i wanna make cookies with the love of my life in our little farmhouse while we dodge all our underfoot cats and do a terrible job of singing along to soft music 

Adult realization: you will make mistakes, you will act irrationally. You will commit some wrongs that cannot be fully righted. People will dislike you and misunderstand you for all sorts of reasons. None of these make you a bad person. All you can do is try your best to be kind and just to people, grow and learn.

No one else cares for your success, so you have to care. You have to force yourself to get up early, you have to force yourself to turn your phone off and revise, you have to force yourself to workout, you have to care for the whole world because no one else cares until they start seeing results. And they won’t ever see your results if you don’t care enough first. It’s your life, they are your goals, your dreams, it will be your success but it has to be your effort and your work first and foremost x

I’m ok. I’m gonna be ok. I’m gonna live a beautiful life and I’ll get to know beautiful people. I will create things of beauty and be surrounded by flowers. And I’ll love myself, and I’ll be soft, I’ll be kind. And I’ll be ok.

Just in case you have not heard this in a while: Thank you for existing. Thank you for spreading sunshine. Thank you for trying everyday to feel okay. I see your effort and I see how much you are struggling from time to time. Thank you for pushing through. Thank you for never giving up on yourself. I love you.

from now on i’m dedicating my time to healing myself

yes I overthink but I also over-love

i dont consider myself a religious person, but even i have to acknowledge that sasuke is out there

the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again

i wish i could be the person i want to be but im too tired