera, Mirror, & The Grim Reaper
Hey pile,1 😝. The person who wishes for you to walk them like a dog admires you so much, they might even over romanticize you in their head, to them, you fulfill their fantasies. They think about you in different positions and wonder how your hands feel on them 😮💨. They get hard/wet just by the thought of you alone. I believe you show that to this person as well, you could tease them often or like to give them a show whenever you walk past them. “P*ssy talented it do cartwheels and he pay cus he like how that part feels, p*ssy give speeches, heart felt, say the p*ssy really talk like it Garfield (it do)” 😅 oh god, I think this person is obsessed with the sounds your bodies make during sex, they are heavily infatuated with you. “I like the way your body is, is that too obvious? Okay I like your confidence, oh that’s what good karma, like kehlani is, bad just like kehlani is.” This person desires to be fair in the bedroom, they want to cum with you, pile 1. This might be someone you’ve known since childhood, your first love, or an ex that you met when you were young. You could be playful and mischievous in the bedroom, but also like to take the lead. Switch vibes are prominent in this pile. You and your person like to give and take. You could be a brat and they want to be your brat tamer. If you follow each other, this person has been watching your stories on social media, I feel like you post risqué photos for them and wonder if it’s working 👀 trust me it has, cus they have been getting it off to your pictures in secret 🤫… This person definitely worships your body and your beauty.
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Pile 2:
Shufflemancy -
Goodies by Ciara ft. Petey Pablo
Slumber Party by Ashnikko ft. Princess Nokia
Bimbo Doll by Tila Tsoli ft. BJ Lips
King of Wands, King of Cups, Knight of Cups, Watch A Movie, Massage, Rest, Talking, Keys on a Ring, & Love Call
I love how hyper feminine my pile 2 is 🎀! You guys are so popular and have so many options in your dating life. People think that you are so cute but in a tempting way. Do you dress y2k, mcbling, or coquette? Whatever your style might be, people think it looks so hot on you. You could attract both girls and guys with your looks, especially older guys. “You may look at me and think that I’m just a young girl but I’m not just a young girl. Baby this is what I’m lookin for - sexy, independent, gotta spend it type for gettin his dough. I’m not being too dramatic that’s just how I gotta have it. I bet you want the goodies, bet you thought about it.” You know your worth and don’t settle for less, despite your sweet appearance you know you give people a run for their money. People even wish to give you their money. Are you a sugar baby? If not, you should become one, you’d be very successful. I have a feeling you have people wrapped around your pretty finger. Others desire to spoil you with gifts and money. Dare I say I see this pile being with both a woman and a man (maybe even at the same time?)👀. “Me and your girlfriend playin’ dress up in my house, I gave your girlfriend c*nnilingus on my couch. She cute, kawaii, hentai boobies that excite me. I think she really likes me, ask politely, can I - woo ooh ooh (slumber party).” Two people wish to initate things with you but you have total control over the situation. Your features really entice people, you could have doe eyes, big lips, nice boobs, and a cute butt. When you talk, this person(s) doesn’t know where to focus their eyes, they get so nervous around you and have to control themselves from getting too intense with the conversation. They also really wish to hear you dirty talk to them. Your voice is a a major turn on to this peoples, it’s giving phone sex operator level of skill lol. As I was typing “hear”, I accidentally spelled “head” so they definitely want to see your lips on their d*ck/p*ssy as well😚.
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Pile 3:
Shufflemancy -
Get On Your Knees by Nicki Minaj ft. Ariana Grande
Distraction by Kehlani
Rocket by Beyoncé
Eight of Pentacles, Seven of Wands (reversed), Nine of Cups, Sex, Abundance Planning, Deep Breathing, The Sword and The Rose, Not Today, & Clock
PHEW 😮💨 don’t hurt em now, pile 3. This is my dominant pile. You guys know how to take charge in the bedroom. This person wants to be at your mercy. I’m talking having you on top and riding them as hard as you can or them getting on their knees to beg at your feet. This person actually wants to be walked like a dog lol. They are very submissive and like pain. I feel like you know this as well 😂! You have so much control over them and they want you to know you run this relationship. I feel you and this person are already together or have a thing going on, if not I see things progressing sexually pretty fast. This might be a tinder date situation. “Get on your knees, get on your knees, baby just get on your knees. Say pretty please, pretty please, pretty please. Baby just say pretty please” you could like to use this person as a stress reliever. The sex would be slow and intense. “Do me a favor, pick me up, take me out later. Don't worry about no paper cus I got much stacked up for nights like this” I see that you’re a hard working person and don’t have time to be in a committed relationship but value trust, loyalty, and honesty. This person provides that safe space for you and allows you to express your flaws in peace. You don’t have to be perfect and fake a smile like you usually have to do in professional settings. I see that this person really wishes to be with you in a romantic way but doesn’t want to rush or force things on you if they know you have other responsibilities to tend to. It’s reminding me of Nani and David from Lilo & Stitch. David had a huge crush on Nani but due to her focusing on needing to be there for Lilo and being a provider, she didn’t have time to acknowledge his feelings until later she was settled in her career. I see that you are grateful towards this person and attracted to their emotional intelligence.
