RP memes

i   don ‘ t   want   to   post   this   on   any   of   my   rp   blogs ,   but   i   have   to   get   it   off   my   chest   somewhere !   so ,   i ‘ d   like   to   apologize   for   the   saltiness   in   advance .    anyway ,   let ‘ s   get   this   shit   done ...

posting   negativity   on   your   blog   might   be   a   way   to   release   some   of   your   tension ,   but   it   can   also   have   a   huge   influence   on   your   followers / mutuals .    i ‘ m   experiencing   this   on   several   of   my   blogs   right   now .   there   are   people   i   really   like   and   want   to   write   with ,   so   i ‘ ve   been   reaching   out   to   them ,   trying   to   plot   something   and   just   in   gerneral   build   some   ooc   connection .   these   people   are   the   exact   same   COMPLAINING   about   being   left   out / forgotten / replaced / overseen .   and   yet   they   are   doing   the   exact   same   damn   thing !

so ,   here ‘ s   the   thing   that ‘ s   bothering   me :   i   totally   get   that   someone   has   favorites ,   it ‘ s   the   same   with   me .   but   i   am   trying   to   have   an   open   mind   about   meeting   and   getting   to   know   new   people   and   potential   writing   partners .   ignoring   someone   who   reaches   out   to   you   when   you ‘ re   not   feeling   well   and   tries   to   help   you   and   is   HONESTLY   interested   in   you   as   a   writing   partner   and   person   is   NOTHING   BUT   BULLSHIT .   i ‘ m   sorry   about   the   language ,   but   i   just   can ‘ t   phrase   it   differently .

and   what ‘ s   even   more   important   :   STOP   WHINING   ABOUT   SOMETHING   THAT ‘ S   CLEARLY   NOT   THE   TRUTH ! this   is   addressed   especially   to   those   who   complain   about   having   nobody   who   cares   about   them   and   only   two   seconds   later   they   post   something   ooc   including   one / several   of   their   mututals .   you   are   NOT   ALONE ,    you ‘ re   begging   for   attention   GODDAMMIT!!!   and   you ‘ re   making   the   ones   who   care   about   you   but   YOU  CHOOSE   TO  IGNORE   feel   like   shit .    like   they ‘ re   literally   not   worthy   of   your   time   or   interest   or   attention .   this   seems   to   be   a   common   thing   especially   amongst   those   ‘ popular   blogs ‘  almost   everybody   seems   to   have   complicated   feelings   about .

so ,   i   guess   what   i ‘ m   trying   to   say   is :   WAKE   UP   AND   OPEN   YOUR   EYES !   STOP   MAKING   PEOPLE   FEEL   BAD   BECAUSE   YOU ‘ RE   CLEARLY   IN   A   MOOD   AND   DON ‘ T   GET   THE   ATTENTION   YOU   WANT !   IT ‘ S   NOT   HELPING   ANYONE !   IF   ANYTHING   AT   ALL   YOU   END   UP   MAKING   SOMEBODY   ELSE   FEEL   LIKE   SHIT   AS   WELL   BECAUSE   YOU   ARE   DOING   THE   EXACT   SAME   THING   YOU ‘ RE   COMPLAINING   ABOUT   TO   THEM !   SPREAD   POSITIVITY   INSTEAD   OF   NEGATIVITY   BECAUSE   WHAT   EVER   YOU   DO :   IT ‘ S   INFLUENCING   OTHERS !

100 Letters “ I find myself alone at night unless I'm having sex.” “ I don't let him touch me anymore. “ “ I'm not something to butter up and taste when you get bored. “ “ 'Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors. “ “ Please don't go away “ “ I said ‘It's too late’ “ “ I can't stop thinking that I almost gave you everything. “ “ I can't stop wishing that I never gave you anything. “ “ You wrote 100 letters just for me “ “ Now I'm constantly reminded of the time I was 19. “

Eyes Closed “ It's all the same. “ “ I know how to play “ “ Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you “ “ But you've been replaced “ “ I'm face to face with someone new “ “ So tell me where I went wrong “ “ Would've gave it all for you, cared for you “ “ So tell me how to move on “ “ They don't realize that I'm thinking about you “

Heaven in hiding “ Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin'? “ “ I push up on my toes, you call me 'sweet thing' “ “ And you thought that you were the boss tonight “ “ I flip the script like I can take a beating “ “ You'll know I can put on a show “ “ Don't you see what you're finding? “ “ I don't have no time for conversation “ “ Said this ain't what you usually do and a girl like me is new for you “ “  I can tell you mean it cause you're shakin' “

