technoblade never dies

i really like to hike and explore nature! i used to go to a lot of national parks when i was younger and there’s a state park around 2 hours away from me i go to from time to time… it’s also why i really like my campus because there is a trail nearby and i walk down it when i have free time and survey the mushrooms i find

winter is also my favorite season. well obviously i dont Like it when the windchill makes it -30 degrees and no one cancels class for the day but if you look past that its super beautiful when it snows. so relating all that back to minecraft it makes sense my favorite biomes would be those two

Actually. before i disappeared on divorce i was looking for a snowy plains biome and i found one and it was i think very distant from everyone and i kind of just wanted to make my base there and stay there for the rest of my days …. for the time i played as a participant i was really. grappling with being lonely, nobody really willing to take me in and. not having a team😭which got worse after you (betty) betrayed everyone which in retrospect was fair for you cause why were you doing everything IM NOT BLAMINGYOU this is my psa

anyway I dont think that feeling really ever faded it kind of is like a ghost haunting me? like the thought is always in the back of my head. i think about moving to cascadia or like buying a little plot of land near appalachia and building a cabin with a little farm and only ever getting visitors maybe once or twice a year … it used to be like an upsetting thought to me (partly because i grew up touring cities and jusyliving near one) but i think the idea is becoming more and more comfortable as the days go by. like i would be fine with this (did you know people commonly report winter as the loneliest season as well!)

Honestly i was so upset when jay killed red in front of me that i didnt even log onto crestconomy after 😭 but then i thought about it. i wasnt mad at either of them i was really just more mad at myself for not being meaningful enough to anybody

but i dunno ……. i interpret that as i wasnt meant to have teammates and i can only just crawl around everyone like a little bug 🐛 so perhaps ill finally get my snowy plains base next season ALL TO MYSELF !!!! finally

On the Genealogy of Morals, Friedrich Nietzsche // Homo Sacer, Giorgio Agamben