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Pile 4:
Shufflemancy -
Blah Blah Blah by Kesha ft. 3OH!3
Please me by Cardi B ft. Bruno Mars
Dip It Low by Christina Milian
The Chariot, Seven of Swords, Ten of Wands, Pleasure, Flow Like Water, Hydrate, Addiction, Date, & The Phoenix
Heyyy, pile 4 😉. I see that this person got you down bad lol but not to worry since the feeling is mutual. I feel that you came on to this person before they even did. You could be an extrovert while this person is an introvert. They’re very reserved and are careful with how they express themselves. You might flirt with this person while they’re on the job or when they’re focusing in class. They like to pretend they are disinterested in your advances to see how much you’re willing to keep going after them. It could stroke their ego a little bit knowing someone as “cute” as you likes them (I heard an emphasis on the word “cute”). You could be feeling confused on whether or not they like you back and it results in you feeling pouty about the situation. This connection could be relatively new but this person is wanting to explore how things go! This person could want to tease you a lot or perhaps even degrade 🫠. They might like to talk shit playfully just to get under your skin. For some reason I feel like this person likes to make you mad 💀 they can be really annoying. They like when you tell them to shut up or put them in their place. If you yelled at them even and kissed this person the next, they would live for that shit. They’re kinda toxic honestly 😂. “blah, bl-bl-blah, blah, blah. Coming out'cha mouth with'cha blah, blah, blah. Zip your lip like a padlock (Yeah) and meet me in the back with the Jack at the jukebox (back, back). I don't really care where you live at, just turn around, boy, let me hit that. Don't be a little bitch with your chit chat just show me where your d*ck’s at”. This person really enjoys your banter and despite being so hard on you they really only have a soft spot for you, I heard “that’s my baby” 🥹☺️. Pile 4, you must have a great ass as well 🍑. This person looks at your physique when you’re not looking, they really want to know what it feels like to have your body pressed against them. “Please me, baby. Turn around and just tease me, baby. You know what I want and what I need, baby. (Let me hear you say) Please” this person’s energy is honestly all over the place 💀 they’re just so horny lol. This person wants you *london accent* BAD, man.
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Pile 5:
Shufflemancy -
Lolly by Maejor ft. Justin Bieber & Juicy J
Walk Like This by FLO
Promiscuous by Nelly Furtado ft. Timbaland
Seven of Pentacles, Page of Cups, The Star (reversed), Plan A Meal, Nourish Your Temple, Music, Love, Passion, & Photograph
Ooo wee, pile 5🫣🤭, when I say this person has a biiiiig 📦 for you. This person has very masculine energy, almost giving fuckboy/frat guy vibes 😂. They could be very fit and muscular with a nice smile, they know they’re fine and attract a lot of people towards them. There could be a height difference between you and this person. Their attraction to you is because of the stereotypical phrase “idk you’re just different”. They don’t have the exact reasons why they’re into you but they do like your creativity, mannerisms, and shy demeanor. This person could have a corruption kink 💀. They could want to see you break out of that good girl / good boy routine and try something new and risky. You and this person know of each other but don’t seem to be very close, perhaps they are in your friend circle or you guys are just acquaintances. They often have dirty thoughts of you giving them head and seeing how much you can take of them. This person could wine and dine you first before wanting to go down on you. “Order what you want, girl, it ain't no problem. I'ma tell the waitress that my baby need a bottle. Order what you want, said it ain't no problem. Got a piece of candy and it's all for you. She say she love my lolly. She wanna make it pop. She say she love my lolly. She wanna kiss the top”. They like sex that’s really rough and nasty, if it’s not messy and loud they’re not into it 😭. I see that they’re into positions like 69, cowgirl, and missionary. They’re big on seeing your face during sex, they get really cheeky about the good work they’re doing and would want to pin your hands down so you can beg for more. I do see jewelry and this person wearing chains🙂↔️. This person would be more so walking you like a dog but you have them on a leash in the sense you keep them coming back. They could have you walking funny after you’re done 🤭 you might be really sore the next day as well. “There's a reason I walk like this (I walk). My baby, he be lovin' on this (Oh yeah). When he do it, he be workin' that shit (Oh yeah) And every night he got me wantin' more of it”. You might feel confident and pleased after having sex with this person and can feel a sense of relief.
