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beware of me the moment THE noritoshi kamo becomes animated
𝐀 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐬
ft. Megumi Fushiguro
w/ reader.
ʚ𝐩.ɞ Megumi F. x reader
ʚ𝐬.ɞ What a beautiful day for Megumi to stream. But, that's when you suddenly, on accident appear on his stream, and now people think you're his girlfriend. Everything goes down from then on. But, is it just bad or good because you're down bad for Megumi?
ʚ𝐰.ɞ Enemies to idiots in love to lovers ღ reader has a crush on Megumi ღ Megumi actually uses words ღ revealing clothes(NO SEX DW) ღ both are teens in love ღ kissing(lips to lips, shoulder, neck, cheek/face....) ღ idiots in love at some point ღ ship(MeguY/N) ღ Honorable Mention: Gojo Satohoe(•ˋ _ ˊ•) ღ both are 17-19 idk ღ uses of Y/N ღ did I mention Hoejo? ღ Megumi is a streamer n reader is... Human being. ღ ROOMMATES W MEGUMI 😍
𝐂𝐇. 𝟏.: ?
𝐂𝐇. 𝟐.: ?
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Hi guys I might cancel this because I've seen lots of people having the same idea so im sorry💔
Im getting tired of everyone, I might just block every single soul
A good Megumi x reader christmas fic is waiting for y'all next year ... Or maybe even this year...
NEXT YEAR??? AS IN THIS YEAR???? 2026???!?!! NO

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i wanna change my username but GODAMMIT its born with me
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ft. Megumi Fushiguro
w/ reader.
ʚ𝐩.ɞ Megumi F. x reader
ʚ𝐬.ɞ What a beautiful day for Megumi to stream. But, that's when you suddenly, on accident appear on his stream, and now people think you're his girlfriend. Everything goes down from then on. But, is it just bad or good because you're down bad for Megumi?
ʚ𝐰.ɞ Enemies to idiots in love to lovers ღ reader has a crush on Megumi ღ Megumi actually uses words ღ revealing clothes(NO SEX DW) ღ both are teens in love ღ kissing(lips to lips, shoulder, neck, cheek/face....) ღ idiots in love at some point ღ ship(MeguY/N) ღ Honorable Mention: Gojo Satohoe(•ˋ _ ˊ•) ღ both are 17-19 idk ღ uses of Y/N ღ did I mention Hoejo? ღ Megumi is a streamer n reader is... Human being. ღ ROOMMATES W MEGUMI 😍
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i started the love is 4 the weak fic btw. proof.
or i should finish secret between us lol
i started the love is 4 the weak fic btw. proof.
Hi guys I have a crush on this one girl ok bye

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shadow puppets! .✦ ݁˖
you and toji teach little gumi how to do shadow puppets…except he accidentally summons his demon dogs?! ( ˶°ㅁ°) part 2 of my 1k celebratory series, enjoy!
content: husband!toji x reader, dad!toji fluff, 4 y/o megumi, a little inaccurate to canon towards the end ♡⸝⸝ word count: 1.8k
“…okay…and if you move your second hand like this…”
you’re sat on the floor of four-year-old megumi’s tiny bedroom, trying to demonstrate how to do shadow puppets while he watches and follows along.
the room is dimmed down, the only light coming from the lamp in the far corner. it illuminates the nearby surroundings, soft light spilling across the far wall and the sparse stickers and posters that are blue-tacked across it.
toji passes the room, raising a brow and pausing to lean against the doorway, his mouth curling into an amused smirk.
“…what are you doing?”
“trying to teach gumi how to do shadow puppets!” you say, turning to face your husband. “he seemed interested when some of the other kids did them at nursery, so i figured….” you trail off, too occupied with the shadow bunny you’re attempting to form.
toji opens his mouth but doesn’t quite speak. instead, he watches the scene in front of him in silence: you, sat cross-legged with your tongue pressed between your lips in concentration, and little megumi by your side, his facial expression matching yours. his chubby fingers fold over each other in an attempt to copy your movements, and the boy’s spiky hair is still damp from his bedtime shower. loose strands stick to the sides of his face here and there as he grumbles in concentration. you hear a tiny grunt from your husband in what you can only assume is a teasing scoff before you hear the sound of him sitting down in the doorway.
you pause, looking up and throwing toji a look of mild confusion.
