lovable

did perfectionism ever truly protect you from harm or neglect as a child though. ultimately. Lol

[REALLY NORMAL AND WELL-ADJUSTED VOICE] well you never know maybe it COULD have saved me. if i ever actually achieved perfection. it could have happened then. if i was actually ever enough. Which i was not

A young trans man born and died in the 1700s, unable to socially or medically transition, is brought back to life hundreds of years later by their immortal vampiric lover who studied sex, surgery, and necromancy for hundreds to years in order to bring him back in the body he's always wanted

this email could have been a clit sucking

considering smoking half a joint and organizing my book case as my evening activity

The idea of english as a mother tongue is so strange to me, in my head english is how ppl communicate when there’s no way in common to communicate, so english as a mother tongue sounds a bit like idk email as a mother tongue ykwim? Like english to me feels like the stuff that’s used to fill the empty spaces between languages