Robots holding hands

Only dead can touch touch-me-nots, Rung created them for their dead lover, the only person who can touch them. But how many chances that they were also meant to punish himself, remind himself of what he did. He tried to make Prima eternal like him but his spark was too big to bear it. He died because of Rung's attempt to keep him with himself for longer. He killed him his own hands, tried to change the one thing he didn't want Prima to have. How much chances he touches touch-me-nots and sees Prima's dead face, reminding himself of his biggest mistake in this life. One big reminder of what he should never do again, and it's everywhere. Prima's grave being overflown with them, with Rung's love and sorrowness. Prima had his head exploding with all the hurt of this world. He could bear it all, just one bot with big spark just holding the planet without being able to actually put it back in place until it crashed him. Did Rung try to get it back, destroy it somehow, but Prima didn't agree? Could Prima feel Rung's emotions too? Was Rung trying to not feel sad, keeping all the burning sadness in himself the way it would be impossible to be felt for Prima to not make his bear even worse. Rung had power to make a mortal into immortal. I'm sure Prima agreed to it, I'm sure he also wanted to stay with Rung, who knew that what is okay to God would be impossible for caring living being. Rung can't even die, he can't find the place he belongs to after the only place he fit in left him. I deeply love the parallels with Shockwave and Blurr, immortal seeking the death without any will to bear all the mistakes and thinking god punished him for it. Blurr mortal who wouldn't be able to follow him there if the death wish prevails. Okay I shut up I ran out of water in my body...