“what? i can’t join in?” he murmurs, a tiny grin pulling at his scarred lip. despite his confident tone, you can see the tiniest flicker of uncertainty in his harsh features, like he's not quite sure if he should intrude on this moment.
you sigh empathetically, but choose to keep your tone teasing to match his. “fine, but you better actually try.”
-
half an hour or so later, megumi’s mastered every animal shadow puppet you’ve shown him so far with almost no difficulty: first the bunny, then the elephant, and finally the frog. toji, on the other hand, is still struggling with the bunny.
to be fair to him, at least he’s trying, but nonetheless his results so far have been lacking.
"how did you just—" he grumbles, dark brows furrowed as you demonstrate more. the sight is laughable: your huge husband hunched over himself, his large hands pressed against each other in a poor attempt at forming a shadow bunny. each time he’d struggled with a shadow puppet, megumi would form it with little-to-no difficulty, a flicker of silent pride in his expression.
“good job gumi!” you coo, ruffling the mess of dark spikes on his head.
toji grunts, throwing you a side glance before muttering, “there’s no way the kid enjoys this. i thought this was supposed to be fun.”
“don’t be silly, toji. it is fun for him, can’t you see?” you roll your eyes playfully at the scowl fixed on his face.
the three of you continue like that for a while. you demonstrate how to do several more shadow puppets to little megumi, who nods determinedly before copying your actions. a comfortable silence settles over you all, save for the occasional grumble or frustrated comment from toji as he struggles yet again with another shadow puppet.
now, megumi’s attempting to form a wolf, his chunky hands pressed together firmly. his eyes are fixed on your hands, thick lashes batting with each blink as he observes your movements attentively.
toji lets out a loud, unceremonious yawn, scratching his neck before lazily casting a glance at megumi and you.
“i’m hungry.”
you and megumi both look up in sync, the four year old giving toji a grumpy glare for ruining his concentration.
“you cannot be serious. we finished dinner an hour ago!” you protest.
“and?” he shrugs, clearly unfazed by the unimpressed looks both you and megumi are giving him. he stretches before standing up and walking off to the kitchen, but not without addressing his son over his shoulder. “just keep up the good work while i’m gone, kid.”
you sigh, exasperated, and turn to face megumi, who’s clearly anything but pleased by the disruption.
“it’s okay. he’s being silly, just ignore him.” you murmur, trying to draw his attention away from his gluttonous father and back to the half-complete wolf shadow he’s projecting onto the wall. he does so (albeit reluctantly) and turns his head away from the doorway, cheeks puffed out a little in determination as he faces you again.
after a few minutes, he seems to have mastered the wolf shadow puppet completely. despite his serious expression, there's a flicker of enthusiasm in his eyes as he peers up at you for approval.
"well done, megs!" you beam. "when your dad gets back from the kitchen we can show him, 'kay?" megumi perks up slightly at the mention of showing his dad, his face showing a hint of interest.
you smile at that before gently encouraging him to keep practicing while you both wait for toji's return. megumi continues testing out the different shadow puppets, letting the light from the lamp cascade over his hands and onto the wall behind him in uneven flickers. with each hand movement, a new shadow animal appears, and a comfy sense of quiet settles over the room as he continues to test out each newly-learned animal shadow puppet.
first the bunny. then the frog. then the bird. then the elephant.
his movements are surprisingly precise for a four-year-old, and each action seems meaningful, calculated. truthfully, it shouldn't come as that much of a shock to you, considering his unusual levels of patience, but it still does.
you hear the sound of toji's footsteps approaching and megumi immediately stops the shadow puppet that he's practicing, straightening up and turning to face the doorway as your husband comes into view.
toji immediately raises a brow, eyes flicking between your face and then megumi's determined expression.
