nothing makes me happy anymore. everyday i was myself and tslking and adventurous in love with the outdoors. and every day you shoved me into your corner. and now i cant find happiness in anything anymore. ill get around it for fucks sake but can you let a girl be sad like jesus fuck

i feel like such an asshole. such a tease. i dont know what to do. i didnt mean for it to end this way. i just want to have fun. before i can't. i just wanna go out. i want goober to text me back. i feel like i text him too much. i talk too much. i care too much. i imcest too much of myself into people. but i kind of like him. im not going into anything love wise. bc its not my heart talking.