Redha Allah

“O Allah, make our future better than our past, our graves better than our homes, our deaths better than our lives, and make Al Jannatul Firdaus our final destination.”

Take care of you. What do you do for yourself consistently that shows that you love yourself? Make time for a hobby; every now and then buy yourself something simple that you like (coffee, tea, donut, flowers, books, a face mask etc.) You don’ t need other people to show you that they care if you care for yourself. 

“Jangan takut untuk berubah ke arah yang lebih baik kerana seorang manusia, mungkin saja itu cara Allah hantarkan hidayah kepada kita. Dan awalnya mungkin kerana manusia tapi in shaa Allah pengakhirannya sudah tntu lillahitaala.”

“Instead of waiting for people to understand your words, spread the sejadah and cry in your sujud. You don’t need to find ‘a shoulder to cry on’ when you have Allah. Be grateful, He’s saving your story only for Him. Confide everything to Him. Allah is the best Solver.”

Apabila kekurangan pada diri kelihatan begitu sempurna pada pandangan kesayangan, ternyata ia kebahagiaan dan keinginan semua.

““Sesungguhnya kekuatan itu milik Allah. Maka jika Dia tarik apa yang Dia pinjamkan pada aku, siapa aku untuk menidakkannya?””

Jujur, I’m certainly not ready for what’s happening right now, but Allah prepares me for something else. 

I used to have a thought ‘they’re mine’ or 'they’re my friends’ arrogantly. Then, Allah tests me with my words and I realize that, I don’t owned anyone or anything, even myself.

“I’m fighting myself. I know I am. One minute I want to remember. The next minute I want to live in the land of forgetting. One minute I want to feel. The next minute I never want to feel ever again.”

“Berperang dgn jiwa sendiri. Orang lain tak nampak segala peluru berpandu yg menghempas di segenap ruang diri. Orang tak nampak berapa banyak luka terhasil dari butiran bom yg meledak tanpa henti. Orang tak nampak runtuhan demi runtuhan yg berlaku di setiap kepingan hati. Sampai satu masa & ketika. Kita tidak lagi mengharapkan segala hempasan, ledakan & runtuhan itu didengari malah disimpati. Kerana cukuplah DIA yg menatap rawat kesemua luka dihati”

“Don’t chase people. Be yourself, do your own thing, and love people. The right people - the ones who really belong in your life - will come to you, and stay.”