I think... 2019 is not going to be my year, maybe one more year. I need to find out how to change my mentality. My goal was to respond to people better this year and it kind of got better but still needs so much work. Im hoping its just a tough beginning. I feel like i dont really have a lot of close friends, and i dont really know who is my friend, but thats a failure on my part. I dont try enough. I dont feel comfortable telling anyone a lot of stuff and its hard to keep to myself but ive almost gotten used to it now. I have no reason for it but i get so sad sometimes, randomly for the smallest things. Even after a good day sometimes i feel like i didnt do enough. I get sad more often now too, i dont know if its stress or feeling lonely but im trying to keep myself busy in the meantime. I cant even tell momo everything for no good reason. I just need to work on myself this year.
















