I think; therefore I am.

Wow. I've definitely not been updating this as much as I intended. Of course I predicted this; I just didn't want it to happen. I've been working for a couple weeks now. I've made plenty of mistakes and felt plenty bad for it. My worrisome nature tends to take a hold of me and not let me out of its grasp for a couple days. At the moment I am a bit regretful for a ridiculously minor action I took at work. I wonder if I'll even remember it in a couple months. Hopefully the feeling will pass, but for some reason, with this new job I have been feeling like my anxiety is more prominent, but not as powerful. To further explain, I always have a sense of anxiety in the back of my mind, although it is not as powerful as academic stress, such as tests or projects. It's a lingering feeling, and I'm not sure how to get rid of it. This is my life at the moment. Working, earning money, saving up for the future and university. I am at a good spot in my life but I somehow cannot manage to accept that. Perhaps it is because it is so bizarre and out of the ordinary. I predict that I will be extraordinarily happy to be back in school next year.