battling entropy

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trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

Kill self

Transition

Betray self for nothing

Move to a brand new city and teach self how to die

Be a lesbian

1. LEAD WITH LOVE

2. GO WHERE YOUR HEART LEADS YOU

3. TRUST YOURSELF

4. JOURNAL MORE

5. ONE BELLY LAUGH A DAY, MINIMUM

6. CALL YOUR FAMILY, BIOLOGICAL OR CHOSEN

7. EMBRACE CRINGE

8. BE EARNEST & SINCERE

9. TELL PEOPLE HOW YOU FEEL

We're almost near the end. And I'm so proud of us for getting through these days. Life is hard, and existing can be exhausting and tiresome. You all are so brave, and I wish you all happiness and good health. May life be kind to us and treat us warmly and softly. Thank you, my favorite and dear people, for everything. I had many happy moments with you. Your posts, your words made me smile and gave me reassurance. May you all achieve all the things that you want. Ameen

I love you all <3

@raeiyyn @1tspcinnamon @notetaeker @nuuralshams @winryrockbellwannabe @a-fox-studies @cravingstudyvalidation @your-humraaz @o2studies @warmsmilesandhugs @pxasee @helloviennacalling @kairadiamond @tinyevilgremlin @academicallyinsufferable @phoenixdiedaweekago @studyblr-perhaps @percestudies @indigostudies @tarathecogsci @anotherfanaccount @megumi-fm @bisan-is-trying @slythdiaries @stargazerbibi @salaamdreamer @to-be-frank-i-dont-care @nelyastudies

what have you been up to? tumblr barely shows me anything and i too, tend to disappear from here so that’s it’s own thing but i hope you’re well and that everything has been going well <3

love ya 🫶

omg Meg hi!!!! it's really been so long, omg?!? how are you? i went to stalk your new posts, glad the master thesis is almost over!! and the acappella group sounds like sm fun!!!

I'm good, just started my own masters thesis in september, so I'm just trying to not go insane ahah. the work is basically to create a vr meditation/mindfulness program, which is something totally new for me, but so exciting as well. oh, also i started violin classes since the beginning of the semester so that has also been crazy, it's a lot of fun even tho I'm still such a newbie at it

(and saw your SOTR post, im also so excited for it!!! the trailer was amazing, i just know this movie is going to destroy me😭)

and omg violin is such an incredible instrument, how have you been finding it so far? i’ve heard it’s quite challenging to learn so i just know that the satisfaction that comes with getting it right would be so delicious. it sounds like a lot of fun

(and omg literally same i am not ready for SOTR i saw the trailer and cried im gonna be inconsolable next year 😭😭)

i’m doing good but i’ve just been SO BUSY 😭 i love love love my project though so it’s been really satisfying so far

I dont think i've talked much about it so far, im doing a VR program to help ppl that suffered a stroke with their overall mental health, pain management, etc. the vr aspect is mostly just to further the immersivness of specific therapy and mindfullness exercises, it's pretty cool. (and feel free to ask questions about it ahah)

And yeah, about the violin it's basically that ahah, challenging but quite rewarding, im having a lot of fun

honestly your thesis sounds incredible but i don’t really know enough to ask anything whoops so for now if there’s any cool papers that you came across as a part of your study please do send them my way i would love to learn more!! and maybe i’ll be more prepared to ask you stuff hahahah

glad to hear your violin has been fun ^=^

Meg, omg hii!

It has been sooo long! I've missed you in my notifs! Thank you for the ask <3

I just submitted my final today! And I am so relieved ngl

Besides writing like I'm possessed, I had marking to do lol and a long trip for a rather unhelpful writing retreat, but I did make a friend, and see family, so the trip was pretty worthwhile

and it’s nice that you were able to spend time with people you care about even if it didnt help your writing as much :”)

hope your job searching goes well!! best of luck!!