wherefore art thou

Love is a choice, they say. But did you really choose me? Or was I just the choice you settled on when nothing else seemed to shine brighter?

I really miss how you used to care for me. The way you made me feel like I wasn’t alone meant so much. Your simple "good morning," "good night," "eat well," and "good job today" really made a difference in my day. Those little things kept me going and motivated me to do my best. I miss the fun we had playing games, just watching each other on screen while doing our own things—it made me feel close to you. I miss all of it. Now, you, not talking to me, hurts so much. I just really miss you.

I hope my absence gives you the peace that my love couldn't.

Telling my parents about another relationship that didn't work out is really heartbreaking.

If you only knew how empty I am without you...

I miss being someone's favorite.

Never been good enough to make anyone stay.

I know we cannot always get what we want in life, but wtf did I do to deserve this shitty life?

In the face of doubt and uncertainty, having someone who just "gets it" can be the lifeline you need to feel a flicker of hope. It's a subtle but profound reassurance that everything will be alright, even if the path ahead seems unclear.