"what's up, kid?" he leans against the doorframe, mild interest settling over his features as he gestures towards the wall. “how’s it going?”
"he learned a new shadow puppet and wants to show you. isn't that right, megs?" you smile at the boy encouragingly and he nods. he then turns his body towards the far wall and the lamp once more, clasping his hands together to form the wolf shadow puppet once more with surprising speed and skill.
it's almost exactly the same as the past few times he’s practiced it, except for one thing. this time, shadows seem to surround him, trailing up his legs and then around his arms and hands. once the smoke-like shadows disperse, you're met with a very strange sight.
right there, in the centre of the room, stand two wolf-like dogs, their thick fur still half-shrouded in the remaining shadows. they seem to be puppies seeing as they’re much too small to be fully-grown, and yet they reach up to megumi’s waist in height already.
they pause at the sight of the new environment, cocking their heads in interest and taking in the interior of the room. one of the two, the one with white fur, turns to face megumi with its tongue stuck out, panting heavily. soft streaks of ivory are scattered across its body, the shades standing out more obviously in the warm light. the other puppy, the one with jet-black fur, simply nudges its head against megumi’s leg before sniffing at his pj pants in curiosity.
megumi stands frozen in the middle of them looking mildly confused before a tiny, pleased grin settles on his face. carefully, he reaches a hand out and lets the two eagerly lick at his fingers, then experimentally tries to pet them. he watches the dogs carefully, eyes wide and brows furrowed, as though determinedly trying to study their reactions. each pet he gives them is met with an excited yip, which spurs him on to continue rubbing their heads and ears in turn.
you turn to face your husband, surprise written all over both of your faces.
"…so i'm guessing that wasn't part of what he'd practiced?" he grins, the scar on his lip curling as he does so.
"no!" you laugh breathlessly, smiling at him and pushing yourself off of the floor so that you can stand by his side. he looks notably pleased, his features a fraction softer and a hint of pride lingering in his smile.
you’d already known about your husband’s previous worries, about how he’d been shunned from his own clan for his lack of a cursed technique during his childhood. and while you’d tried to reassure him that it would be okay, that megumi would be just fine regardless of whether he inherited a cursed technique or not, you knew that deep down the matter weighed on toji’s mind much more than he’d let on.
toji pulls you to his side, letting you rest your head on his shoulder as you both watch megumi giggle with the puppies, letting them sniff and nudge his hands with their heads.
“i can’t believe he got his cursed technique just like that,” you smile, a sense of pride welling in your chest before you turn to meet toji’s gaze. his eyes soften almost imperceptibly as they rest upon yours. “…we did well, huh?” you murmur.
“you did well, you mean.” toji replies, shaking his head a little. “i was awful at those puppet things. he wouldn’t have learned a thing from me.”
“pffft.." you sigh contentedly, leaning your head a little further into your husband's shoulder.
you both stand there like that, fondness filling your chest at the sight of the two puppies rushing around megumi, both of their silhouettes casting shadows onto the bedroom wall behind them in the lamplight.
after about ten minutes or so, the puppies seem to be worn out, snuggled together comfortably on the carpet. megumi is sat between them both, busy testing out a few of the other shadow puppets you’d shown him, as though trying to see whether he can summon any more animals.
when none of them work, he seems to consider his next options for a second before instinctively clenching his fists together and holding them out in front of him, a determined expression on his chubby face.
“um…toji, why is he clenching his fists like that..?”
author's notes: sorry for any inaccuracies !! i tried to make it work but certain bits may not fully follow the canon (like the ending, it was just to be funny) >< also sorry if the end half is a little weird/cringey agh event taglist ❤︎
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(,,>﹏<,,) bring your kid to work day + nanami! ✦⋆💼.˚
“my love, are you absolutely sure about this?”
you giggle, turning from where you’d been preparing your daughter’s mini lunchbox so that you’re facing your husband. his face is taut, a subtle sense of worry set in his features.
