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I'm glad with all these birthday event for almost every EXO member, it's a great way to get more close with their fans. At some point I feel so proud of their kindness and selflessness, instead of simply staying at the dorm or celebrate their birthdays with their members or family they chose to spend that time with their fans. I stan the righ group.

I just watched WINGS #1 Begin earlier because of school. Fudge I listened to it in a full volume and it scared the living shizz out of me. Why are you doing this to me BIGHIT TT.TT I'm so tired of all this theories.

Well at first, I only want to watch it because of B but before they air the drama, I watched the episode on Running Man that some of the casts guested and I start to like Lee Junki. I watched the first 3 episode and now heading to the latest episodes. So far tha drama is good and I hope it will go the way I expected it to be.

 Dying ; feeling the pain inside slowly eating me up, silently crying -- hopelessly dying.

With all the "Tag your BFF" "National Friendship Day" etc. posts on facebook or event in our life made me face the reality. The sad reality that I don't really have friends, a permanent one or the what they call "other half" or "partner in crime" I look at everyone and thought, "Why do everyone have a certain someone out of a squad/group that means everything to them?" Well I also have one but 'the feeling is not mutual' He/She may be important to me but for her, I'm just the 'someone' he/she knows.

It's already a few weeks or a month since I got accepted in our school's Dance Company. Last week was a very hectic week. Friday came, the last day of our training. For the past few days, our training ends at 7:00 in the evening and arriving at my beloved home around 8:00 in the evening. Yes I do admit that it's tiring but I don't have any rights to complain since I chose this; therefore, I am aware of the benefits and consequences that corresponds to it. Yet, even though it's tiring, it is also a very enjoying and memorable exoerience for me.

It's just a few days ago since that phone call. Your voice sounds so happy like everything's going to be alright. It never crossed my mind that It'll be the last time I'll talk talk to you, the last time I'll hear your voice. It's the last time but I never had the courage to say how thankful I am and how much I love you. Now you're all gone and I'll never ever have a chance to say it to you. I'm so sorry grand pa, I'm so sorry for being foolish, I hope you're already happy up there in heaven with God. We love you and We'll miss you.

This is going to be my first and probably the last time auditioning for our school's dance club. Well I know there's a huge probability that I won't be accepted but there's no harm in trying right? Well it's because I only have one night to learn the dance. Tomorrow's the audition and all I can say is "Own the stage, make it yours," Wish me luck and just dance :)

Anyone who ever did anything worth doing was a trouble maker

I hope you'll feel the same, Chanyeollie

EXO's new teaser [Monster Version] [cr: exo-k.smtown.com] . . . . *feels* They all look so hot like asdfghjkl. But Jongin really look like a moster, that stare though. I really can't wait for their comeback, I'm sure it'll be epic. SM will be dropping a teaser at 9PM (KST). Can't wait.

EXO's new teaser [Lucky One Version] [cr: exo-k.smtown.com] . . . . Why do they look so handsome even though some of them looking like a lost person, their teaser images look so aesthetic. Looking forward for the 'MONSTER' version knowing that it's the complete oposite of this one *smirk* fudge I'm so excited right now.