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Will I ever feel the joy of FALLING IN LOVE and BEING LOVED again?

What does it feel like? I’m curious

Every time I try to recall what that feeling is like, all I can remember is a past that ended in pain.

Oh Allah, The Most Loving One,

I want to fall in love again. But with a happy ending called MARRIAGE I know that ending is the beginning of a new story

Love that continues to grow together Love that fills each other’s empty spaces Love that mends each other’s broken parts Love that completes each other’s missing pieces

You (Allah), the Possessor of Love,

If you think I am not yet worthy of that love, then make me worthy. This heart is Yours, held in Your grasp. These feelings are Yours, and so too is this very self Yours.

Dear ALLAH...

I miss him so much. He whom I do not even know, What he is like, and Where he is

But I believe with all my heart that You are watching over him, his being and his heart.

I’m fine Really?

Dear Allah... You know better than I do

I’m not stuck, I’m just taking a moment’s rest

Taking a break granted by Allah to breathe, think, and start moving again

Regulating my breath, which has begun to come in gasps, Calming a heart often plagued by anxiety, Untangling chaotic, disordered thoughts Right now I am in a safe place

Allah is with me, watching over me. The universe is at work processing my prayers and hopes.

It was an ordinary Thursday. I had some errands to run and, as usual, I took an online taxi. A funny yet sweet experience happened on my way home. I’d booked an online taxi, and halfway through the journey, the driver asked my permission to stop at a coffee shop with a drive-thru. Without a second thought, I agreed.

Just before it was his turn to order coffee, he asked me something. I didn’t quite catch what he said, so I asked him to repeat the question. He asked me what kind of coffee I wanted.

Actually, I was surprised to hear that, but I tried to hide my surprised expression. He repeated his question, and he made it clear that he wanted to buy me a cup of coffee. He said he wanted to treat me as thankful. I thanked him, but I refused his treat. I said that I did not drink coffee. He looked so surprised and disbelieving that someone did not drink coffee.

He thought I was just embarrassed to accept his treat. But I assured him that I really do not drink coffee. In the end, I said that I am fasting and it succed to make him giving up immediately.

Sometimes I feel that my dreams are too big and make me think that they are impossible to achieve.

Are these dreams really that big? Or perhaps my efforts and determination are too small? Often, this doubt weakens me. The question, ‘Is it possible to achieve them?’ keeps popping into my mind.

I want to build a career in a field I’ve never considered before. To build hopes for a better, more stable life and to feel happy in another country.

With full awareness, I know it will require a lot of sacrifice. Time, money, energy, and perhaps even leaving my family.

I must start it right now. There can be no more delays. Admit all the mistakes and correct them immediately. Slowly is fine. The important thing is to keep progressing.

Strengthen your resolve to consistently improve yourself. The dream is in your heart. Make it Real with your determination and efforts.

Allah is always with you. He hears your prayers. He is also the only one who can grant all your hopes.

I know that it might look like a joke. I really want something big for my future, but I am such a donkey with what I've done.

I should show Allah how serious I am about my wishes. But I have done things that are forbidden by Him. How sinful I am. I am so ashamed. But I truly need Allah. His forgiveness. And only He can grant my prayers and desires, which are my dreams.

I'm going to improve my writing skills. How's the way? Actually, I'm not too sure if it's the right way, but I will try it. I will write the daily journal in my blog. Share about anything, such as my day, my work life, or a unique experience I have.

It would sound kinda randomly, right?

Can I restart the action plan that was put on hold?

I feel like I've neglected it for too long.

Training myself to write a journal in English. At that time, I really wanted to write a short daily journal regularly, but unfortunately I failed to do so.

Can I still continue with it?

Not in the form of a daily ‘journal’ titled ‘Day-x,’ but rather in the form of ‘parts.’

Only I can answer that.

No one else will encourage me except myself.

Let's start again. After Day-5, which I last wrote in November last year, we will continue with Part 6/365 and so on.

Bisakah aku memulai kembali action plan yang sempat terhenti? Jeda yang aku rasa sudah cukup lama terabaikan.

Melatih diriku untuk menulis jurnal dalam bahasa Inggris. Saat itu aku sangat ingin untuk membuat jurnal pendek harian secara rutin tapi sayangnya aku gagal merealisasinya.

Apakah aku masih boleh untuk melanjutkannya? Bukan lagi dalam bentuk daily "harian" dengan judul "Day-x", melainkan akan aku buat dalam bentuk "part"

Hanya diriku yang bisa menjawabnya. Tidak ada yang akan menyemangati selain diriku sendiri.

Aku benar-benar merasa harus banyak bersyukur pada Allah sekaligus meminta ampunanNYA. Namun untuk diriku, aku benar-benar harus meminta maaf sebanyak buih di lautan.

Pecinta serial anime misteri kriminal alias detektif-detektifan pasti udah nggak asing dengan salah satu serian legend yang satu ini. Hingga saat ini episode terbaru untuk serialnya sudah masuk episode 1.179, sedangkan untuk buku komik yang rilis terakhir adalah volume 103. Tapi khusus di postingan ini aku share daftar movie yang sudah release yaa. Sudah aku urutin dari movie pertama hingga yang terbaru di tahun 2025.

Detective Conan: The Time-Bombed Skyscraper (1997)

Detective Conan: The Fourteenth Target (1998)

Detective Conan: The Last Wizard of the Century (1999)

Detective Conan: Captured in Her Eyes (2000)

Detective Conan: Countdown to Heaven (2001)

Detective Conan: The Phantom of Baker Street (2002)

Detective Conan: Crossroad in the Ancient Capital (2003)

Detective Conan: Magician of the Silver Sky (2004)

Detective Conan: Strategy Above the Depths (2005)

Detective Conan: The Private Eyes' Requiem (2006)

Detective Conan: Jolly Roger in the Deep Azure (2007)

Detective Conan: Full Score of Fear (2008)

Detective Conan: The Raven Chaser (2009)

Detective Conan: The Lost Ship in the Sky (2010)

Detective Conan: Quarter of Silence (2011)

Detective Conan: The Eleventh Striker (2012)

Detective Conan: Private Eye in the Distant Sea (2013)

Detective Conan: Dimensional Sniper (2014)

Detective Conan: Sunflowers of Inferno (2015)

Detective Conan: The Darkest Nightmare (2016)

Detective Conan: The Crimson Love Letter (2017)

Detective Conan: Zero the Enforcer (2018)

Detective Conan: The Fist of Blue Sapphire (2019)

Detective Conan: The Scarlet Bullet (2021)

Detective Conan: The Bride of Halloween (2022)

Detective Conan: Black Iron Submarine (2023)

Detective Conan: The Million-dollar Pentagram (2024)

Detective Conan: One-Eyed Flashback (2025) Jadi coba share di kolom komentar apakah kamu sudah nonton semua DC the Movie? Dan coba sebutin Movie mana yang jadi favorit kamu?