“kento.” a small, exasperated smile plays on your lips. “she’ll be fine. besides, you know how excited she’s been about this — she’s been talking about it all week!”
“i know, but...what if she gets bored? or if she wants to go home midway through the day? you know i can’t exactly take her back whenever i please.” nanami tugs at his tie a little, smoothing down the edges absentmindedly: a nervous tell of his that you’ve grown accustomed to by now.
you lean back against the kitchen counter, raising an eyebrow.
“she literally clings to you every time you work from home,” you counter, rolling your eyes at the memory of her behaviour just last week. she’d followed him around all day, pacing back-and-forth alongside him and just barely avoiding tripping him up while he had been taking important business calls. you had tried to pry her away just long enough for your poor husband to finish at least one business call without any disruptions, but that only resulted in tears. a lot of them.
in fact, she’d cried for an hour after that, sulking in her father’s arms as he empathetically stroked her hair in an attempt to calm her down.
okay, so nanami supposes you may have a point, she’d probably be just fine at his workplace.
he rubs his temple, regrettably all out of arguments. instead, he gives in and chooses to finish packing his bag for work, shoulders lowering a fraction.
you both hear several loud, unceremonious stomps coming down the stairs, and you simultaneously turn to see your daughter reach the foot of the stairs, all ready for her day out. she has a huge grin plastered on her face, and her hair is in two neat pigtails — thanks to nanami of course — complete with two bright hair clips.
“i’m ready! let’s go!” she rushes to him and tugs at his leg, eyes wide and expression excited. she extends her arms in a silent plea to be carried, and who is your husband to deny his sweet daughter?
“see you after work!” you smile, pressing a quick kiss to your daughter’s nose and waving them both goodbye.
-
nanami leans back slightly from where he’s sat at his desk, staring at his computer screen and inspecting the values in the spreadsheet. it’s monotonous work, just about as boring as always — as should be expected of a 9-5 office job. unlike a typical work day, however, his desk has several colourful drawings scattered across its surface today. the first is a drawing of a flower, spirals of bright yellow crayon forming what he can only assume are the petals. alongside the flower picture are two other drawings: a drawing of a huge, wonky heart coloured in yellow, and then another sheet of paper with a drawing of a stick figure with blond hair, a serious expression drawn onto its round face.
averting his gaze from his desk, nanami moves to lift his breakfast (a pesto-mozzarella baguette) to his mouth, chewing slowly and watching his daughter doodle. she’s got her tongue stuck out as she scribbles in determined silence, her crayon in one hand and a chocolate chip muffin in the other.
the bakery workers had both worn a look of poorly-contained surprise upon hearing his order change from his usual baguette sandwich to both a baguette and a muffin this time. they’d always taken him as a man heavily rooted in routine, and so to see him stray away from what was typical of him was…odd.
“what are you drawing now, sweetheart?” nanami murmurs softly, watching her hunch over yet another sheet of paper, her grip firm on her crayon.
“me and papa at work!” she responds. he raises his eyebrows at that, a tiny, barely-perceptible smile crossing his features as he watches her join up the arms of the two stick figures so that they’re holding hands. she doesn’t lift her head from her drawing, too engrossed in adding his blond hair perfectly atop his head and drawing her own smile just right.
after about fifteen minutes or so, she’s done.
“tada! that’s papa, and that’s me!” she exclaims proudly, glancing up at nanami for approval and beaming when she sees him smile softly back at her. he strokes her hair, quiet for a moment before speaking.
“okay, now that you’ve finished your drawing, why don’t we take a break from playing so i can go get a coffee?”
“it’s not playing.” she corrects him, blinking up at him with solemn eyes. “i’m working, just like you do!” at that, your daughter puts a hand on her hip, looking up at her father with an unimpressed expression. while nanami’s not quite sure that he’d put gruelling office work on the same level as scribbling a few drawings, he decides it’s better not to debate on the matter.
“okay, i’m sorry, honey. let’s take a break from working and go get a coffee.”
