saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him
i want this man in my inventory
ok i know i've added this to the post myself, but i gotta say: this is not about gacha. gacha games are gambling, and they're preying on your want to own the blorbo and/or want to collect all the stuff. the kind of inventory i'm talking about it purely metaphorical. you can put the blorbo in your pocket at any time. pls don't spend your hard won cash on pixel men, it's not worth it
when i see my comfort characters, not only do i want to acquire them, but i want to put them in a little zoo desguised as a little village nestled between the sea and mountains. a safe place they will forever stay in, passing the infinite time they have now interacting with each other, listening to each other’s stories, tending to the crops and going to the festivals and laughing and crying and still being tormented even after a supposed happy ending after all these traumas and horrible things they did and said and just watching them struggling to even comprehend why they landed here and not anywhere else. they were supposed to die it was supposed to be the end, to not suffer anymore. and now they're in some sunny meadow with a nice little cottage and a nice little garden with little carrots and tomatoes and some other broken people just as lost and confused as they are that they're supposed to live and laugh and joke and cry and rage with and this is what Respite is supposed to feel like???Why aren’t they here?They are supposed to just make peace with it and just go along?Why can't I see them??Is this what it feels like to be granted an impossible peace you certainly don't deserve by some god-like being you can't even BEGIN to comprehend?Where are they where are theyTo being forced to accept that this meadow and this village between the mountains and the sea and those other broken people are enough??please please be thereThat you literally have no other choice than to heal alongside them? And for what? What is the point of doing all of this? To please some god you have never even heard about?I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry please just tell me where they wentAnd when you cry out to the heavens in anguish over this- this hell you were forcibly put on after barely passing the threshold of death, and you scream out why? Just WHY?! WHY ME AND NOT ANYONE ELSE??? WHY ME AND NOT THEM?!
Because i just like you that much.
And what other choice are you supposed to have anyway?