Alone “ He tried to phone me but I never have time “ “ He said that I never listen but I don't even try “ “ She asked if I recognized her and I told her I might “ “ But I'm still alone in my mind “ “ I know you're dying to meet me “ “ Baby, as soon as you meet me you'll wish that you never did “ “ I can never say sorry 'cause I won't take the blame “ “ I know I always go missing “

Now or Never “ I don't wanna fight right now “ “ You know we're runnin' out of time “ “ Now I gotta draw a line “ “ I want you to hold me down “ “ I want you to love me now “ “ I'm callin' it a night now “ “ We've been through it all “ “ I need you to make your mind up “

Lie “ I gave you the messiest head “ “ You give me the messiest head “ “ I'm tryna' give the impression that I get the message you wish I was dead “ “ I won't let us finish yet “ “ Please don't take this as a threat “ “ All I'm sayin' is if you don't love me no more then lie “ “ You notice that we in love “ “ Treat her right and she won't complain “ “ There's no need to lie no more “

Walls could talk “ I'm about four minutes from a heart attack “ “ I think you make me a maniac “ “ Shit is crazy right? “ “ I ain't your baby no more “

Bad at Love “ I believe that we're meant to be “ “ Look, I don't mean to frustrate “ “ But I always make the same mistakes “ “ I'm bad at love “ “ You know I'd be lyin' sayin' you were the one that could finally fix me “ “ I know that you're afraid “ “ I'm gonna walk away “

Don’t Play “ I don't give a damn what you say to me “ “ I'm moving on “ “ I had some space to deal with it “ “ Yeah, don't even try “ “ Motherfucker, don't play with me “

Angel on Fire “ 'Cause nobody seems to ask about me anymore “ “ Nobody seems to care 'bout anything I think “ “ I'm faded away, you know, I used to be on fire “ “ I'm standin' in the ashes of who I used to be “ “ 'Cause I'd laugh and drink and talk 'bout things “ “ Now it's my own anxiety that makes the conversation hard “

Devil in me “ You said I would've hit the ceiling “ “ You said I should eat my feelings “ “ I scream too loud if I speak my mind “ “ I don't wanna wake it up “ “ You said I'm too much to handle “ “ I won't take anyone down if I crawl tonight “

[text] Gay? But you're a girl!

[text] Well, I'm gay then... gotta live with that.

[text] Didn't you sent this half-naked dude last year already?

[text] NO MORE HALF-NAKED GUYS!!!

[text] Umm ... Me and ordinary? You might wanna reconsider that statement again.

[text] Hey ho! Is this still _____? I never know considering your urge to change numbers and profile picutres.

[text] NOOO! I'm never going back there. Not even if the world's fate depends on it

[text] That's the proof that guys NEVER grow up

[text] Sure - physically .... mentally is doubtful

[text] You don't need to shower, neither did ____

[text] I'm going upstairs and take a dump in the guestroom.

[text] I already said that. NO ONE EVER LISTENS TO ME!!!

[text] Still better than i am. Trust me, I'm a noob.

[text] You're the seventh asking... I swear I'll kill someone if I hear that question EVER again

[text] Might be but I'm more chill than any of you guys

[text] At first I wanted to call it "the wi-fi is strong with this one" but then I realized I'm not THAT much into Star Wars

[text] You'd better do something for your brain instead of your muscles.

[text] That's hurting! You only text me because you don't have a life!

[text] Fine, then I'll sit upon you and fart!

[text] What? Did you scram so you won't have to bear with me?

LOVE BITES (SO DO I)

I know a thousand ways to help you forget about her

I’m nothing like the rest

I kiss you in a way you’ll never forget about me.

Hey love I’ve had enough!

I’ve felt pleasure without pain

MZ. HYDE

You know I’m not so innocent

And I know you, can’t resist this

Boy/Girl you better run for your life!

Welcome to the nightmare in my head!

Just give in and you won’t be sorry.

I can be the bitch.

I can play the whore.

I MISS THE MISERY

I've been a mess since you stayed.

I miss the lies and the pain.

I miss the bad things.

I miss the screaming, the way that you blame me!

I don't miss you, I miss the misery!

I'd rather fight than just fake it.

I miss the rough sex.

I miss the feeling of pains in my chest!

BEAUTIFUL WITH YOU

You're here with me

So here am I, you see all of my scars

I've been the strong one for so long

I'm not holding back and I know what I want

IN YOUR ROOM

I've seen the rest of you

I'm right outside your door

You don't have to hide from me, I won't tell

I know everyone you've ever trusted has let you down

You know every part of me

Baby it's all right, you're safe in here with me

YOU CALL ME A BITCH (LIKE IT'S A BAD THING)

I'm not looking for love. No not today

You call me a bitch like it's a bad thing

You call me a freak like that means something

I don't give a shit

I don't really care what you tell your friends

I think you hate me because you want me