med student

I feel hopeless and miserable about this kid and I’ve got no idea how to deal with it ,he is obviously killing all the opportunities he can have in future !and I’m sorry I can’t do nothing for him!

I’ve noticed ,I’ve been gaining weight so I want to loose this extra weight but I don’t want to rush so I’ll loose it step by step

i could cuddle in his arms and feel safe he could be happy with me but he chose the other side he didnt want me he couldnt decide ,i miss him and after all this time i cant get over him i cant forget about his beautiful face his deep eyes and the ocean in his heart the worlds kept inside his heart ,i miss having him ,i ignored him and now im not going to have him anymore .maybe in other life. D 

A good schedule for studying always helps u progress faster

Studying medicine is not easy and it's not like yeah I really want to be a doctor and I'm gonna be a good doctor by just sitting and chilling if you want to be a doctor and actually s good doctor you should sacrifice your life your time and youth for it.sometimes I regret that I chose to study medicine cause it's too much pressure and hard work ,my advice to anyone who wants to start studying medicine is just think it over ,think about the times you want to hang out with your nonmedic friends but u gotta study for the test cause you gonna have test every week or tests .if you really think can handle pressure or sadness or even falling down and failing then start your journey otherwise don't make your life miserable.

Went to sleep earlier than i planned ,I mean sometimes u gotta do what u gotta do !saw him on my way to spar today ,just a simple hello like 2 strangers !!!he is so happy and I'm just here trying to forget :) ughh I'm so miserable I know ,it's been more than a month and I'm stiiiil trying to forget ,I mean u can't forget 2.5 years of your life in a month can u ?!

I don't know when is the time!