memi

needy ? i was needy once . they put me in a tumblr community . a JIRAI tumblr community . and the attention made me needy .

I'm so fucking disgusting I can't take care of normal fucking hygiene, some people shower twice a day every single day, most people shower at least every other day, I'm so disgusting I just can't do it I just can't even stand doing it even when my body feels so gross I'd rather deal with it than shower I just can't fucking stand to be unclothed it makes me so hyper aware of my body which is my least favorite thing

The only times my body has ever made me happy is when it's injured

Just a boy who can only yearn for love but gets scared the moment they think about wanting a real relationship and scared of themselves for screwing it up again ~ <3