“yay! okay!”
your daughter skips down the hall with him, speaking excitedly about her day as they approach the coffee machine.
“do you want to press the buttons for me?” he looks down at his daughter, and she nods excitedly. nanami carefully lifts her up, securing her in his arms so that she can reach the machine properly.
“an americano, please.” he places a mug under the machine before lifting a finger to point at the correct button. the four year old girl presses it with a tiny delighted giggle, clearly pleased with herself as coffee begins to pour out into the cup below.
“i want one too!”
“it may be a little too bitter for you, shall we get you a hot chocolate instead?”
that catches her attention. with an excited squeal, she agrees enthusiastically, turning to face the machine and trying to figure out which button to press. she hesitates, unsure which is the hot chocolate.
“that one, sweetheart.” nanami gently guides her finger to the right button and she turns her head to face him in awe as it pours out, eyes wide and surprised.
a couple of minutes later, your daughter skips back down the hall, nanami following close behind with two mugs in his hands, trying to match her pace while also making sure not to spill anything.
she slides happily into her seat next to his desk, tapping her hands on the tabletop expectantly as she waits for her father to put her mug down before pulling a sheet of paper and a crayon close to her.
“okay. now i’m in work mode! no distracting me, okay?” she blinks sternly up at him. she’s sat about as professionally as a four year old can be, her mug at her side and a stack of papers in front of her.
nonetheless, over the span of the next 5 or so minutes, your husband can’t help but notice one problem.
“is the hot chocolate too hot?” he asks gently, watching as his daughter reaches out for the drink a third time before quickly retracting her hands again.
“…mhm.” that earns a small, empathetic sigh from nanami.
“here, let me help.” he murmurs. gently, he lifts the mug to his lips and blows for a few minutes before taking a small sip.
“there. it should be fine now. try it.” she does so, meanwhile he brushes her hair away from her face tenderly.
“yeah! all better!” she shuts her eyes contentedly and takes the mug from his hands happily, kicking her legs back and forth in between excited sips.
after several minutes of being sat like that and sipping her drink, your daughter looks up from her hot chocolate to face nanami.
“i like working with papa!” she beams at him, showing off the mess of hot chocolate around her mouth and cheeks in the process.
nanami’s expression softens at those simple words.
“yeah, i like working with you too, sweetheart.”
a/n: idea creds to my lovely hazel @hangenism i love this idea and i love you thank you sososo much !!! girl dad papamin you are SO dear to me ˊᗜˋ && this is a semi filler post while i try to get rid of my writing block
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yn doesn't know ✿ megumi fushiguro is madly in love with you and you don't know it ﹙ yearning ﹚
megumi fushiguro has been in love with you for the longest time since middle school. everybody has told you that. not because he told them, but because they could tell.
they could tell in the way he looked at you. that soft look in his eyes everytime they met you. that's not a look that he gives to just anyone. that's definitely the look of someone in love.
but you couldn't believe them. you just couldn't. megumi fushiguro was one the most quiet and reserved guys you've ever met there is no way he could like you or stare at you like that. that just couldn't be true!
but it was true.
megumi fushiguro did in fact love you. he loved you like nobody else.
the moment you helped him up on the playground when you were five, when that smile was always plastered on your face, he knew he liked you. it wasn't that your smile was beautiful (though he always bkushed when he saw it) but it was that you were just so effortlessly sweet. you were the kindest girl he's ever met (second to tsumiki but still the kindest).
and when you first became friends he tried desperately to suppress those feelings. not because he was embarrassed of liking you. that was never the case. but because he was scared of admitting he was in love with you and having to one day face it and tell you. and he couldn't just tell you.
he may come off as aloof and fearless but in reality, when it comes to being vulnerable with the people he cares for, he's scared. not only is he afraid of opening his heart for you, he is afraid of opening his heart and being rejected.
he can't lose you.
he just can't lose you.
who would sit with him at lunch? who would talk to him or try to make him smile on days when he wasn't one the mood?
