I am a living spell sent by my ancestors. Every step is a chant. Every breath is a charge. My eyes choose the target. My hands never miss their mark. I am a living, breathing embodiment of the magick of my lineage. None can resist me.
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I understand that this deity may hold a negative context to different people/cultures(i.e. people of Jewish culture)/faiths etc. Please be respectful and mindful. Both the people and the divinity have the right to respect. Just because a divinity/entity has been the best thing in the world to you, doesnât mean thatâs the case for someone else(vice versa). Thank you for your consideration.
Mother Lilith is a divinity that I hold very dear. She has been a big help to me and has guided me in my journery of self love and reparenting myself.
Lore/mythology (briefly summarized)
Lilith originally was the first wife of Adam; made from the same primordial matter as her counterpart by the one who created her. She has left the garden in anger because she refused to lay under Adam; Lilith wanted to be seen as Adams equal but he refused. God sent angels to take Lilith back to Eden at Adamâs request. She was located near/in/at the Red Sea. Her children had been slain because of her refusal to return. ( I have heard conflicting info from different sources but Iâll recall what I think is to be more accurate at this point). Some of the fallen angels (a big figure being Lord Lucifer) had made themselves acquainted with her and they had gained each othersâ trust. This is the point where Lilith had became a demon and was at least set on the path to becoming a highly ranked Infernal deity(if not at this point already). Lilith at some point after this whispered empowering thoughts into Eve during her dreams; leading her to eat the fruit.
Lilith also has an aspect tied to the Mesopotamian demon Lilitu.
Signs/Symbols of Queen Lilith(some iâve personally experienced as well):
Snake imagery
Birds( robins, cardinals, blue jays, doves, owls or any corvid/black bird) Iâd like to mention that she left me a robin who had passed, cause she knew Iâd give it a proper burial.
Witnessing any of her other sacred animals (mentioned below) or frequently seeing imagery of them
Me and other devotees of hers have known her to send really animal thatâs black as signs
rose imagery
sudden interest in her
sudden yearning desire to explore oneself/identity
speaking up/ standing up for yourself in circumstances in which you normally wouldnât
for uterus owners; in my personal experience she had gotten terribly frustrated that i wasnât noticing her so she started affecting my âmoon cycleâ. I experienced irregularities, increased pain and moodiness. I also got much more fatigued during my time of the month in the time she was trying to get my attention. She may or may not feel the need to do something of this fashion to get your attention; My only assumption that she did so in my case is because I was extremely oblivious. However I highly implore you discuss things with your doctor before concluding that this is the cause.
You may notice the wind howling louder
Vampiric/Succubus imagery/energy
Draconic and/or primordial energy
Energy of water or the ocean
Feeling of not necessarily one certain element (maybe all of them together)
feelings of a motherly energy
dreams/visions of red or dark haired woman( iâve honestly had her appear to me as blonde). She may be a witch, possibly a queen. She could be protecting you during the experience ( if youâre on her good side ofc)
Sacred animals of Queen Lilith
Snakes
Dragons
Hyenas
Cats of various kinds ( domestic, wild, especially with black or dark coats)
Ostriches
Spiders
Unicorns
Owls
Goats
Bats
What does Queen Lilith specialize in? What can she help you with?
taking back your power
shadow work ( specifically the feminine side of the side)
tapping into/ welcoming your dark feminine energy
welcoming dark femme energy into your life
dark femme workings
defends women/femmes and children whoâve suffered abuse(especially s3xually)
Improving sexual relationships
asserting independence
support in women/womxnâs/femmes rights
fighting oppression/sexisim placed on women/fem identifying people by the patriarchy(or in general)
assistance in gaining respect and/or recognition for contributions
exploring/awakening sexuality (especially if you need assistance with you libido)
sex magic ( more specifically feminine dominance)
Assistance with menstrual magic/spells/rituals
Help in any women/female health issues ( menstrual issues, moods swings, feritility, MtF/FtM etc.)
( i recommend you be treated by a medical professional along with the last point; mundane before magical; magic/spirituality shouldnât be used in place of medical treatment, simply as support.)
Correspondences/ Offerings
Herbs/Plants/Scents:
Belladonna (POISONOUS)
Nightshade (POISONOUS)
Mugwort ( still use with caution)
Sandalwood(Red + White)
Patchouli
Rose
Jasmine
Lotus
Dragonâs Blood
Cinnamon
Olibanum
Camphor
Myrrh
Jasmine
Frankincense
Amber
Saffron
Crystals:
Onyx
Fire opal
Diamond
Ruby
Obsidian
Topaz
Red Jasper
Red Carnelian
Black Moonstone
Black tourmaline
Jet
Garnet
Clear quartz
Food/Drink:
Chocolate ( Especially anything Dark and/or spicy )
Lime
Pumpkins/ Gourds(idk if gourds are edible tho, but to a deity it doesnât matter lmao)
Red velvet sweets
Chocolate cake
In my personal experience, she loved these Sriracha Peanut Butter Chocolate Cupcakes I used to be able to get.
Spicy foods
Apples
Pomegranates/Pomegranate juice
Colors:
Black
Reds (Especially blood red or velvet tone)
Purple
Orange
Gold
Magenta
Dark pink
Silver
Dark Grey
Time/Days:
Wednesday
Friday
Witching hour (either Midnight or anytime 3-4 am)
Dark/New Moon phase
Beltane Sabbat/May Day ( sexual theme of the holiday)
Oct. 24 ( some sources claim this is the day Lilith left Eden)
Feb 29 (on leap year. Woman are known to break traditional norms during this time)
Miscellaneous:
Empress (Tarot)
High Priestess (Tarot)
Moon ( Tarot)
Strength (Tarot)
Any Queen Card ( More Specifically to my UPG, Swords and Wands suits)
Air and Fire are her main elements. However, she does not limit herself to one specific element, she has traits of all.