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Pile 6:
Shufflemancy -
Play With It by Tommy Genesis
Who Am I (What's My Name?) by Snoop Dogg
Girls Need Love by Summer Walker
The Fool (reversed), The Sun, Five of Cups (reversed), Write a Gratitude List, Take a Walk, Clean Your Space, Family, Not Enough, Ax, & Healing Heart
Pile 6, you still not over your ex, huh 😔? It’s ok, no judgment here, baby 🫶. I see you and your ex still have an attachment together, things might be on and off or you don’t really know where the direction of this relationship is headed towards. I see that you are a very caring person and because of miscommunication, you and this person seem to never be on the right foot. It’s possible some of you who picked this pile have a baby with this person or will get pregnant (please use protection if this isn’t what you want!). I see a lot of fertility going on in this pile, you and this person could prefer to make love or have sex as if you’re making a baby lol. This person could have a breeding kink? They get turned on by the idea of you being pregnant with their child. Whenever you wear sundresses that is also sexy to them. I feel like your body is so tea, pile 6. Either you’re really thick and curvy or your body is just gorgeous to people, especially your sp. This person fantasizes about doing it raw while you touch yourself in front of them. “Play wit' the p*ssy, wanna play wit' the p*ssy. Come get a hooky, baby, come get a hooky. I wanna fuck you, baby, I wanna fuck you. If we not fuckin', baby, come get it poppin'”. This person is scared to fully pursue because you seem to be in a place of healing in your life and doesn’t want to add to that. There is another person that is new coming who also wishes to take your ex’s spot 👀 Oop! I feel like this will be their friend who will make passes at you and this will make your sp really jealous lol. In the bedroom, their jealousy could make them more dominant and want to take control. There is a lot about wanting to hear you moan or scream their name. They can be very vocal too i'm getting a lot about hissing so maybe they hiss whenever you get their spot? PHEW- They could want to fuck you doggy style while they spank your ass. “She want the nigga with the biggest nuts, and guess what? He is I and I am him. Slim with the tilted brim, what's my motherfuckin' name? Snoop Doggy Dogg (The bomb). Snoop Doggy Dogg Snoop Doggy Dogg (The bomb)” they can be really boastful after sex if they get you to cum and you can get annoyed by this lol. You might tell your person “it wasn’t even allat🙄” and they’ll tease you cus they know it was 😋. I see this person providing you with aftercare and massaging your back and feet. Even though you might not be together at the moment, this person really values you as a person and knows their place.
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Pile 7:
Shufflemancy -
Hey Daddy (Daddy's Home) by Usher
JT Coming by JT
Huff n Puff by Red Velvet
Page of Swords, Knight of Wands (reversed), The Emperor, Be Still, Energy Work, Sync with the Moon, The Snake, Lightning, & Separation
Alright this is giving my queer pile 🥰, very androgynous energy all around here 😎. Regardless of what your gender might be, both you and this person are independent and like to have things a certain way. You could have met them through a dating app or while on a date with another person (Crazy work but ok 😂). I'm getting maybe someone is a bartender or works at some place where they have to socialize a lot. You and your sp are very flirtatious towards the other but someone gets super shy when it comes to compliments. This is for a select few of you but some of you might be transgender? Perhaps you are a trans man/woman and this person is cisgender. You might be nervous to be too flirty with them in case they might reject you but honestly i'm getting go for it baby, life is too short to be worrying about those things (just remember to be safe is all 🫶🏽). This person will be very polite and respectful towards you so just allow yourself to unwind when you go out with this person. "I ain't gotta do a lot of flexing (Uh-huh). Shorty, you already know what it is. Ha, and girl, tonight we gonna do a lot of sexin', yeah. Can't nobody do your body like this." They could be very forward and direct when it comes to communication they do not like beating around the bush, i'm getting someone likes to man spread a lot or you will notice that they sit with their legs open. Laaaawd when I tell you this person has a big 🍆 or owns one, they will have that shit ready for you LOLLL. This person gives big dick energy they're just very secure with themselves and how they carry on. You might feel insecure about some things and ask them "does this bother you?" or "do you find this attractive?" and they're gonna be like "yah" to everything. THEY MIGHT NOT EVEN GIVE A VERBAL RESPONSE TBH they just might nod their head or whatever and look at you like "is we fuckin' or what 😏🎶?". To them, these questions don't make sense like for example they would think "why wouldn't I like hip dips?" or "facial harmony? what the hell does that even mean? I don't care about that, I care about you." So if you are someone who compares themselves to people on the internet truuuust when I say this person is not chronically online to understand any of that shit. They like what they see and they just want to give it to you and more. "It's been a while since you gave, ho, it's time to give it up (Give it up). Like a bitch with a fresh BBL, you can't sit with us (Nah). Fine motherfucker, white boys say I rock (Hah). I gotta stay protected 'cause y'all stay on my c*ck. My new whip beautiful, I call it p*ssy whip. It was a gift, my nigga friends say he p*ssy whipped." Your sp might be older as well or very mature for their age.