so for ten years he stayed silent. he became megumi, the distant and withdrawn boy you met on a playground when you were six. he became megumi, the guy who doesn't like being in big circles and prefers the company of you because you're the only friend who isn't loud or annoying. for ten years he just denied ever liking you because he couldn't handle the thought of being rejected and having to lose you.
for ten years he suppressed his love for you.
was it easy? no
did it hurt? maybe.
middle school was hard.
it was so, so hard to hide it.
he remembered being in the gym class with you for those three years. it was torture. because as you grew, you grew more beautiful. and maybe it was the hormones or the love in the air, but he thought you were the most beautiful girl in his grade if not the whole school. maybe even the world.
your beauty penetrated the highest of his walls (either that or his walls were built of toothpicks and marshmallows).
but ofcourse it didn't stop there. because his love couldn't simply stop at your beauty. even as you grew more social with people, even as you started hopping from group to group, you still stuck with him like the butter on his morning toast.
you always found your way back to him. it made him feel sort of special. it made him feel like you could rely on him. it made him feel like he could rely on you.
everytime he tagged along with your friends, you'd always turn around, give him that beautiful smile that secretly made his heart race and ask him, "are you alright?". he couldn't answer to that. the answer that he was desperately trying to form in his mind vanished. so, he just nodded and replied with a gruff, "im fine."
he remembers one time, in gym class during your "rebellious" phase, you two hid underneath the bleachers talking crap about your classmates. you talked about a certain classmates terrible haircut and he couldn't help but stifle a laugh. did he mention that your jokes, despite being corny at times, made him smirk most of the time?. he thought that they were stupid but they made this warmth spread through his chest. it made him feel normal. it made him feel like maybe there was a place where he can fit in.
nobody could replicate the way you made him feel. nobody. not even hana, the girl in his history class that was always trying to get in the way. she couldn't comapre to you.
she was always there but not in the way you were. her presence was loud and demanded attention. your's was quiet. your's was more comforting (not to mention he thought the bob she had didn't suit her).
as time went on she grew to like someone else in his class. which ended well. but then came your bold and loud classmate. he didn't like him. not even one bit.
he was so annoying. he thiught everybody was annoying but this was different kind of annoying. he was always around. it gave you no choice but to pay attention to him. it gave you no choice but to cancel all your plans and ditch megumi for him.
maybe he was more handsome than megumi but still.. it was a weird feeling that settled in his chest. some call it jealousy but megumi called it annoyance. he wasn't jealous. he wasn't jealous at all.
megumi fushiguro you liar.
you were jealous and in love with her.
admit it. admit that you're in love with her. tell her. confess to her. do it before it's too late.
his heart was telling him to speak now or remain silent for the rest of his adolescence but his mind was telling him to take it like a man, to stay quiet, to let that dumb guy have a go that way he won't have to face his fear.
fortunately he was whisked away at the sight of another girl. that meant megumi had time. that meant megumi could have her all to himself.
he just had to speak now.
but as the days for your middle school graduation were finally nearing, he realized he may not have much time left. the final week of school were the worst days of his life. he tried to muster up the courage to tell you how he felt. but he couldnt..
he practiced in his mind the words he would tell you every morning and night. but everytime they didn't sound right. they didn't sound good enough for someone as perfect as you. they didn't seem enough.
because no words would be enough to describe the feeling he gets when you're near.
as days neared he began losing hope.
and when the day came, he had only one chance to tell you. to tell you that your friends are right. to tell you that he is madly in love with you and that he doesn't he couldnt just get you out of his system.
he had one chance and wasted it.
you were walking to your parents, you hugged them tight with your signature grin. not knowing that the boy everybody was telling you was madly inlove with you was standing there, watching with a defeated look on his face.
and that was the last he saw of you.
until highschool.
authors note: ay another fic done !! this one is definitely not proofread. i pulled this out of my ass last minute because i was sad. this may or may not be based off of my first crush/ relationship.. ﹙ it most definitely is﹚. i miss her guys kill me. anyways credits to @boundbunnie for the dividers and also lemme know if you guys want a part two !!