Vampiric/Succubus energy
Draconic/Primordial Energy
What is she like?
To me, Lilith is very much like a mother. Im sure you could probably guess by how I addressed her in the beginning of this post( which I call her Mother Lilith for personal reasons). She very much holds the energy of a firm mother who cares very much for her children. Lilith is very much stern when she feels the need, but knows when you need her to be gentle. Many times she has been a source of comfort and encouragement for me. If you show her the decency and respect she deserves, she will give it to you in return. If she sees you as her child (or holds you dear in anyway) she will go to distant lengths to protect you or to show your abusers not to mess with you again ( at times on her own accord). There are times where she made things difficult for people who wronged me on her own(probably a lot more I donât know about). Mother Lilith is extremely supportive and will be there when needed, but she will not coddle you. She will not baby you. I see a lot of practitioners say â she wont hold your handâ thatâs true in a sense. Yes there are things you need to face alone, but a mother wont deny holding your hand if needed, she just wont do things for you. She will empower you to do things with independence. Lilith is definitely the kind of mentor to give you a rude wake up call when youâre not acting like yourself or doing things that wont benefit yourself or others. She is not afraid to be mean and wicked with you if need be.
Lilithâs energy generally feels airy and fiery. She carries herself regally and a sense of pride. Like iâve mentioned, she doesnât necessarily tie herself to one element, Iâve felt energy of all elements come from her, I assume this comes from her shapeshifting nature.
Sources and links
My own personal experience and UPG
Lilith Queen of the Night
Lilith and Witchcraft
Lilith: The Demonic Paradise Wiki
Lilith ( Occult world entry)
Tumblr users entry on Queen Lilith (iâve honestly had a rocky history with the author of this post, I hadnât realized who this was until after I recorded the information, but I still am going to give them credit where itâs due because itâs only right and their post gives solid information)
I have wanted to do a post on this AMAZING lady for a long time. Â She is a treasure and a gem to work with. Her radiance and stunning beauty
Lilith was the first wife of Adam who left the Garden of Eden and became the mother of demons and the supreme empress of Hell. She is also c
https://occult-world.com/lilith/
Lilith works in the realm of taking back your power and shadow work. Huge defender of women, and children from abuse. Lilith is confused wit
Lilith has a long history that dates back far into Jewish mythology, Sumerian and Mesopotamia; a history that has often been cruelly unfair
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âWhen was the last time you said, I love you, to yourself? Or the last time you said you were proud of yourself? Said you were cute, smart, funny? Youâre with this identity for the entire duration of your existenceâŚwhy not cultivate a relationship with yourself by appreciating yourself.â
This is an EXTREMELY blessed post! And accurate! When I first moved out I was so excited for my new place I slept on the floor and had my tv there and that was it. Loved it. You grow and you build and you gain and you lose. I lost that place and everything in it. Now I have a new place with new things and itâs very much home.
In the future, there is a small, quiet room that is just yours, where you are safe and you are free. In that room your shoulders will finally start to come down from around your ears. Â Nobody can come into that room unless you let them. Â In that clean quiet place, you will work and you will study. Â You will love and you will heal.
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The memory loss as a feature of ptsd and dissociative disorder is rarely talked about. Itâs not only âbig holes in memoriesâ or 'blank periods of timeâ, though of course that happens too. But you lose people from your memory too.
Relationships, friendships. People who once meant everything to you, you canât recall their names anymore. People you only casually knew during a period of trauma can fade from your mind completely. You canât remember what you said to someone, what conversations you had together, even the fights and the lows, it all becomes a blur, and then completely fades away.
Your life is sorted into periods of whatever trauma was going on at the moment, but you canât recall what else took place. What you learned, what experiences you had, the normal things you did that later feel bizzare for a person in your situation to do, to be able to do. Or you donât remember the trauma, and itâs difficult to put things into any kind of context.
And for your childhood, itâs impossible to make a timeline out of it. Events mesh together, thereâs no before or after, to link an event to a year is almost impossible, for any event you canât tell if you were 5 or 8 or 14, you try and make sense based on what else was going on in your life, except you canât quite remember what it was. You lived one life at home, a whole another life in school or public space, another one online, and they donât seem to be connected at any point, and to link it all in a timeline feels impossible.
The memories that donât hold strong emotions fade first, but eventually, the ones with strong emotions fade too.
Your short term memory becomes difficult as well, it feels like an incredible strain to remember anything you did 2 weeks ago, or 2 days ago, or yesterday. If youâre reminded of something that went on a year ago, itâs a shock because you no longer remember it as something that happened at all. Your brain erases anything that ended as something that never happened, or isnât worth recalling, or would only stress you out to think about, so you donât, and it goes away.
Having a memory surge back is stressful, because you realize you never thought about this event, or this person, for years, and this meant something to you, it formed you and shaped your life, it made you feel something. But it was gone for so long, and probably, the second you forget it, it will be gone again. Itâs hard to see who you are when you no longer know who you were. You donât know how anyone perceives you because you donât recall your experience together.
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"she can go without food (she will not wither). she can go without heat (the cold will not kill her). but a life without art, without wonder, without beautiful thingsâshe would go mad. she has gone mad."