Adhes

I'm tired, really tired, my head hurts, my heartbeats are slow, there's no flow, everything is stuck.

Will I ever be enough? They answer with a big NO! Stop, say no more, I don't wanna be gone but those voices need to be stopped.

Crying myself at night, while the rain falls away, try to keep warm the existence of my bare flesh.

Kissing, your soul dancing with me.

Dreaming, a life that didn't mean to be.

Escaping, from a reality that you could feel.

Words, expressing what once was told.

Holding, to something that is gone.

There are too many things, many to be counted, a lot to be hold.

Look at the night sky, where the stars shine brighter than before, keep that silence that cover your souls.

Thoughts flying around, troublemakers I should call them, why is it like that right now?

I, I over think about what would it looks like but life keeps going.

Stop, but how? Time never does that for those who stay in nowhere.

I cried, one tear running on the face of someone that have regrets.

I lie, but no reason to stop now.