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Pile 8:
Shufflemancy -
SHY GUY by Tinashe
Good For You by Selena Gomez ft. A$ap Rocky
Unfold by Alina Baraz
Seven of Swords, Five of Pentacles, The Star, Journal, Look for Fairies, Movement, Hammer, The Dragonfly, & Self-Indulgence
Aww this is my soft pile 🛌. I see that you guys are very spiritual and dreamy. You might fantasize a lot about this person. For some of you, you might even be manifesting them. I see that the feelings you have towards this person are very tender and loving. I see that this person is very flighty and doesn’t wish to have such a big commitment. This person you are interested could have ghosted you or there’s something wrong with your communication. Maybe you and this person have different time zones or a conflict of schedule. There’s something about the person not being there for you. “Shy guy, always sayin' it's the wrong time. Even though you know it feels right. Love don't fit into your timeline (La, la, la, la). Shy guy, always sayin' it's the wrong time. Even though you know it feels right. Love don't fit into your timeline. Shy guy (Guy, guy, guy, guy, guy)” I believe you are being too kind to this person and need to detach and allow them to chase you. Focusing on yourself and seeing other people will allow this person to show up for you and be the person that you need. Now is the time for you to be self indulgent and take care of yourself. Some of you should practice healing in the bedroom and should learn about what makes you feel good sexually. Perhaps exploring with new partners will help you find new things that provide pleasure. I see that you are very submissive or lean towards more vanilla. Try to vocalize what makes you feel good to your partner and be more assertive. Your energy reminds me of Jhené Aiko’s song “P*$$y Fairy”, very sensual but delicate. To this person if you were to show them your new found confidence, they will crumble to their knees and will feel stunned. They might ask you questions like “where did you learn this baby???” Or “have you been having fun without me?”. They really love how you taste 😳 this sp wants to pull your dress/skirt up or pants off and just go to town. Their favorite thing is when you’re all dolled up and getting ready to go out. “Gonna wear that dress you like, skin-tight. Do my hair up real, real nice. And syncopate my skin to your heart beating. Cause I just wanna look good for you, good for you. I just wanna look good for you, good for you. Let me show you how proud I am to be yours.” I’m seeing that they admire your facial expressions during sex for to them it’s too cute, something about makeup smudging? Things can get really messy 👀
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Pile 9:
Shufflemancy -
Come Alive by Jackson Wang
Earned It by The Weeknd
Swim by Chase Atlantic
Eight of Wands, Death, The Hanged One, Dance, Look to the Stars, Sound Healing, The Grim Reaper, Ascending, & Healthy Choices
When I tell you this pile is NASTYYY. It’s honestly crazy how much this person wants to match your freak, pile 9. Definitely saved best for last. The sex almost feels cinematic in a way. Something about this person just gives main character vibes that is so seductive you can’t turn your eyes away from them. I believe your relationship with this person could have progressed pretty fast. For some of you, you could have kissed or even had sex after the first date. While I also see that this is a friends with benefits situation (does someone have a contract?!). You could find them mysterious or wish to get to know them on a more interpersonal level. You could feel that these things are more surface level in terms of attraction and don’t want the intimacy to only be superficial. I see that this sp is charming and prefers to disclose things little by little. “I come alive. You start me up a million times. And I'm terrified. That you could leave me crying.” So this person could be afraid of opening up to you because they are nervous about getting their heart broken. They might have previously gotten out of a relationship and they are learning how to trust in a partner again. Your sp could be afraid of rejection and that's why they are disorganized in terms of how they want to pursue you. Providing this person with assurance will help them gain courage, also pile 9, make sure to do what's healthy for you, try not to overly devote your time to this person. I see that communicating with your partner and talking about how you have been feeling will want to open up more and trust you. Something about wearing lingerie in the bedroom is a major turn on for this person. Taking control and guiding this person will help allow them to let their guard down. "Cause girl, you're perfect (girl, you're perfect). You're always worth it (always worth it). And you deserve it (and you deserve it). The way you work it (the way you work it). 'Cause girl, you earned it, yeah (earned it). Girl, you earned it, yeah". Your sp would be over the moon for you.
It’s amazing what you can get done when you spend the day at home with the cat by the fire, blanket round your shoulders, hair back so the creative juices can flow, winter sunshine outside - you’re on fire and this assignment is going to be lit
How it feels to be violently reminded over and over again that the world hates women and men especially hate women in a way that is so cruel and heartless and genuinely evil
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