I EXIST IN THE SLUDGE BETWEEN FICTION AND FACT

i do feel somewhat ruined forever. but it’s okay we stay silly

uppies-seeking behavior

the bad thing about having unhealthy habits due to mental illness, is when you DO do something healthy style you can't brag about about it because then people will then know you've been doing it yucky style all along. Like you can't brag you changed your sheets or brushed your teeth because then ppl will be like oh did you not brush your teeth regularly before? Thats yucky disgusting! So you just gotta keep it to yourself. And be proud alone, I suppose.

Tgirl power fantasies: friends who genuinely like you unconditionally

And friends who wont betray and abandon you because they like someone else who hates you... or because you were making some mistake that they held a secret grudge over instead of communicating....